All Things New

by Zen Gardner
August 22, 2017

We might be surprised at just how much newness is coming our way but it’s here, ready or not. We can absorb it at our own speed and according to our own choice of course, but it’s here and available for energizing and awareness such as we’ve never experienced before.

It’s not only just beginning to exponentially accelerate, it’s an open ended process. Grok that if you can, but we’re there.

Anyone who claims they’ve arrived doesn’t know what they’re talking about. Anyone who says “this is the only way” or right methodology or system of belief isn’t telling the full truth. The only thing we’ll ever fully know is knowing itself. All else are tools and ladders, outdated as fast as they have been used and nothing to hold on to, however helpful they have been.

The paradigms aren’t just shifting, they’re crashing. They’re being evaporated as if disintegrating by a cosmic directed energy beam. And it’s all good, no matter the consequences or fallout.

Allowing Change

We can take change two ways – voluntarily and even enthusiastically, or resist it. There are many levels of change and some may seem easier than others, but they’re all interconnected. One change implies another and as we’ve all experienced, as we take steps in the direction we’re being drawn it becomes easier every step.

But the stepping doesn’t stop once and for all, even though we all tend to think we’ve “arrived” somewhere better than before in certain aspects and tend to camp out. Where we temporarily land is never the final resting place. It, too, soon grows old and hindering and thus we’re stirred up again to move on in some way, shape or form. Only now it’s been stepped up exponentially.

It’s strange how religious belief systems speak about coming transformations as if they happen to us externally, yet fail to recognize the change happens through us. It’s symptomatic of the polarized nature of lower dimensional thinking, much like resisting the external issues of the world without changing the causal elements within our very own nature. But this cycle is about to shift drastically, and already is, especially for those who’ve become aware of it. It’s sort of a secret in plain sight, much like the matrix engineers and their many once clandestine control programs.

Complete Newness

What’s phenomenally liberating and breathtakingly fresh about this unprecedented change taking place to ourselves and our planet is the complete newness of this reset. The lower dimensional mind cannot comprehend such a drastic shift since it works on past information and calculated possibilities. The heart, and/or higher self, however, perceive beyond mind and thought, where one has experiential knowledge of these realities. This includes both potential worlds of experience as well as these new fields that are realizing energetically and will eventually manifest more clearly physically.

This will help us all let go of our pet belief systems and egoic attachments, albeit somewhat reluctantly if our minds and egos get in the way. The beauty of this energetic surge is that it is so powerful it bypasses even old restraint systems. It’s like walking out of a room into a new realm whose factual reality cannot be denied. It just is. And we’re in it.

This might escape those who are tethered securely to the lower density and find refuge and solace in that framework, but for anyone with a sensitive heart and truly awakening spirit it will make perfect sense. It’s not made up or hopeful over-spiritualized conjecture, it’s as sure as quantum physics applied to our daily lives, recognizing actual influences in our realms of experience.

Don’t be too surprised as personal stuff comes up. It’s part of this realignment and a fast track opportunity if we let it happen. Many of us have done much personal work towards clearing old issues and belief systems but this new shift is bringing up vestiges of yet to be released levels of personal traumas, engrained patterns and identity attachments. It will work symbiotically for those already on the path, but it will catch many sideways who haven’t been working towards alignment. Don’t let that distract or discourage you, it’s simply an amplified opportunity to let go of the old.

Reality Bites

We’re entering a new realm of experience. It’s brand new and unprecedented. There’s no road map or pseudo-spiritual or philosophical explanation, it’s experiential. And glorious. We’ve seen and heard hints at it, but the real deal is now breaking forth. All things are new – not the old reborn, but new. In new ways and with new perceptions.

Let them happen. Observe and go with the flow. Reality as we knew it will self erase, scrubbed like an evaporating timeline. The only reference point will be unconditional love – no judgement, no fear, no preconceived notions. Exactly what we’ve been hungering for.

We just need to let it happen. Stay centered, detached, and trusting. A new paradigm is being born on a massive scale energetically. Many will not see it and react in fear and intransigence to this energy, fighting to hold on to the old. The matrix will become even more angry and reactive and strive to regain control. It cannot, but it is a lower dimensional reality that will implode and take what it can with it.

We are not part of that miasma. Let the energies and your heart lead you to higher ground and live there. This lower energy spasm will pass, but not without very real consequences on the perceived earth level of existence. Let it pass as you share your love and trust with those you influence by your very presence. Never fear or live in reactivity to it. Stay “above” it and maintain your higher frequency.

A new world is dawning. Live there. It’s the best we can do for all worlds in this life process. Energetically we contribute to the best possible outcomes for all involved and co-create the birth of the new earth.

Stay open. In a waking, meditative state.

Much love,

Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Change Our Language, Change Our Thoughts, Change Our Lives, Change the World

by Zen Gardner
August 13, 2017

I was recently enlightened regarding the power of energetic discernment of language, which translates immediately and almost automatically into new and liberating thinking patterns and elevates personal vibration.

Our language is very crude and has been largely engineered and hijacked, as have so many other areas of this controlled lower density experience. But we’re forced to use this medium, at least for now. Words have intrinsic power, and as many have pointed out, we “spell” words. This alludes to the fact that they do often contain spells when maliciously used, while they can be wonderfully empowering and enlightening when correctly used, or in some cases avoided altogether.

What the dark aspects are up to is something to be well aware of but nothing to get boogie-booed about. It’s a very weak vibe that only has power within the fear based vibrational framework of the matrix. We don’t have to be part of it and can rise above that paradigm whenever we want, which will hopefully become a continual way of living for each of us. This begs for greater awareness of the roots of language and how to avoid the many pitfalls of careless and unintended usages of this medium of information exchange.

Beware of Loaded Words

There are many harsh and violent words used in common expressions that can conjure up quite brutal images without our intending to do so which in turn unknowingly dull our senses. “I was cut off in traffic”, “that cake was to die for”, “what a killer song”, “take a hit on this”, “my feet are killing me”, etc. Those are the obvious sort. Sometimes strong words are quite apt but they have leaked into the vernacular to a very large degree.

What’s more subtle are the often aggressive usages of language and imagery that polarize and reinforce dark energies, calling attention and thus intention to entrapping and spirit demeaning emotions and energetic miasmas that can plague our lives.  Mainstream media uses this as a matter of course and control, but even much of alternative media is rife with polarity and dwelling on the negative and something from which we can learn. Sure there are occult influences and there’s a concerted effort to quench our humanity, but look at us thrive and learn and grow in spite of it all.

I’ve gone through some of my old writings and seen very careless language usage. By throwing around powerful terms and images in an effort to fight my way out of this entrapping matrix I often inadvertently reinforced what it was I was exposing, mentally and vibrationally. While they need to be pointed out, it’s unnecessary to keep repeating these dark realities we’re profoundly aware of. Why conjure up these images unnecessarily or re-taste their dark effects once they’ve been exposed? It’s contrary to what we’re trying to create and actually works against the process. We do the same when in a misguided spirit of judgement about people and ideas in our efforts to formulate opinions and identify what we’re experiencing.

There’s no point keeping those old, dilapidated and controlling energies in place when in fact they are falling away and in their final death throes – for those who will let them go. And the more who let them go the more their intrinsic power dissipates for all. We can allude to them effectively enough without transferring that energy. We do the same when emphasizing the aspect of polarity when we repeat and emphasize the “us and them” and “right and wrong” dualistic worldview.

We actually reinforce what we’d rather not experience or don’t agree with just because it’s so prevalent in social discourse. It often comes in a combative form when letting off steam or expressing strong emotions, “those bastards are poisoning us!” or “I hope they get what’s coming to them” etc. That’s a vivid form of what I’m talking about.

Unconscious Word Slinging 

What is even more common and disempowering besides the reference to the dark energies, is the unnecessary strongly judgmental put downs of others as well as ourselves in our very language that is carelessly flung about, often in an effort to share a mood or emotion with someone else. We think we’re being a good friend by commiserating and complying with someone’s issues, or initiating our own to get down to their level as a “friend”, but it’s so often grovelling in lower dimensional, degrading and disempowering and even violent and angry language which only draws everyone into a negative vortex.

It’s not easy to recognize these habits never mind change them, but it makes a huge difference that’s well worth working towards. We say we’re awakening but maintain our sleep patterns without realizing it.

Carelessly slung negative terms and concepts only perpetrates more anger, more angst, more remembering of what’s wrong with everything. Basically more focus on the negative. It not only does no good except to make us feel better about ourselves, it does serious harm – to ourselves and others. We think we’re being smart and informed pointing out all the evil we think we can see so clearly (usually comparing ourselves to those “ignorant” ones who cannot) but we’re really just bringing out the garbage again and again and spreading it around to look at and gloat in our disdain, creating a self-sustaining loop of negativity. That becomes a habit and thus makes us feel good when we do it, satisfying a misguided urge.

When we look at why do we do that we get to the heart of it. We can blame “them” or him or her for our woes but that’s again missing the point. We have a habit, a fascination for it. We even think it’s cool. Whole careers are built on tearing down what some consider false. This can be an important part of awakening, but it’s only part of the equation. Without clearly planting and building up and affirming what takes the place of what needs to be destroyed, we’re left with destruction and chaotic debris and nothing else.

Acute exposers of apparent wrongs get a lot of acclaim, which then appears to reinforce that they’re on the right track. In part, yes, but overall groupthink can kick in and be misled despite the truth of what is being said. Many get the wrong negative energetic undercurrent or carrier signal instead of a mountain top vista with clear, empowering solutions, leaving ourselves and others with encouragement and inspiration instead of focussing on all that’s seemingly “wrong”. In a fear prone world it’s important to be sensitive to this. We see this so clearly in the “system” but do we see these tricky mechanisms happening within ourselves? It’s a challenge we need to face.

We do the same thing in our own minds, led by our ego trying to bolster itself. And that’s a toughie to fully identify and then let go of, at least its power over us. Remember, the ego, the wrong one based in fear and pride, wants to stay alive at any cost. Only getting fully honest with ourselves can we even see this at work. Again, it’s all fear based, even in the most bold and brave looking fully engaged yet entangled individuals. No one can see this at work until they’ve made the choice to be willing to let go of the self image built around our beliefs. Ego driven self assertion only creates more separation which leads right back to polarity, a completely unintended consequence.  Once we do let go, more than we can imagine opens up to us.

Using Language and Thoughts to Change Our Reality

When we realize how infected our words are, which is easy to spot when we read our own messages or hear ourselves speak, then we can begin to clearly see the thought processes that brought these misguided words into being. It can be tricky stuff, but it’s quite simple. We just examine what made us say what we said and how we said it and what feelings and mind trips are behind it. When that happens we look at the originating thought process and identify what it is we really meant and come up with a better more truthful way of putting it.

Language is a very powerful tool, for good or for not so good. I won’t say evil because that’s a buzz word with way too much baggage and misleading meanings and inferences. That goes for a lot of words, but some we have to use. In fact, we can reverse the wrong connotations of many words that have been polluted by using them correctly with right meaning and spirit.

When our thoughts subsequently change, and we realize the wonderful uplifting power of avoiding emphasizing the negative and keeping our vibration high and accentuating the wonder of existence and our amazing potential, our lives change. Quickly. We notice a softness appear in our communications and demeanour yet the same basic message is conveyed without the swords and spears and tar flinging. We then soon start to notice  the sound of the trees, the shimmer of the starry night sky, and the beauty in people around us, and not their faults and weaknesses. Life changes. In fact, our reality changes. Because we did.

This may sound Pollyannaish, escapist or irresponsible to the dyed in the wool justice warrior but it is more powerful than imaginable. To dissipate the shadows we can be aware of them but we don’t have to focus on them. We simply radiate more light. It’s simple physics. We’re aware of what’s out there, but aren’t drawn into it. The problems arise when we don’t want to let go of the world we’ve built and worked so hard to create as our bastion of beliefs from which to attack the “enemy”. That’s a big one, but it’s surmountable as we let go of our misguided belief systems.

Enlightening and liberating information is helpful and it’s very important to be fully informed, but to unduly dwell in the vibration and imagery of the shadow works is another containment mechanism. It turns out that oppositional fighting paradigm was all wrong. It’s not gonna work – it never has and never will. That’s one of the main things we’re here to learn in this dimension of seeming separation. It’s the very thing that inhibits unity consciousness as well as personal development and stops love in its tracks. So there’s no condemnation in coming to that realization – it took all that for us to arrive at the right answers. And we’re a lot stronger and wiser for it.

Creating Careful Thoughts and Careful Words

It’s similar to having to listen to someone rehashing their woes and problems or aches and pains. We endure it to be a friend and a listening ear, and there’s a time for listening, but are we doing a service to them getting down there with them? Of course we don’t beat back what to them is very real, but what do we reflect? Do we chime in with our own issues or deftly elevate the conversation to a higher frequency and better reality?

The easy way to start is to eliminate harsh and condemning words, anything that “conjures” up dark imagery and unnecessarily draws focus on what’s wrong. There’s an element of importance in understanding what we’re up against in this reality, but to continually draw attention to it and see it in everything is to be entrapped by it, when there’s so much beauty around and within us. What we accentuate and give energy to grows. Do we want the dark energy to expand and grow, or goodness and love and what’s right? Again, it’s pure physics and energy dynamics when it comes down to it and extremely practical.

We toss terms and “cool” concepts around like cinder blocks – including strong words of judgement and condemnation. “She’s such a so and so” or “everything is so fucked” and think nothing of it. We assume we’re understood, that we don’t literally mean what we’re saying and that it’s just to make a point and chime in to the vibe going around, but the words stand alone and have weight – serious weight. This behaviour is curried by the very things that many of us detest in social engineering programs, yet we fall for this on a very personal, continually reinforced level, even in our self chatter, denigrating ourselves. It’s careless, and quite unconscious behaviour that takes a serious toll on everything energetically.

Identifying what makes this phenomenon so pervasive in our behaviour is an eye opener. Underlying all thought and hence behaviour are attitudes and belief systems we’ve subscribed to, agreements we’ve made at some level. We’ve so often fallen for the engineered worldview we often give up our sense of wonder and love except as a fall back position, instead of it being the prominent reality. We’re angry and pissed off at everything and let powerful negative emotions and frustration run amok.

In other words, when we get immersed and entrenched in the dark information world we lose immediate contact with Source. A lot needs to be and is being exposed, but it’s how it’s presented and in what spirit and vibration that matters most. Even the quantity of information itself, as well as the quality, can be overwhelming and needs to be carefully monitored, in addition to any fascination for it.

Making the Shift

The beauty of this language change is that it works when you apply it. Re-read something you wrote and take out what you know isn’t fully true phrase by phrase as well as any strong wording that could be said another way that still tells the truth of what you’re trying to say. Take out (not “cut” as an example) the words that lend pointless or excessive negative connotations. “I’m such an asshole, I can’t believe I was so stupid!” can be “Wow, have I got a lot to learn” or something closer to the truth and not such a harsh put down of yourself you don’t really believe anyway. That’s a false belief we take on temporarily to self efface and gain points and chime into some false meme. So unnecessary – as well as patently untrue. Just look at the effect. This can be applied across the board.

Soften things up. Everyone is suffering enough as it is. Let’s be kind and gentler with ourselves and each other. All of this indignant bravado is habitual and part of the illusion we’ve helped co-create by adhering to it and repeating it. Violent and harsh and negative language and thoughts even weaken our immune systems and cause other health hazards. It’s mindless behaviour. It’s a perfect example of how energetic systems seek to grow, be they shadow energies or life giving ones. We need to choose wisely what we want to be part of, now more than ever as times appear to be increasingly confusing.

Why not contribute to what gives life and health and let the other atrophy? This can of course be extrapolated out to other applications in our lives. What are we engaged in? What type of information or personal actions are we taking on board and energizing? What are we ultimately transmitting? There’s a place for right knowledge but so much is toxified we have to be extremely careful what we deal with and how we interact with it.

Information is a tool, a ladder of sorts for elevating our perspective. It leads us out of one worldview into another. Once we understand what’s going on we’re meant to detach from the mechanisms that hold us back while utilizing the empowering information. We literally leave one room and move into another realm. So why spend so much of our time being upset about the nature of the old one, or re-describing it continually, be it the world system or our own pasts? The answer is to simply get out and not let it sap our energy, and by our example encourage others to change paradigms as well.

When we realize that energetic matrix is there, as it always has been, as a duality to provide contrast for our energetic awakening and growth, we gain a whole new perspective. When we get to that truer and better reality then we’ll understand what real solutions are – and how they’ve been available to us all along by simply throwing the switch – saying goodbye to the old and moving into co-creating the new. The shadow miasmas that are currently in place to teach us, being our own unenlightened reflection in many ways, will dissipate for lack of participation in thought and deed and thus not allowing ourselves to be its energetic food.

It makes sense to me. I’m in the midst of this formidable challenge but it’s so very enlightening. Just changing my language has changed my outlook, thoughts, and life. The rest follows and opens up like a flower to the sun.

As we change, so changes the world.

Energy is our tool. Let’s participate and contribute wisely and watch our lives elevate as well as that of those around us. Transformation of the whole begins with each one of us. The shift is an energetic one and happens in more realms of creation than we can currently imagine.

It all stems from thought, which gives birth to words, which then set things in motion.

We change, everything changes.

Enjoy the shift!

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

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by Robert Augustus Masters, PhD
originally published April 29, 2013

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Our Focus Creates Our Future

by Zen Gardner
July 25, 2017

We’re continually creating our experiential realities, whether consciously or unconsciously. The worlds we live in are of our own making, whether through adopting versions we perceive of existing realities, or forging new ones through our own thoughts, ideas and decisions. Or a combination of both.

We’re all absorbing so much information to process, both consciously and subconsciously, in both audio and visual forms as well as unseen energetic streams and impulses, in addition to our own self chatter. We’re all learning and can feel a bit scrambled with such a bombardment of input and so much information to evaluate amidst these tectonic social and spiritual shifts. That’s to be expected in this growing process.

Once we identify the power of our own creative abilities we learn to make more conscious, heartfelt decisions in order to live the most expansive experiential reality that we can. Expansion is a natural phenomenon, and while it’s not always easy to grasp what we’re going through, we’re each part of a magnificent unfolding in which we play an integral part. We can feel we’re limited or subject to our circumstances when in reality we’re fully in charge of our destinies.

We Chart Our Own Course

Our course is determined by our thoughts and what we willingly choose to focus our attention on. From there we build individual belief systems by which we navigate and process the incoming information field of ideas and apparent realities, both perceived manifested ones, as well as informational data. We have complete freedom to choose our course, despite evidence that appears to tell us anything to the contrary.

Whether we choose the course to unselfishly better humanity or live to serve our own desires at any cost to others is a major dividing line, as ego centrism is the driving nature of the control matrix, whereas true unconditional love for others is manifesting our divine nature. Either way, we each contribute to energetic expansion through whatever belief systems we’ve aligned with.

This is why personal alignment to truth in our core is so important, beginning with the truth of who we actually are. This takes some serious personal discovery, but it isn’t as complicated as we’ve been led to believe. Taking action on what our hearts are calling us to do and be and following the path of heartfelt inspiration is essential, despite the obstacles that will present themselves. Our true nature then manifests as old conditioning peels away from our lives.

What Is Focus?

Our focus can be determined by what we spend our time on, physically as well as mentally. It’s what we put our attention towards and allow to dwell in our thoughts and especially our hearts which translates into active, or passive, direction in our lives.

In the entrapping control paradigm, we’re steered to focus on survival primarily, which leads to alignment with the false ego support systems and the already in place rules of the socio-economic game currently at play. We can still exist quite consciously to varying degrees while having to “entertain” these confines and conditions, but generally speaking the world system is built on a myopic, compassionless service to self alone outlook, with empathic consideration and care for others having to temporarily play a secondary, highly disadvantaged role.

This however is changing rapidly as the control grid continues to be rapidly exposed for what it truly is, a lose-lose paradigm built on imposed, false premises for parasitic control purposes. That matrix construct is an energetic miasma of a completely different nature. By its nature it minimizes the power of sovereign cooperation and the resultant unity consciousness and awareness those important aspects bring, all of which are completely independent of external control. This is why the shadow works are clumsily striving to maintain their control grid through any means necessary. But it’s inevitably collapsing, having no foundation in truth and the natural laws of love and compassion.

Awareness of the control grid is what’s bringing it down, due to the endeavors of many to expose its workings and the overall elevation of consciousness, both of which are working symbiotically. Even more importantly, this rising awareness has given birth to a connectivity to what is being hidden from us about ourselves, the power of our full nature. As this awareness grows and activation occurs, the energy released is changing the course of millions of lives as well as our entire vibrational and energetic milieu.

In fact, nothing is more powerful in disempowering and dismantling the matrix and empowering others than the release of our true nature which so many are experiencing at ever expanding levels and which continues to grow at an exponential rate.

Focus on What We Desire

It’s important to move our emphasis from the workings of this deceptive, entrapping power grid to what it is we all desire. This is important individually first of all – realizing who we fully are, releasing whatever is holding is back, and discovering our unfathomable power as energetic beings. Attention to this should be our top priority, and how we can each manifest more fully. Obsessively dwelling on what’s “wrong” is vibrationally deleterious as we inadvertently contribute to that lower density vibration, a state in which we can barely live and only leads to more fascination for the fear based workings of the control system, thus making us part of the very energetic structure we want to see dismantled and from which we are working to escape.

Intrinsic to raising our individual vibration is triumphant happiness. Realizing all is working out as it should and that everything is in place for a purpose is very important. There are many ways to view our experience here, and this is an essential aspect. It’s not escapist, as we each still need to play the role we’re called to, responsibly with right choices of action as well as disengagement with the old.

Seeing the true big picture of our condition brings a very deep joy and sense of gratitude, two aspects that put us into a much higher vibration and much more effective mode of operation. Otherwise, anger and frustration and unnecessarily dwelling on the negative hold us back from focusing on what it is we truly want, and throttles our power of creativity which we are learning to manifest. And that too is expanding rapidly.

Having a victorious and joyful attitude and keeping vibrationally free and empowered is kryptonite to the would-be controllers, which is why they like to draw humanity through any means they can into engaging with them on their low level, thus hampering our inherent vibrational advantage.

Be Aware, But Be Careful Where We Focus

No matter how well intentioned, adopting dualistic, combative thought forms are not just futile, but counter productive. Exposure is needed, but it must always be bathed in empowering inspiration as to the true overall state of creation. All is an evolutionary process working itself out, with each individual free to choose whatever course they have to. However, a large part of this dynamic within the free will paradigm is that we can influence others’ awarenesses. But we can’t force them. Things have to play out at levels we cannot conceive yet we must do our part, which is most importantly and profoundly energetic. It’s an odd, paradoxical mixture here so a heightened sense of insight as to our true situation is a must for truly conscious navigation in these oft confusing waters.

Through enlightened exposure of the nature of the dark workings of the shadow side, while maintaining the integrity of a higher vibration, our conscious and aware attitude and actions work much more effectively at bringing down any control systems. This includes the individuals participating in them. Reaction-based energetic action only strengthens the polarized so-called “enemy”. In fact, whatever information we may find revealing is better viewed from that same higher dimensional state, avoiding reactivity and energetically draining mental and emotional currents. But also be careful about pure information overload. The pure weight of it can be overwhelming if we’re not careful or circumspect.

The reason for this energetic dynamic of dualism is to create contrast. Contrast is where the learning and hence raising of vibration and true knowing takes place as we learn to overcome through awareness. Right and wrong are valid within the moral matrix, but contrast is also a gift, a tremendous learning tool, without which we couldn’t learn to make preferences and find our way back out of this field of separation from Source. Both dark and light are essential to the process are are part of the very fabric of creation.

Everything has a role to play. We learn by contrast, which brings clarity. It takes time obviously, as history attests, but now we’re in a highly accelerated phase, socially as well as personally. True conscious awareness is a state that is quite transcendent from our so-called normal way of viewing our reality. Once we work from there, the ability to literally create our own realities, and a new world with it, come clearly into view and hence realization.

Ready or Not, Here They Are

The changes are coming on fast. It’s important to stay inspired with our personal course of life. We should move with our passions and what inspires us, and leave the dead weights behind. Be grateful for them as they taught us much, but now is a time for personal freedom, inspiration, and swift movement, mentally and spiritually.

Ironically this can lead to, as it is for many, having our lives slow down externally in order to give us more time to process these enormous energetic shifts and new types of information and resultant changes. Many are experiencing seemingly strange physical issues as well. This is simply a manifestation of working in more profound realms and allowing very deep changes to occur within us. They’re nothing to fear or worry about, but they can be challenging. Just know it’s all part of the process.

Freedom to allow space for these personal changes is paramount at this time, so we need to do whatever we can to find those openings for time in nature, time alone, and time for extra rest. It’s important to listen to uplifting and spiritually instructive teachings, get energetic help if need be, be vigilant as to what or who you associate with, and find like spirited people even if they are few.

Be good to yourself as this is a very swift and powerful energetic current moving through us. Try not to be too baffled by it, it’s a very good thing. We’re each transmuting way more of the old to the new than we realize as we pursue truth and remain open to and move with this energetic change and undergo this rapid learning process. We’re transceivers whether we like it or not, either of the lower vibrational contract and its machinations and keeping them in place, or helping to affirm the new world we’re co-creating and thus manifesting.

Know the difference and maintain your true, higher integrity. It becomes clearer as we go. We can often simply tell what’s right or wrong for us by how things make us feel. Pulling our focus from fascination for this metastasizing matrix can be difficult, as many can only see these darker aspects, being so completely bathed in knowledge of these occult workings which permeate our lives. But when we have a hard time putting it aside and appreciating the beauty of nature and the many wonderful people of this planet and other powerfully positive aspects of our existence, then it’s time to realize our focus has gotten off course. And with it, our vibratory influence similarly inadvertently moves into the very dimension we’d rather see dissipated.

It’s much like a gravitational field and it can engulf us before we realize it. It’s not irresponsible to tune it out once you’re aware it exists. The knowledge of its workings is an important part of our awareness and education and what woke many of us up. That was only the first stage of the launch. When we allow the second and succeeding boosters to kick in, our perspective becomes gloriously clear and new understandings as to our most effective course of action for ourselves and/or how we go about them, mankind and our planet come clearly into view!

Last Thoughts

We must choose what we focus on wisely. We are in control, so we need to take the wheel rather than go with whatever energetic flow catches our attention, or fascination.

These wild waters are much easier to navigate with an even keel derived through discernment and vigilant awareness.

Enjoy the ride! And may all your chosen realities be positive, empowering and joyous ones! Blow on past the lower realms into new perspectives and levels of effectiveness you only dreamed of!

Life’s not a bummer. It’s a gift. A huge challenge and tough learning ground, granted, but try dwelling on all that’s right and amazing and wonderful for a while, and take a look at the REAL big picture!

Throw the switch with confidence and watch your reality shift – and that of those around you. Then follow your passion with renewed gusto and inspiration – and perspective! Let it infuse your life and just watch what happens!

The world we desire is ours for the taking, and living. It begins Now. It always has!

In Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

When Things Fall Apart

Tibetan Buddhist Nun and Teacher Pema Chödrön on Transformation Through Difficult Times

by Maria Popova, the marginalian
July 17, 2017

“Only to the extent that we expose ourselves over and over to annihilation can that which is indestructible be found in us.”

In every life, there comes a time when we are razed to the bone of our resilience by losses beyond our control — lacerations of the heart that feel barely bearable, that leave us bereft of solid ground. What then?

“In art,” Kafka assured his teenage walking companion, “one must throw one’s life away in order to gain it.” As in art, so in life — so suggests the American Tibetan Buddhist nun and teacher Pema Chödrön.

In When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times (public library), she draws on her own confrontation with personal crisis and on the ancient teachings of Tibetan Buddhism to offer gentle and incisive guidance to the enormity we stand to gain during those times when all seems to be lost.

Half a century after Albert Camus asserted that “there is no love of life without despair of life,” Chödrön reframes those moments of acute despair as opportunities for befriending life by befriending ourselves in the deepest sense.

Writing in that Buddhist way of wrapping in simple language the difficult and beautiful truths of existence, Chödrön examines the most elemental human response to the uncharted territory that comes with loss or any other species of unforeseen change:

Fear is a universal experience. Even the smallest insect feels it. We wade in the tidal pools and put our finger near the soft, open bodies of sea anemones and they close up. Everything spontaneously does that. It’s not a terrible thing that we feel fear when faced with the unknown. It is part of being alive, something we all share. We react against the possibility of loneliness, of death, of not having anything to hold on to. Fear is a natural reaction to moving closer to the truth.

If we commit ourselves to staying right where we are, then our experience becomes very vivid. Things become very clear when there is nowhere to escape.

This clarity, Chödrön argues, is a matter of becoming intimate with fear and rather than treating it as a problem to be solved, using it as a tool with which to dismantle all of our familiar structures of being, “a complete undoing of old ways of seeing, hearing, smelling, tasting, and thinking.” Noting that bravery is not the absence of fear but the intimacy with fear, she writes:

When we really begin to do this, we’re going to be continually humbled. There’s not going to be much room for the arrogance that holding on to ideals can bring. The arrogance that inevitably does arise is going to be continually shot down by our own courage to step forward a little further. The kinds of discoveries that are made through practice have nothing to do with believing in anything. They have much more to do with having the courage to die, the courage to die continually.

In essence, this is the hard work of befriending ourselves, which is our only mechanism for befriending life in its completeness. Out of that, Chödrön argues, arises our deepest strength:

Only to the extent that we expose ourselves over and over to annihilation can that which is indestructible be found in us.

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Things falling apart is a kind of testing and also a kind of healing. We think that the point is to pass the test or to overcome the problem, but the truth is that things don’t really get solved. They come together and they fall apart. Then they come together again and fall apart again. It’s just like that. The healing comes from letting there be room for all of this to happen: room for grief, for relief, for misery, for joy.

Decades after Rollo May made his case for the constructiveness of despair, Chödrön considers the fundamental choice we have in facing our unsettlement — whether with aggressive aversion or with generative openness to possibility:

Life is a good teacher and a good friend. Things are always in transition, if we could only realize it. Nothing ever sums itself up in the way that we like to dream about. The off-center, in-between state is an ideal situation, a situation in which we don’t get caught and we can open our hearts and minds beyond limit. It’s a very tender, nonaggressive, open-ended state of affairs.

To stay with that shakiness — to stay with a broken heart, with a rumbling stomach, with the feeling of hopelessness and wanting to get revenge — that is the path of true awakening. Sticking with that uncertainty, getting the knack of relaxing in the midst of chaos, learning not to panic — this is the spiritual path. Getting the knack of catching ourselves, of gently and compassionately catching ourselves, is the path of the warrior. We catch ourselves one zillion times as once again, whether we like it or not, we harden into resentment, bitterness, righteous indignation — harden in any way, even into a sense of relief, a sense of inspiration.

Half a century after Alan Watts began introducing Eastern teachings into the West with his clarion call for presence as the antidote to anxiety, Chödrön points to the present moment — however uncertain, however difficult — as the sole seedbed of wakefulness to all of life:

This very moment is the perfect teacher, and it’s always with us.

[…]

We can be with what’s happening and not dissociate. Awakeness is found in our pleasure and our pain, our confusion and our wisdom, available in each moment of our weird, unfathomable, ordinary everyday lives.

Remaining present and intimate with the moment, she argues, requires mastering maitri — the Buddhist practice of loving-kindness toward oneself, that most difficult art of self-compassion. She contrasts maitri with the typical Western therapy and self-help method of handling crises:

What makes maitri such a different approach is that we are not trying to solve a problem. We are not striving to make pain go away or to become a better person. In fact, we are giving up control altogether and letting concepts and ideals fall apart. This starts with realizing that whatever occurs is neither the beginning nor the end. It is just the same kind of normal human experience that’s been happening to everyday people from the beginning of time. Thoughts, emotions, moods, and memories come and they go, and basic nowness is always here.

[…]

In the midst of all the heavy dialogue with ourselves, open space is always there.

Another Buddhist concept at odds with our Western coping mechanisms is the Tibetan expression ye tang che. Chödrön explains its connotations, evocative of Camus’s insistence on the vitalizing power of despair:

The ye part means “totally, completely,” and the rest of it means “exhausted.” Altogether, ye tang che means totally tired out. We might say “totally fed up.” It describes an experience of complete hopelessness, of completely giving up hope. This is an important point. This is the beginning of the beginning. Without giving up hope — that there’s somewhere better to be, that there’s someone better to be — we will never relax with where we are or who we are.

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Suffering begins to dissolve when we can question the belief or the hope that there’s anywhere to hide.

Decades after Simone de Beauvoir’s proclamation about atheism and the ultimate frontier of hope, Chödrön points out that at the heart of Buddhism’s approach is not the escapism of religion but the realism of secular philosophy. And yet these crude demarcations fail to capture the subtlety of these teachings. She clarifies:

The difference between theism and nontheism is not whether one does or does not believe in God… Theism is a deep-seated conviction that there’s some hand to hold: if we just do the right things, someone will appreciate us and take care of us. It means thinking there’s always going to be a babysitter available when we need one. We all are inclined to abdicate our responsibilities and delegate our authority to something outside ourselves. Nontheism is relaxing with the ambiguity and uncertainty of the present moment without reaching for anything to protect ourselves.

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Hopelessness is the basic ground. Otherwise, we’re going to make the journey with the hope of getting security… Begin the journey without hope of getting ground under your feet. Begin with hopelessness.

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When inspiration has become hidden, when we feel ready to give up, this is the time when healing can be found in the tenderness of pain itself… In the midst of loneliness, in the midst of fear, in the middle of feeling misunderstood and rejected is the heartbeat of all things.

Only through such active self-compassion to our own darkness, Chödrön suggests, can we begin to offer authentic light to anybody else, to become a force of radiance in the world. She writes:

We don’t set out to save the world; we set out to wonder how other people are doing and to reflect on how our actions affect other people’s hearts.

Complement the immensely grounding and elevating When Things Fall Apart with Camus on strength of character in times of trouble, Erich Fromm on what self-love really means, and Nietzsche on why a fulfilling life requires embracing rather than running from difficulty, then revisit Chödrön on the art of letting go.

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The Outside and the Inside

by Zen Gardner
July 17, 2017

We’re all outsiders and insiders in various respects. Social circles, generally speaking, are just one aspect but they often affect us to drastic degrees. Acceptance by others and needing a sense of “belonging” are strong driving forces in most people’s lives. Sometimes these coincide with our need for a sense of purpose, but often what ultimately drives our heart can alienate us from previous surroundings as we progress through life.

I know for myself my close acquaintances that I still resonate with have narrowed down drastically, but then again I’ve had several drastic shifts. But this has always been the case in my life, with each new paradigm dissolution or correction, as many have experienced. Going through what appears to be loneliness in taking a new direction and leaving the old life behind is a precious opportunity. In most cases we don’t see that as the case when we’re younger and learning about this earthly place and getting knocked around by this mechanistic matrix, but we get the hang of it as life progresses.

Social conditioning and group consciousness are weird things to integrate and fully grasp, and often even individual changes are part of a larger shift and new “collectives” form outside the old ones with new awarenesses arising. These then gain their own group characteristics which in turn are broken out of in various ways, sometimes shifting the “group” think and status, and sometimes birthing another potential tectonic shift in awareness.

Control Systems

What’s evident in most collectives is the formation of new sets of stated or unstated control mechanisms, mores, and regulations for a host of reasons. Religions are a great example, how a system with the stated intention to liberate and empower actually becomes a highly controlled diversion from real truth, giving the illusion of freedom. So called “democratic” governments are the same.

How we allow these encrusted, paralytic structures to do what they do is a massive subject, but we essentially draw these upon ourselves as a personal extension of our own lack of awareness of ourselves. We can be free, and are, at any and all given times, yet we succumb to external control for a wide variety of reasons. These are fundamentally driven by fear – a literal fear of freedom, of what we consider to be the “unknown”, because it directly implies taking responsibility. This can be largely driven by fear of scarcity – being without our basic needs for food, shelter and community. As long as that’s the driving force, humanity is a sitting duck for anyone seeking to manipulate the controls in any way possible.

The amazing and wondrous truth underlying any social system is that any and all control mechanisms can be easily thrown off in a heartbeat by not falling for the illusion of fear. Fear is another huge subject as it permeates so many of our mental and emotional mechanisms and eludes recognition for what it is, being so deeply woven into the lower vibrational human fabric and our fascination for it which can lure us in without our realizing it.

Are You a True Outcast? 

If so, treasure it. In fact cherish it. There’s freedom there. You don’t want to be “accepted” or on the inside of any confinement system in this low dimension. In fact, just about everything we experience in this realm of limitation is a potential trap, no matter how innocuous anything may seem. Anything that limits or even hints at conditions and restrictions, watch out. If it encloses, encircles, is conditional and draws unnecessary boundaries, it’s not your friend and it’s time to make tracks outta there.

It’s just another control system within the overarching control matrix, no matter how cleverly disguised. We draw these conditions upon our unawakened selves. Layers upon layers of them. But we’re getting there as we work our way out of the cocoon we were born into and our wings of truly awakened flight develop.

Once we bend to conformity we’ve lost our edge. Living truly consciously is an open agreement to be freewheeling together, which is a whole different “story”. That’s when what’s essential connects us and remains the focus. Otherwise any and every new normalcy bias will take control, pick up on social as well as negative spiritual rules and “norms”, and quash true freedom of expression individually and collectively. Just look how imagination is treated like a fanciful flight into fantasy, when it’s actually our highest expression of creativity.

Being your true individual heart-led self might seem to be “lonely” at first but just give it time. A whole new world will open up to you. The seeming loss of old, restricting and conditional acquaintances and surroundings is a small price to pay to explore the boundless nature of existence.

Why?

So why do such an “uncomfortable” thing as to be your true sovereign self? It depends on where your head and heart are at and what your priorities are. What’s more important to you? Truth, or comfort just surviving in someone else’s construct, group or otherwise? We live in our own shadows or that of others when we could be basking in the light, if we’re willing to step out. Aren’t you tired of the same old stories, including your own? It’s not that hard, it just takes a little honesty with yourself and you’re off and running. But don’t stop. There’s always new enclosures seeking to trip you off into another new construct.

It’s fear that keeps us confined. Fear of many things, most of which are intensely reinforced by this group agreement called society. And fear is all based on lies, complete lies. It’s more obvious by the day that the world doesn’t need to be the way it is, yet the personal implications of our own responsibility regarding this group projection continue to escape most.

The wonderfully empowering reality is that as we honestly pursue truth these energizing and liberating dynamics take hold no matter what. Truth is not popular, especially when it touches on cherished beliefs or sensitive personal issues. It’s very painful at first, even though it liberates the true essence of who we truly are.

No worries, it only means constant change. And wow, the worlds that open up are beyond comprehension!

Stay on the outside. The infinite knows no boundaries.

As It Is, So Are We

by Zen Gardner
July 6, 2017

Mankind is an experiment. No experiment can go wrong as they are simply experiments. We exist in a conscious universe, one of innumerable coexisting universes. Since the creative universe is conscious we know intention is involved. A sequence of choices or agreements were made of some fashion to bring this world and our habitation of it into being. This includes our own willing agreement since we too are fractals of eternal consciousness in a loving Universe.

The experiment on our planet and perhaps others in our Universe is to see what would happen when an infinitely gifted awareness with free will was dropped into a lower density existence where it experiences limitation and a temporary forgetfulness of its true state. What would this race respond to? How would it react? What would it do, with the added gift of Gaia as its beautiful home?

This wasn’t an accident or trick by any means. We were given the choice whether to take on this challenge or not. We’re here by free will, despite our having temporarily forgotten that element. Had we remembered from the outset it would not have been a pure experiment, nor real test. We took on this adventure willingly, knowing it would lead to greater growth and understanding for our eternal selves as well as that of others and all of creation. The later waves of us also knew this was something of a rescue mission to see if we could turn things around, as humanity up to then as well as now had made a right mess of things and not developed as they could have.

Universe is continually expanding. As its nature is consciousness, so awareness of itself is continually expanding through its various creations, be they planets or beings of any kind. Newness, new creations, new realms are continually being born. Creation never stops. Expansion is what every level of vibration or energetic frequency seeks, even the lower, dark ones. It’s the nature-al process of being. This is why inspiration and creativity are intrinsically connected, as well as happiness and true fulfillment in the moment, which is timeless.

Fear is the false awareness of separation. It creates its own frequency fence that self reinforces the lower density structure. It manifests in many forms from survival concerns to psychological and spiritual mechanisms that induce paralysis and constraint. That illusion is strong and one of the main hurdles to overcome during our tenure here. Learning to manage our emotions and what drives them is another as they can so easily be misguided and energetically as well as socially manipulated.

Data Receivers and Retrievers

Notice how learning, experiencing and even consuming are natural to our form of being. We’re continually processing. Sometimes in futile loops without learning the true nature of things, but very often in an effort to understand how everything works, and why. This is why. We’re contributing to the Universe discovering itself energetically, from the simplest things to what we might consider breakthrough concepts and ideas. The irony is that they’re all already there to simply be dis-covered. Our hunger and thirst for true knowledge is seemingly insatiable due to its infinite, open ended potential, making our experience a thrill when we’re on the right track.

As we all experience, we receive information in many forms. Some is purely mental input as a form of natural science mechanism discoveries, while other data comes via intuition and other senses we are waking up to the nature of more and more. Either way, we’re continually processing what we receive, while at the same time we’re sending data back to Source like transceivers as Universe expands. We’re like roving landing vehicles in and on a strange land constantly analyzing information which is continually relayed back to where we originated. There is a vast amount of knowledge we have yet to gain regarding this process, but that’s enough to remind us why we’re here, amongst other things.

Dark and Light

It’s all the nature of the expansion of all things. The negative oriented forces do the same, seeking expansion in a misguided form by dominion over others to capture their energy for themselves. It’s part of the process that is allowed due to free will and a choice an apparent few make, for whatever reason. Some may not be of us and from other dimensions and part of the test here, yet it’s the same energetic principle.  Nothing is inherently evil in that sense. All is energy seeking expansion. But what choice is made will determine if that energetic force will reach back to Source voluntarily or force itself to be recycled and miss the ecstasy of true energetic growth.

This is why fixating on the negative that has been allowed to propagate is only giving that energy more sustenance. The only answer to the negative is to not feed it with attention or intention but to increase the positive, raising the standard high by energetic influence and example to others. The lower density field is one of conflict and draws anything it can into it, however well meaning, thereby reinforcing polarity which increases its energetic influence. The dualistic field of contest and conflict throughout society is a clear manifestation of this.

Conclusion

Darkness is a form of shadow energy. It copies natural energy laws, but only in lower dimensions. It cannot even grasp higher dimensional existence never mind do anything about it. All it can do is try to prevent others from tuning into and eventually moving into those higher frequencies by its very low dimensional, dense vibratory nature.

The dark cannot coexist with light – it simply ceases to exist where there is true light. This is why that energetic level manifests fear which gives a heightened sense of separation from our true source, which in turn disempowers in order to contain what it needs to reinforce itself. Attachment to these dark mechanisms, either with or against them, only feeds this cycle. Once we realize this simple truth the game changes – drastically – individually and collectively.

We’re simply becoming aware of what always has been. And it’s amazingly wonderful!

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

You’re Already There — You’re Already It

by Zen Gardner
June 11, 2017

Searching and seeking connotes not having, not knowing that which we’re seeking. It’s an oppositional paradigm, presupposing an initial ignorance.

We already know. We just need to remember and let it out.

Why we’re here, where we came from, and what the overall truth of our condition is has intrigued me, like many others, since childhood. It’s since driven the course of my life, looking for personal as well as societal solutions in this challenging paradigm.

In this fully structured, programmed and controlled density we’ve landed in that’s a tall order to whatever degree we’re motivated to inquire.

It’s fascinating and an incredible opportunity to exist here, despite all the obstacles, hardships and challenges. Some have called earth a living library, a visual hub of genetic and vibrational information, an experiment of sorts, a school, and sort of game even, and a place visited for eons by a plethora of intelligent life forces.

From what I’ve learned in my short life here that resonates and makes a lot of sense.

But real truth and reality transcend even events, although they do help to fill in the blanks and give sustenance to further understanding.

Knowledge and Understanding Come from the Heart, Not the Head

Modern science is in for a shock. Healing and happiness come from vibrational harmony with Source. Knowledge of the nature of our energetic self has actually been available since the earliest markings of civilization, but those markers are now way off many fold, buried in forgetfulness. Our history is extremely deep, but the truth remains the same.

We have been kept in the shallows, far from deep understanding. Historically, mentally, socially and especially psychically. You know this because that psychic awareness doesn’t ever sleep. It can be repressed, twisted, lied about and disguised, but it’s always there.

We’re Universe rediscovering itself. It’s a sort of informational feedback loop – as we experience and transmit data we resonate with Source. A very esoteric sounding concept but even “real” science and especially recent discoveries in quantum physics bear this out.

Nothing is lost, all energy recycles – as do we, in one form or another. Always know, we have choice even there, however this multiverse recycles itself. We are an integral part with a living role to play within it.

Now is simply a point of projection. We have the power to shift that at any given time and literally create our own reality.

A Perpetual Evolution – And It’s All Good!

We may not like everything we’re witnessing in the external but it’s all for good. Nothing is fully determined nor is any so-called outcome set. Just possible probables. Our free will is fully involved, but paradoxically it doesn’t matter either. It all comes out right in the wash no matter what happens because the wash is the ongoing process and contains everything within it.

The outcome already is. It’s now. Everything seeks to expand. It’s our choice what we desire to resonate with and give our energy to, be it dark or light. The collective today has temporarily made a dark choice and we’re witnessing it, but we can detach from that world and create another reality no matter how many of the entranced have glommed on to this current paradigm.

Co-creating a new reality is both the dissolution of the old and solution to the present. But it can only happen when we individually break the cycle by facing how we each individually are the manufacturers and feeders of these projected realites, seeing our own reflection in everything we see and experience. No small task, but it’s what we came to discover and remember.

It’s all way over our heads and we’ll never get to the bottom of it all. And that’s good as well. Ours is to participate and expand who we truly are into the energetic field. Doing so changes everything around us on so many levels, most of which we cannot see. Universe is rediscovering itself through us and revels in the play and discovery, and so should we.

Universe and all the worlds contained are evolving. There’s a massive continual data exchange going on. We’re all in a wondrous evolutionary mix that cannot be fully understood, but we can get a perception of what we’re participating in, enough to empower and inspire us beyond anything we’ve ever perceived. It’s our right and part of our inborn nature and knowledge, despite any limitations and fracturing into dualistic paradigms that have been imposed upon us. It’s for our learning. We need the contrast between dark and light to learn from – that’s what we came for!

Revive Your Psychic Abilities and Come Alive

Perception is everything – as is imagination, our generative force of creation. They go hand in hand as one creates the other. Emotional response and emotive desire and beliefs are in the same seeming contraposition. We create our realities accordingly. Identifying what belief systems we entertain and why is a continual education.

We see mirrors of ourselves in everything we encounter – mainly in our reactions. A conscious response is another level of understanding and vibration. The world we perceive about us is whatever we decide to coordinate with and sympathetically tune into due to our own level of perception and innate belief systems, like magnetic mercurial thought forms finding each other. The dark is nothing to fear – it simply provides contrast in which to choose.

When we realize this is fact, as even modern physicists have unwittingly stumbled upon, never mind they’re not understanding it’s significance, the nature of our true reality begins to dawn. There are worlds upon worlds of realities, as well as new realities continually brought into being. The Universe delights in this process, Those who master the nature of this ultimate reality live as the true “gods” we thought to be outside of ourselves.

We are it. And we’re already there.

Wrap your head around that and you’ll never touch another toxic word, thought, concept, news article or way of thinking again and be born into a new realm of existence beyond you’re wildest imaginations.

In truth, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

The Mirror and the Choice

by Zen Gardner
June 2, 2017

The concept of judgement has many meanings but there are two basic types as I see it so far. One is a very necessary operational function whereby we make continual choices – what to think, speak, and decide upon for personal adaptation and decision making. The other is a more polarizing determination in the heart or mind by which we classify, categorize and even label external ideas, situations and people in a more static sense. These can blend into a mix that’s difficult to unwind, never mind untether from our egoic selves and operational identities we take upon ourselves, but it’s very doable.

The fascinating aspect of this is very similar to language. Judgement, like words, can either be empowering and liberating or very deleterious to our spiritual condition as well as those around us. This is especially true regarding those whom we deem to “judge” if we project such low vibrational information to others via thoughts and resultant words and actions. But much more so it affects our own spirits which we emanate, thus leading to attachment to similar low vibrational energetic “clusters”.

The Mirror and the Choice

“When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself.” – Earl Nightingale

The incredibly empowering and liberating aspect of a detached observation of ourselves in this process resides within one simple understanding. Everything we perceive is a mirror of our own created reality, including any external or shared realities we’ve chosen to accept and adopt. It’s all choices. There’s nothing external to “blame”; we choose the reality in which we live. 

The agreed upon denser and darker collective “reality” is simply a group energetic construct, and again a reflection of individual consciousness’ who’ve agreed upon something that appears “convincing” or “believable” in some way, shape or form, thus “solidifying” it in a sense. Although we’re inherently much more enlightened and aware and capable as beings that have access to true reality in several dimensions, being born here in a 3D reality it is very easy to identify with this lower destiny framework and thus forget who we truly are. 

We chose this challenge, and we were very adventurous and courageous to do so. We accepted the challenge of separation knowing it would be a struggle to live in forgetfulness and then to truly awaken and remember who we are. This is the thrill of being on this amazing planet, a very special experience to be savored and enjoyed to the maximum. When we remember this is simply an experience, a sort of adventure or test to come here and go through all of this, everything becomes extremely clear. 

Polarity, or dualism, is illusory from the standpoint of our true nature within much more profound realities, yet it exists here for our learning. The difference between the dark and the light provides contrast in which we are able to discern the workings of this 3D construct, as well as the forces that manipulate it. But we’re not to dwell on that continually, but to let our true nature supersede this experience and thus help bring the overall energy to a much higher dimension. 

All energy seeks to expand – – as the light, so the dark. Each collects according to what vibrates or resonates in tune with it, due to lessons to be learned by those with that proclivity or fascination for the workings of lower dimensional power and control games. Again, all to be learned from individually, whether due to some form of karmic or fractal resolution, or simply new hurdles to learn and grow from.

We’re Here to Learn and Remember

Even more than seeing these machinations for what they are, we are learning about ourselves by what draws us or gets its grip on us. Much of the trauma we’ve experienced being born and raised in this 3D reality appears to be inescapable – whether it was parental abuse and neglect which led to a lifetime of related traumas that need understanding and undoing, or later compounded stages of issues that developed due to the earlier years of contamination. It’s all a mirror to learn from and thus release collected energies that are holding us back.

It really doesn’t matter where it came from. Now that we’re aware of these influences, previous unconscious actions and addictive repeat loop behaviors then become a choice, whether to continue on subjected to them or not. This is the challenge we all face. Without dealing with our own states of being we really cannot understand the external group projection, never mind others individually. 

Hence judgement is a very base form of unconscious energy.

This is where judgement of the wrong sort comes in. What affects each of us, and how, is the learning opportunity. It’s not a time to attack and condemn, but a time to humbly learn for ourselves why and how what we perceive affects us the way it does. Proof that this is the case lies in performing this exercise, and noticing how what once triggered us loses its power. The reaction is gone. The memory of it might be there but as we get free from base reactivity, and the grip these aspects that once bothered us grows increasingly weaker and with greater facility – and joy. 

Hence the mirror. What we see is what we’re projecting, or reacting to, often lying unconsciously dormant within each of us. An amazing opportunity to learn and get freer with each experience. No judgement, just learning and inspiration. Harsh or defining judgement only limits ourselves, it has nothing to do with the other person or situation. We get to know ourselves by not just what turns us on and inspires us, but what “ruffles” us and upsets us. All wonderful opportunities.

Besides, how can we presume to know what’s best for someone else? Maybe they’re living something out they need to for some reason in their own learning and growing process. We don’t need to tune into it if we don’t want to, that’s our freedom of choice. They’re having their experience to be lived. To fixate on something so-called negative, that is something of a lower nature, is to feed into it. This is a very common mistake and it’s rooted in the wrong type of judgement, not seeing the true bigger picture of what is transpiring here. 

Our greatest possible effect is to live in our natural higher dimensional environment. 

Dark vs Light, Perspiration vs Inspiration, or Fear vs Happiness?

All of the above. Love has become something of a worn out, ill defined idea which is why I’ve not included it. Happiness and inspiration however are tangible. We run on those. We think that’s a special part time state of being we get treated to once in a while,  but really it’s our true “normal” level of being, contrary to all we’ve been taught consciously and subconsciously in this 3D control hologram. 

When we realize this, everything becomes extremely simple and clear. What makes you happy? Think it, say it, do it, create it. What inspires you? Think it, say it, do it, create it. Let the rest go.

The boundless worlds are ours for the making by remembering and realizing them. Don’t let the dead end anchors of wrong judgementalism and blaming the mirror hold you back. Learn from them and move along – the path is a moving walkway ready to draw you home.

Cut loose and be who you truly are! As we do whole new worlds will open up and a new reality is born within us. It’s extremely contagious and the path to performing the highest good for others here! The boundless energies that were once duped by staring at the dark and pointing out what’s “wrong”, as most of us have done, will be released into an orgasm of change individually and collectively in a way we only dreamt was possible. 

Realizing the so-called dark side is only another vibrational process doing its thing in this unfolding of Universe, as it’s meant to do, is extremely liberating. It’s all a program that’s running like a multilayered sorting software package. When we truly wake up to this reality and remember who we are and that this is simply a sort of adventure land playground to be explored and enjoyed, life becomes what it already was all along! 

The dream within a dream is seen for what it is. 

Remember.

In joy and inspiration, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Context — The Shifting Sands of Subjective Awakening

by Zen Gardner
April 29, 2017

Funny how in this manufactured whirled of social and moral relativism people still find grounds to judge so quickly about anything and everything. Little do they know they’re standing in shifting sands on sliding platforms with no true conscious or aware point of reference.

Natural law has been eviscerated from our consciousness.

Thanks to massive social engineering programs, fallacy based education, and now political correctness, there’s nowhere to stand that’s based in reality. Unless you dig for it. And once you find it act upon it.

Natural, truly connected living has been yanked from beneath us. Where’s the context for anything now? From whence do we judge anything? There’s right judgement which is necessary for conscious living, and there’s wrong judgement which falsely evaluates situations and people constantly without the full facts or “walking in their shoes”.

In other words, what is the true frame of reference that determines right from wrong, or in many cases fact from fiction?

What is Context?

Context is described as the “circumstances, conditions, factors, state of affairs, situation, background, scene or setting” for an event or point of view. This has everything to do with understanding the full truth regarding any situation. Whether we interpret those factually or through the many lenses of indoctrination and programming is fundamental to true awareness.

Such a definitive term may seem tangential to what I stated at the outset, but has everything to do with our adulterated operating systems.

Almost always what we get in the external whirled and often internal dialogue is a floating mass of manipulable garbage. So what if people can identify a beer can or rotten tomato or plastic bag floating in a sewage canal? That doesn’t make it not garbage. Yet humanity does that incessantly, picking through unrelated information and making story upon story to fit their own fabricated story for whatever reason.

That was a bit of a leap to metaphor but symbolizes much. We target myopically and draw any conclusion we want. After all, there are no rules except constantly shifting ones. And society today and this energetic matrix happily feeds off of our misdirected angst, anger, frustration and ignorance.

As some glaring examples, think about the engineered gender confusion. Male and female barely exist any longer. Or the new math where 1 plus 1 doesn’t necessarily equal 2. Or outcome based education for that matter with everything geared to predetermined results for integration into the meat grinder of society. How about banks “too big to fail”, or things kept from public view or knowledge due to issues of “national security”…never mind morally depraved hollywood and the music industry giving permission for base behaviors. These are all contextually based assertions, evidence that the frame of reference has been hijacked and any connection to simple, natural law severed. 

Yet because people are used to this sliding scale in every aspect of their lives they go along with it. They used to call that spineless, but now the definition of “spine” will be debated.

“A man goes to knowledge as he goes to war, wide-awake, with fear, with respect, and with absolute assurance. Going to knowledge or going to war in any other manner is a mistake, and whoever makes it will live to regret his steps.” – Don Juan Matus

It’s All Ultimately Personal – But the Game is Rigged

While we’re driven by societal and cultural pressures to work within certain agreed upon “norms”, right or not, we all have a conscience. An inner true self, somewhere within us. It knows when we’re lying or things are fundamentally wrong, when we’re conforming for whatever reason, and sees how to navigate and survive in this cesspit of ignorance while maintaining some usually misguided sense that we know what we’re doing.

Is it all that relative now? Yes it is, for the unwary and ungrounded in true knowledge.

This has been an area of intense exploration for me for many reasons. Anyone seeking to gain some sort of true spiritual foothold in this mess called “the world” or society has to wade through countless levels of this. Due to the deluge of moral and social relativism, the foundation for natural law and natural truly connected living has been yanked from beneath us.

My inquiry here is, where’s the context? For anything? In other words, what is the frame of reference from which we determine right from wrong; or in many cases, as shocking as it may seem, actual fact from fiction and illusion?

People will hear what they want to hear for a smorgasbord of reasons with yet another smorgasbord of options to choose from.

“I’ve come to realize that the biggest problem anywhere in the world is that people’s perceptions of reality are compulsively filtered through the screening mesh of what they want, and do not want, to be true.”  – Travis Walton

It’s A Deliberate Whirled of Relativism

Context has to do with our relationship to our surroundings in conjunction with some sort of frame of reference – regarding ideas, concepts, perceptions etc., and drawing a clear picture of what something is in its right meaning, with the added caveat of its relation to its circumstances and surroundings. Of course true knowledgable assessment is assuming the observer is grounded in a right perspective, again, the shifting field taking on relativist stuff in most cases, those vastly manipulated “norms”. The adjustable parts of this formula are our perception of any one of those parameters. Hence it is very slippery in the 3D world as any one of these can be played with, limited, and directed, at the moment from external influences or from life long programming.

Here’s another type of example: Just imagine how future generations will (hopefully) look back at those who joined the military. “How could anyone ever DO such a thing?” Well, they’ll be lacking context, although the stupidity of it remains. Their judgement is only partial, and not fully informed.

This happens throughout society. We actually like it because we can make snap judgements about things we really know nothing about and get a false sense of rightness and security, usually reinforced if not guided by the current social environment. 

No real context. Worse yet, no grounding in reality, just relativism. Works like a charm. Just look at the world today – gutless, compliant, apathetic, and irresponsible at every level.

Withholding essential information in any imposed, false “context” totally manipulates external perception. “He shot him in cold blood” may not include the fact that the other guy had a knife and was coming at him. “Assad gassed his own people” just needs to be said to trigger whatever is sitting out there in the latent mass programming field, and the pre-directed misinformation has fertile ground for any ignoramus to believe any baseless assertion, to give two more obvious examples.

Right and wrong are easily manipulated in a foundationless world. And all this is possible because we don’t have a strong connection to natural law.

“Enlightenment is not what this new age community is trying to tell people that it is. Enlightenment means knowing what’s going on around you.  Enlightenment means knowing what’s going on within you. Enlightening means truly knowing the true objective difference between right and wrong and living that in your life on a daily basis. Enlightenment means not aggressing upon your fellow human beings but not agreeing to voluntarily be aggressed upon by them either.” – Mark Passio

Natural Law, The Trivium, and Logical Fallacies

So how do we find the true foundation? Besides the illusive terms of consciousness and awareness, how do we operate here?

I defer to the lucid teachings of Mark Passio and the well researched works of people like Jan Irwin, James Corbett, and a host of other level headed researchers into well founded truth. I can’t begin to explain it all for you here, but the truth is there and is way simpler and more fundamental and action oriented than most would care to know about.

We want answers, results and conclusions, and quick, or to be told what to do and think. That’s the prevalent mindset that still remains even amongst the so-called alternative community. I’ve had a good taste of what happens because of this problem of non-contextual judgmentalism and it was a mighty wake up call, snapping me out of my own blind relativism in certain areas of my perception of where humanity was at, including the so-called awakening. A great experience, but no cake walk. Facing reality, or experiencing this now bastardized idea of awakening, is continual and not for the faint hearted or self preserving. It’ll challenge you to the bone. And that’s a good thing.

Find the truth. It might surprise you with just how simple it is. Especially about yourself if you’re willing to go there and still falling prey to these manipulations. They’re incessant and extremely subtle and require a vigilant, hard worked for, true sense of understanding regarding what’s really transpiring here in order to identify and get free from them.

It’s ongoing, so don’t expect to arrive anywhere. But we can find and know our footing in these shifting tides of degrading illusions.

What’s your true reference point?

“What makes this pain of denial more or less painful is one’s moral compass. The few, the brave, the integral warriors for truth, sacrifice tidy explanations and the comfort of static perceptions in order to remain at the frontier of discovery and a constantly adjusting worldview, which experience and new knowledge foster.” – Jack Adam Weber

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Repelling the Enemy, Keeping the Space, and Turning the Curve

by Zen Gardner
April 23, 2017

This is perhaps one of the most important topics and dynamics to be aware of at this prescient time of gaining true energetic momentum. Many are currently recoiling from an inclination to retreat and withdraw. Very understandable, it happened to me as well in a big way. It’s nasty out there with the onslaught of infected info and negative influences. But it’s currently changing amongst a rare breed of extremely empowered people. I’m hearing it from many quarters with much confirmation of this phenomenon.

It’s essential we recognize this. The manifestation that this is forthcoming will break like daylight on a confused, scattered and mud bound landscape, and will escalate beautifully.

The whole purpose of energetic attacks from any source is to stop those called to do so from doing what they’re meant to to be and do.  This has always been the case but things have been taken up several notches to where the so-called “playing field” is so corrupted and misdirected that it appeared it wasn’t worth even trying. Well, it wasn’t. But “the paradigms they are a shifting” and new spaces have opened in which to operate.  The dystopia hitting every sphere of our reality only works in our favor.

If someone can be stopped, or prevented from even starting, or restarting for that matter, they will never get anywhere, never mind help transform the world. But more importantly, where are we aiming? What is our full intention? Whom do we feel we are addressing, and how? And does all that matter?

“Judgement says everything about the one doing the judging and nothing about what is being judged.” – RJ Spina

Sound Cryptic? Good. It’s Not Meant for Everybody 

This current paradigm is not for the faint hearted. Many decide to succumb, an individual decision we face many times in our lives. Sometimes it’s just wait and let things pass and not a full giving in. Sometimes we suffer serious seeming setbacks, only to learn they were massive blessings in disguise. I’ve experienced many of these and have ever so slowly wizened up to how universe works while learning more and more about myself, integral to the process.

Living consciously takes guts. We’re up against tremendous obstacles, but they’re basically imaginary, which we soon find out when we face them head on and keep on, again, mostly within ourselves.

“New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings” – Lao Tzu

Energetic Adversaries Are Real – And Many Beings Are Loaded with Them

However you perceive them, demons, transdimensionals, spook tech-driven mind control programs or whatever, these often human transmitted bastards are real. We have serious opposition if we’re moving in a “positive” direction, especially  if we’re making a very real difference or about to do so. “They” know who we are and get their assignments like CIA sleeper cells, only vibrationally. It’s a protection and assassination instinct in the attached.

Energetic attacks and hinderances must be met with force, spiritual force. There are many spiritual technologies for this, but first off people need to know we can’t take that crap lying down. Laziness and excuses are a death wish. There’s no need for that, unless we have compromised victim issues, seemingly overwhelming emotional depression born of lack of self work,  or a simple underlying unwillingness to come out strong and fight. There’s a lot there but overall the solution is the same.

Whatever you do, be aware of your 3D and inter dimensional surroundings and protect yourself.

Then cut the crap and come out fighting with everything in you. Do exactly what all that mind shit and weirdness and dark inky crap is trying to hinder you from doing. I have to say this at this point but if you’re not being attacked and hindered you’re probably not doing much worthwhile, but only going along with the directed herd who’ve learned to avoid the electric containment fence at whatever level. And that can be one subtle concept to get your head around as it’s woven deep into the controlled new age and so-called alternative groupings that have formed.

For those falling for the subtle confines of that newly packaged alternative stuff and the influences trying to inhibit you from full on conscious, creative action in whatever form I feel sorry for you. You’re missing the meaning of life and all the excitement awaiting you.

“Only the individual can rise to the heights of consciousness and awareness. The more you belong to the crowd, the deeper you fall into darkness.” ~ Osho

Doing the Work and Maintaining the Space

I’ve come to my own particular methods and points of intention when it comes to spiritual protection. It doesn’t matter what we do but it has everything to do with what empowers our directed spiritual energy. I use several practices, self evolved forms of prayer and intention and deep personal exploration with empowering things I’ve discovered in my life, but the fundamentals are the same and need to be personal to each of us whatever methods we utilize, which of course will change as we change and grow.

I’ve been through many spiritual teachings and paradigms in my life. It’s all about the illustrations we encounter that resonate and decide to use and what they mean in our own lives and what we decide to try and put into practice, for however long. Rituals mean nothing, but ceremony at an extremely deep personal level is a whole other story if it helps you.

In that category comes the use of sage, palo santo and other herbs to cleanse people, things and property, continually by the way, but only if done is a sacred space with full energetic intention. Otherwise it’s ritual, no different from religious mumbo jumbo. The “rite” doesn’t do anything otherwise. It’s just a focal point, as anything can be. Crystals and orgonite and other technologies are very helpful negative energy transmuters as well.

Most importantly, it’s utilizing your energetic gut, working from your spiritual center, whether you work from the gut or heart, but it generally comes from that region of the torso. You can visualize energy waves coming out in rings or however, but put your full intention into a repelling beam of energy blasting out in whatever direction you’re aiming,  accompanied by whatever strong intention you’re maintaining. Sounds may come with it and mental images and the like, but make it your own whatever you decide to do and learn to work with it. There’s no set formula.

The point is to take affirmative energetic action and set intentional boundaries. When doing so you may become much more aware of what is around you in other dimensions. Don’t let it throw you. You are in charge.

I personally am aware of whatever I bring into my home, have contact with, read, and think. Not to the degree that I’d like but it’s growing continually and I honor and maintain my space vigilantly while looking to grow in this awareness continually.

“Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.” ~ Carl Jung

What Space?

All of our lives are adrift to varying degrees, in an open sea of possibilities. We can choose continually, contrary to the illusion that it’s not so. To not realize that to its most extreme degree is to be strapped in mind control and social engineering. Anyone reading this is very aware of all of that, but I continually wonder to what extent. It will continually evolve as we grow.

It’s a very tricky matrix indeed – even if you know there’s a matrix. It can easily outsmart our minds and definitely manhandles our egos but it can’t mess with pure hearts.

Recent experiences in my life have taught me an amazing life lesson. Guard your sacred space.  That quiet, empty space which we are sometimes assigned to or discover is the most precious place we can exist. All else is incidental, yet in this 3D environment, seemingly unavoidable occurrences happen. They don’t have to, essentially. We can bypass the negative, parasitic ones and just move on.

Living a detached, aware life makes that possible and learning to live in the spaces.

“All profound things and emotions of things are preceded and attended by silence.” – Herman Melville

I often visualize that I’m flying through unconditional openness with Avatar like floating worlds moving around and in front of me. We can control time, as in timing, by slowing things down in our perception in order to avoid collisions and wrong encounters, and even speed up to avoid colliding worlds or incoming “asteroids” shot our way. It’s really that simple and so very practical. But again we need to make living in the spaces our default position, not a sometimes option.

“It is you who are moving, not time. Time has no movement. There is only One Moment.” – Bashar

If we guard our space, and value it as we should, life becomes very clear. It’s there we see clearly, as lonely and empty as it may seem at first. Learn to live there, it’s a wondrous place of empowerment, peace and navigability. It will feel foreign and lonely or disorienting in that space at first, that can be expected. When we learn to feel the depth of its importance and all it brings then things begin to change.

“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.” – Rumi

The #1 Repellent – Forward Motion!

Ultimately all resistance is designed to stop us from effective action. Conversely, effective action is our best weapon for destroying the flimsy resistance. Do it and find out what I mean. We need all three; care, attention to and guarding of our space; the ability to drive back negative influences, and most of all the constant re-ignition of fulfilling our role as the warriors we are.

We all stumble and fall and get beaten back at times, but we always survive. Therefore we can recoup and start again. New age and self help motivational stuff plays on this to draw you into a dependent, sycophantic mode, but it’s a fundamental fact of life.

It all depends on where it’s directed – service to self, or service to others. Therein is the great dividing line. But it’s not always clear, as “selfers” almost always disguise themselves in the sheep garb of service to others. The array of illusions and subterfuge they exhibit to prop themselves up is mind boggling, so go by your heart until things become clear. Then you can go by your mind AND your heart – true 20/20 vision.

“Don’t take anything personally. Nothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won’t be the victim of needless suffering.” – Don Miguel Ruiz

Back to the Curve

So many of us hit a trough, a low point following this last era of infected information and misdirection. We’re aware of it now. It’s time to transcend. Continue giving and doing with what you’ve been giving and doing, but with a new awareness. These are transdimensional planes of metaphysical existence working in strange ways. Many of the current featured “teachers” of informational truth are closed off spiritually. They lead to nowhere and have made careers of digesting news and views, mixed with shallow seeming spiritual awareness. It’s capped off. It goes nowhere. You can tell by their attachment to who they are and their following and the lack of humility and true inspiration about anything really truly empowering. That’s too selfless for their limited world. You can feel it.

Stay away from them. A ton of truths and socio-political insights will come from these sources, many embedded for a long, long time and considered stalwarts of truth, but spiritually limited and limiting of deeper truths. It’s very subtle, but you’ll know who’s who by their lack of simple humility and their attachment to their role and followership.

I ran among them, I know who many of them are personally and was trying to figure this out and get my finger on it for some time, all whilst I was getting infected without a clue, although I was catching on. Then I got supernaturally delivered from it.

Am I ever glad Universe blasted me out!

I hope this helps the sincere. The others will just get pissed off and try and tear it apart for whatever misguided motive or unresolved personal issues. So be it. Full on truth is the only marker we can trust.

We need to know who’s who and seriously grow in discernment and awareness. But never mind all that, do what’s right with full on conviction and keep on rising. 

It’s our time!

“When you are in doubt, be still, and wait; when doubt no longer exists for you, then go forward with courage. So long as mists envelop you, be still; be still until the sunlight pours through and dispels the mists — as it surely will. Then act with courage.” – Ponca Chief White Eagle

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Partial Truth, Syphoned Opposition and Facing Ourselves

by Zen Gardner
April 18, 2017

Partial truth, or more fully stated, truth mixed with lies, omissions and misdirection, is perhaps the most powerful weapon in the arsenal of the deceivers. It not only works the mind into confusion and cognitive dissonance and a host of other traps, but it plays deeply on the subconscious mind, wearing grooves for future lies and distortions.

But this is only part of the story.

These tactics are not only what politics and social engineering thrive on by introducing more and more falsehoods and lower dimensional vibrations into the hive mind, but it’s the main ploy of the agents and trolls of controlled opposition, the other side of the coin where many feel “safe” that they’re getting “alternative”, non-mainstream information. 

And they’re turning it up full throttle.

The recent news cycle following the escalation of the Syrian and North Korea crises on the heels of the predictable Trumping of the American mind and acceleration of the same old war machine and banking and corporate takeover et al agenda is highlighting this to an incredible degree. That so many so-called awake and aware “alternatives” fell for this buffoonery again illustrates the point.

It’s All One Big False Flag

In addition to the mind numbingly crass lamestream media propaganda, analyses and theories blanket the internet at a stunning rate. It’s like Baskin Robbins on steroids for viewpoints and theories whenever some new event takes place. I think what emboldens people is not just the understandable outrage at the insanity and potential danger of our world situation, but the accumulated research so many are engaged in and the incremental angst it gins up and desire to break free.

Completely understandable and part of the process but let’s keep this train on the right track. Awakening isn’t just informational – it’s a very deep spiritual change of perception and daily true detached awareness. To truly awaken is to realize we are not of this projected world and to live from there.

The danger here is that the entire matrix is one big false flag. It’s a complete deception and diversion from the real issue, creating story after false story in an effort to get us to buy into their reality and thus co-create it. It’s worked for millennia and still works today, only to a heightened, interconnected tech-enhanced level. Once humanity realizes that and stops buying into this extremely comprehensive false narrative in every aspect and especially our reactive attachment to it, true reality will manifest. 

It begins with the individual gaining a much, much deeper level of awareness.

“The only hope for humanity is the transformation of the individual.” – Jiddu Krishnamurti

Breaking Free and Doing the Most Good

The energy spent playing pop goes the weasel cranking the handle round and around until the latest boogey man ploy pops up and is revealed is astounding. Sure, we need to be aware of what’s going on, but shouldn’t we know by now it’s all a charade and just walk away from it at least emotionally and spiritually, no longer feeding it with our attention and energy? It’s important to be aware of these things and decipher the coding coming at us, but not in an unconsciously  reactive, energy syphoning manner. Therein lies an extremely important distinction.

Isn’t it time we drew the obvious conclusion that it’s all a lie no matter what form it comes in and step into the true realm of truth and natural reality and let that old one die of starvation? Instead, the overwhelming tendency is to feed and thus succumb repeatedly to this distraction bonanza to cleverly shunt the unwary into matrix batteryville.

Look at the cleverly weaponized Bible and the new age psychedelic and “archaic revival” deception and diversion of a whole generation for example. Talk about weapons of mass deception. And those are only two examples out of thousands, albeit important ones for grasping the depth of the energy sapping illusion.

I’m not saying it isn’t important to break down the scam to help see through it and take appropriate action in an extremely conscious and detached way. But overall are we really making sufficient progress on slowing this juggernaut of death and control down? It doesn’t appear that way, despite the slow climb of informational awareness. We need to awaken to a new sense of conscious disconnectivity instead of watching and sucking in this virtual internet TV of lies like the false screen we decry that the “sheeple” watch, even if we think we see through it.  Otherwise we’re not observing any longer, but living in the false right/left, black/white easily controlled dualistic paradigm. 

That goes nowhere except provide a place to vent and keep repeating the cycle. That may be Valhalla for keyboard warriors who aren’t changing a damn thing as they get off on the rush, but why do they do it? Because they haven’t changed personally nor walk the walk and hence feed the very matrix they love to describe and expose so much. A deliberately contained vicious cycle of the first order. History attests to this idiocy.

The Scam and the Spam

“The basic tool for the manipulation of reality is the manipulation of words. If you can control the meaning of words, you can control the people who must use the words.” – Phillip K. Dick

It’s important for those who are trying to figure things out to realize that almost all information is polluted in some manner and in levels we more than likely are not even be fully aware of. Poison is poison, no matter what sugar it’s laced with, nor how well intentioned the source or intrepid the researcher. It’s vibrational. With the full on employment and infiltration of AI this is more true than ever. Never mind the blatant trolls, plants, psyops and compromised, ego infected, subtly self exalting “leaders” controlling and directing the so-called opposition, using a limiting vibrational message they’re not even consciously aware of.

But it’s profoundly simpler than that. The whole scam is to keep us in the game, playing on their terms, and thus keep the arena full of spectators screaming at the players below, never mind at each other. When you spot those symptoms you’ll start to catch on.

You don’t have to be a player to be in the game. Professional as well as amateur sports, created primarily by Freemasons, are about the most obvious metaphor there could be for the state of humanity, mainstream and much of the alternative, and how it co-creates the matrix by billions of people giving their time and emotional energy to a stinking, meaningless game. If being in the arena isn’t enough to watch as closely as you want, you can always watch the mega jumbotron in the arena itself, and even see replays to be sure you didn’t miss anything as the tension is deliberately jacked up and then released for your somafication.

But that’s not going to satisfy the masses since less than 100,000 people can attend the precious event in person. So, voila, it’s pumped through the airwaves around the world in real time. Ah, heaven. Then having had their deliberately engineered Orwellian 2 minutes of hate release before the Orwellian screen, they can go back to work for their Romanesque emperors who brought them these wonderful games.

Rollerball anyone? This is why war isn’t such a big deal to people. They get that hate ginned up continually, via sports, dog eat dog economics and a driving inner fear and reactivity eating at them all the time, faithfully fueled by mainstain as well as much of alternative media. Many are fanning predictive programming and conditioning way more than they realize by giving all this so much angst filled air time.

“Energy flows where attention goes.”

That dynamic is working in every field of information. Thanks to the internet and even hand held, strap on, and implantable devices we can mainline this crap 24/7. We criticize the younger generation and others for their social media addiction, but what’s the difference with what the so-called adults and alternatives are engaged in? The unwary youth and social media addicts are just an obvious outcropping of the same disease most everyone has fallen prey to. That’s clear as a bell.

“The great enemy of the truth is very often not the lie – deliberate, contrived, and dishonest, but the myth – persistent, persuasive, and unrealistic. Belief in myths allows the comfort of opinion without the discomfort of thought.” – President John F. Kennedy

Energetically Controlled Opposition and the Vampiric Energy Vortex

Obviously people would not go along with complete full frontal lies continually, although it seems our post Orwellian society has degraded to something pretty close to that. There has to be something that appears to relate to people’s everyday experience, no matter how engineered. It may be a relative truth within an entirely fabricated system, but still it’s something someone can relate to.

Alternative news and views can do the same. We see more truths than others yet persist on concentrating on the evils and illusions instead of the realities and fundamental strengths of the power of individual human conscious awareness. This isn’t a broad brush accusation, it’s pointing out an energetic misdirection and resultant fascination that can ultimately be nothing more than another prop to the very thing people think they want to see come down in our world.

Look at how the “hope and change” hypnosis worked once again with Trump, despite many of us warning about it. This is born of attachment, a subconscious inner hope that the very system we all decry can change and all will be magically well. That is nothing less than a Stockholm Syndrome type psychosis wishing for new masters to be kinder to them in a system designed not just to control, but to decimate the human race. 

Insane to the max. We claim to understand these things yet keep on in unconscious behavior.

“In order to awaken one first of all one must realize that one is in a state of sleep. And in order to realize that one is indeed in a state of sleep one must recognize and fully understand the nature of the forces which operate to keep one in a state of sleep or hypnosis. And it is absurd to think that this can be done by seeking information from the very source which induces the hypnosis.” – George Gurdjieff

The Alternative Dilemma – What Are You Attached To?

What has been labelled the alternative, research, or truth community is in a bit of a quandary. It’s nothing new. Whenever you have an implied or perceived polarity, this kind of lumping together by the mind as well as social engineers happen, forcing free, independent thoughts into trends and distinctive groups that then take on collective attributes. Strangely enough and perhaps elusive to some, almost every time our low level thinking makes this polarized perception it’s patently wrong and a complete false choice.

Such is the nature of illusory duality, and they play upon it to keep us involved with it and thus harvest even more energy. Our true nature and reality itself transcends this paradigm. We have got to see and experience this life here with new, heart empowered eyes that bypass the mental illusion and programming. Otherwise the ropes and twines of their parasitic world can control us while sucking our very life energy, even when we think we’re loaded with “truth”.

The right/left political paradigm is an obvious example. A totally false premise yet a whole fabricated system is built around it making it appear legitimate. Oh how many things in this life are like that! When you realize all this is a holographic projection based on intention and participation you can work backwards and see how pervasive and restrictive that limited mind thinking really is and understand why it falls for all these tricks. That’s exactly why the personal work of being truly free ourselves first is of the utmost, primary importance.

As long as there’s something within us that can be attached to, it will be attached to!

It’s like people who say “they were conned” by Trump. No they weren’t. It was obvious what was going on. They were self conned by their own attachment to the system, that it could be changed of all things and some new exterior one of any sort would free humanity in that fully corrupt paradigm. They were conned by their own inner attachments to cherished conscious and unconscious self preserving, fear-based beliefs, hopes and desires, and no doubt their “stuff” and reputations and addictions to their compromised, self serving lifestyles to boot. It’s a process of honest identification and release we all have to go through.

Let It All Go and Operate from the “Outside”

Yes. We have to let it all go, starting with and most importantly ourselves. Every truly wise sage of all time has said this for millennia yet we file it away as some distant teaching or philosophy and nice esoteric idea, exactly how the matrix programmed us to do.

The system or matrix is the problem, yes. But it wouldn’t be one if we weren’t invested in and attached to it. Reforming any of this construct for human freedom is the height of ignorance. That’s where this idiotic idea of patriotism and rosy colored glassed deliberate holding on to the idea of “our forefathers” or the “constitution” is so full of bunk for those caught in the American trap. Enough people don’t realize yet that those were engineered to again give the illusion of choice and freedom in a completely controlled obviously hierarchical paradigm. The proof is clear. It goes for anywhere on this planet.

If you can see that energetically you’re getting it.

If you want to see it clearly, just look at the attachment to it, never mind it being a total fabrication, whatever seeming “good” came out of the American “experiment”, for example. It was simply relative to their perception of the oppression from whence they came, like all revolutions to nowhere. Do you honestly see any difference in America or anywhere today except little impotent outcroppings that are soon put down? It’s a giant hoax. A massive example of parasitically controlled energetic opposition at work.

We have got to disconnect from feeding these parasitic paradigms.

It’s all so remarkable. But this holding on to self-based sacred cows of any sort are all rooted in ego and self preservation. There’s virtually no consciousness involved in such low level thinking and behavior no matter how much information anyone has.

If people won’t let go of all this bullshit, they’re going down with the ship. And believe me, this fake ship has got to sink, the whole thing, and the sooner the better. Stop trying to repair it by giving it all of your attention and energy for goodness sake. If you want to expose what’s going on, fine, but stay distinctly separate from it and guard your energy. Don’t feed the fear mongering and attention grabbing it feeds on. But most of all get yourself fully sorted out first. Then your true role in all of this will become clear, but not before that.

And if you’re fighting this message it’s probably for you. It should be fundamental to all of us.

It’s time to truly wake up and find the truth and fully empowered awareness at our very centers and detach any and all energetic connections to this fabricated illusion. It’s hard work and takes some brutal honesty and hard learned fearlessness. 

Have you got what it takes?

Where’s your energy honestly going?

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Parasites on the Loosh – Knowing and Dissolving the Enemy of Mankind

by Zen Gardner
May 11, 2016

Introduction

The fundamental understanding that we are an energy source for some form of inter-dimensional parasites is becoming more and more predominant. After all, it fits not only ancient and even current religious and spiritual teachings, but every form of social and psychological framework as well. That we’re being used and abused is obvious, but by whom ultimately, and why?

There’s clearly a wickedly contrary current at play working against the instinctive creative and loving force most of us are tapped into and endeavor to manifest in our lives. We have not just opposition, but apparently a seemingly coordinated or similarly “inspired” enemy of mankind continually acting contrary to our best interests.

A simple perusal of the abusive systems at large in the human societal fabric paints a very clear picture.

Whether it’s deliberately dumbing down education and controlled media that only stifle and misdirect, or the engineered highly toxic social, geological, technological and essential resource manipulation we see escalating at an exponential rate, humanity and our planet are under attack and at a serious crossroads.

Loosh Change

Understanding the gnostic/archontic explanation of earth’s situation as propounded by John Lash as well as the Wetiko teachings put forth by Paul Levy, or even the growing body of alien occupation and exploitation research coupled with exposés of the real meanings of ancient religious and archeological discoveries, are profoundly important in order to more fully grasp what is going on here.

In addition, a further understanding regarding the actual energy being harvested, also known as loosh energy, is imperative and complimentary to this and extremely compelling, having its own attributes to help us more fully understand our socio-political, economic as well as psycho-spiritual environment.

Just how these parasitic forces operate and indeed manage us, however we conceptualize them on whatever level, in order to provide the enslaved energetic food source they need to live on, is essential to our empowerment.

It’s not exactly a pleasant subject, but then neither is the human devolution and depopulation agenda for the obvious purpose of the obvious, abject domination, if not destruction, of our species and planet.

The concept of loosh energy was more modernly articulated by Robert Monroe of the Monroe Institute, although the concept as a known reality has been around a long, long time. His articulations are revealing, compelling and ultimately empowering.

Loosh, being life force energy (spiritual energy), is just simply energy, and includes the energy familiar to us as emotional energy both happy and unhappy.

Most notably, as terminology of rare usage, “loosh,” per se, was the word devised by Robert Monroe referring to the emotional energy radiated by animals and humans in dire circumstances that entail intense, severe pain and suffering in body and psyche.

And so, “loosh,” in this older usage, described a negative experiential spectrum.

So Who is Utilizing It, and Why?

That humanity is in a deliberately induced state of suffering is an incontrovertible truth. History attests to the oppressive and cruel reigns of dynasty after empire after micro hierarchy. We seem to resign ourselves to them in the knowledge that we can see them, yet the present day in our faces reality that it’s still going on and we’re even subject to them escapes us. We’re basically designed to not truly “see” them for what they truly are.

The “why” of that is a massive subject, our cowardly, seemingly self serving personal abdication of responsibility and sovereignty, but let’s stick to the overarching reality for starters.

[Spoiler Alert. Knowing these self-evident truths and the personal responsibility directly implied will bring on extreme personal turmoil; that or abject rejection in the form of denial, another learned behavior at the behest of the assumptive, invading controllers designed to defuse action.]

Back to loosh…

This “loosh” was not a discovery of something new.

Rather, it was simply Monroe’s identifying, and hence naming, of a metaphysical, alchemical phenomenon that has always existed (spiritual energy simply is) and – probably since many centuries ago, perhaps even millennia – was developed and exploited as a dark, multidimensional occult art and skill, utilized by secret societies and institutionally for social programming and mind control, and raised to a zenith in our electronic era.

Once there was a Monroe Institute, then related offshoots and derivations of that type of experimentation and research soon became the specialized, highly refined activities and techniques of Area 51 and Montauk for “military” and “defense” objectives (so-called), and the pop-music /entertainment industries and institutional pedophilia as they particularly are today.

As a type of spiritual energy identified by Monroe, capitalized upon by the secret services and black-ops, and exploited as a social engineering utility by the interdimensional Negatives, “loosh” essentially is of the earth planes (lower dimensions) and the trauma energy of the human and animal emotional body (for example, via the cruelty imposed upon and endured by the animal kingdom, and the brutality of the abbatoir).

As negative emotional energy, especially the energy of pain, trauma, stress, abuse, and suffering, or as Georgi very rightly described it, as “dreadful loosh,” it contains the heightened molecular content and organic /hormonal adrenalin-cortisol cascades, coursing through the quantum dynamics of blood, body, and brain systems.

Under such intense extremity of trauma, the blood and flesh is, for the Negative Entities, thus highly ‘enriched’ and hence highly prized, their brand of premium gold caviar diamond steak, as it were.

(There is a passage in the Old Testament where the gods rush in from afar, salivating at the aroma of burning human flesh. The so-called “God” or “Gods” in the O.T. – Old Testament – were/are mostly Negative Entities.)

Not only is this negative loosh highly coveted, but most crucially of all, it is absolutely necessary for probably most Negative Entities, for enabling and facilitating existence in the Earth planes, as well as for the ability to hold the human form so they don’t slide into shapeshifting.

Apparently, because of the vibrational difference in frequency levels, there is a fundamental physiological incompatibility which our negative loosh neutralizes for them, and which even enhances their energetic stamina and function in the Earth and lower dimensions.

Vibration and frequency, in them, in humans, and animal Earthlings, are key to loosh’s entrapment dynamics and emancipation from it.

More “Loosh” Energies and the Muti-faceted Entropic Breakdown Agenda

This is nothing less dramatic than demon possession and vampirism on a massive scale explained, or whatever semi-or-not paradigm you might subscribe to. We have to understand the dynamics of what is being reined upon us in order to fully empower ourselves in every facet of our being.

We’re in an interdimensional as well as an earthly, material conflict and it’s a battle for our survival, consciously as well as physically. Understanding these deeper dynamics is paramount to our welfare.

The concept of entropy lends itself to this, the scientifically identified impact of breaking down and reducing the energy of any given process or body in order to release energy. Burning fossil fuels is a perfect example, breaking down elements in order to harvest their energy.

There are so many examples of this, physically as well as socially… and especially spiritually. Religious institutions and belief systems are designed to do this.

You’ll see that entropic breakdown for energy harvesting phenomena such as nuclear reactions, cyber information and attention harvesting more and more, but understand the destructive process we are witnessing is releasing energy for a much deeper purpose than is being told. In fact, it’s unfathomable to the deliberately controlled mind.

These are the aspects we need to research for ourselves, but when we do, we find common denominators on every side.

Good Loosh, Bad Loosh

Now the good news.

All “loosh” is not bad or necessarily manipulated. We generate amazing amounts of good energy that won’t necessarily be contained or tainted.

But it takes some recognizing on our parts, as well as a centered and truth grounded reference point on our parts:

That’s empowering and should resonate. We clearly have the upper hand, despite their reversal of truth. Something to beware of continually. There’s always an overwhelming energy harvesting design to whatever they devise.

Harvesting Through Fear and Focused Attention

Our focusing on their designed end product is what brings their synthetic construct into reality. False education and especially media propaganda play an important role in all of this, with the ever looming backdrop of immense social engineering. That today’s news is focused almost solely on the acts and programmed words of world puppet leaders and the moves and lives of oligarchs and the parasitic “elite” is evident. As the expression says, energy flows where attention goes.

We’re feeding them with our attention, by design.

In other words, humanity is empowering the entire construct, in addition to energetically feeding this parasitic, spiritual and fully inorganic invading force.

This is vitally important to realize. While billions are glued to their boobtoobs drinking in not just propaganda and mind control, there’s an energetic exchange happening. As quantum physics has proven, we bring into reality what we direct our energy towards. This has profound ramifications on every moment of our lives.

The engineered wars, terror, tension and scarcity memes used for millennia, and heightened today by the aid of artificially intelligent empowered synthetic technology, makes for fertile ground for abuse and negative loosh production.

The Parasitic Loosh Harvest Reality – Child Abuse and Human Sacrifice

Meanwhile, not just by the terrors of war or continued engineered suffering of humanity, oligarchs, secret societies, and just about any organization or individual, human or not, who is integrally involved in this anti-human parasitic, self serving force, will also be an active participant in horrific child abuse and human sacrifice, to degrees unimaginable by true, empathic natural humans.

It’s part of the formula. An essential one. Torture, pain, suffering and death as the ultimate energy release to be harvested are their staples. It’s not aberrant in their minds; it’s survival. They are not of us. A profound differentiation you have got to make if you’re to survive and learn how to fight back and help save our race and planet.

The abuse, ritual sacrifice, and trafficking realities are coming into greater conscious awareness but it’s a long way from really hitting home. When you extrapolate this out to realize the entire control grid is parasitic in the most horrific and obscene ways possible, using us as literal energy sources via not just our work value, but our life force, that’s when the truth starts hitting home.

So How and Why is this Understanding Empowering?

These would-be controllers and seeming ‘hot shots’ we see in the news with their suits, uniforms and even religious or otherwise regalia are fundamentally impotent. They’re not organic nor do they care one bit about anything but themselves and some sort of Borg mind, cancer-like agenda to suck their host dry. If you look honestly at even the exposed public power figures they’re sick psychos in human form. I would venture to say they are not of us and a fully infiltrated, unscrupulous enemy within, and that we are in deep, dire straights if we don’t shake the hypnotic trance and rise up against them.

That includes the secondary psychopaths who’ve bought into the Borg program.

The real truth is, based on anything natural and creative and good, they’re ugly, sickly, shallow and weak, the definition of a blood and life sucking parasite. What needs to be realized, most of all, is that the power of this so-called enemy attempting to oppress us is ultimately of our own complacent making. Their only power is that which we empower them with. Without us they’re nothing.

Therein lies our strength. Not just to our awakening to these greater truths and understandings, but completely disengaging in any form of physical, economic, social or psychic support and letting ourselves be empowered by the realization of their resultant futility. But only if we truly wake up and take appropriate action in our lives, cleaning up our own selves and old programming, facing fears and avoidance issues, and detaching, yes detaching, from our tick like dependence on this false system and take full control of our lives – and then stand up for the truth in everything we do, whatever it takes.

They or their collective “it” are a synthetic virus, lab manufactured if you will. They can only mimic, just as psychopaths mimic normal behavior to get by while they suck anything in their path dry.

Nature itself is not on their side. That’s why they’re attempting to destroy it.

Conclusion

That the power of one candle is enough to enlighten a darkened room is weeny compared to the powers that lay within each of us. But it alludes to the idea. But I say enough over spiritualizing and convenient mental distancing of ourselves from our horrendous situation on this planet. This is way too late and beyond any reparation short of complete and utter pro-active rebellion with an intent to destroy their power. We have been invaded and beyond oppressively controlled, abused and sucked dry long enough. Anything at all was too much, but now we find ourselves so far down the tubes it may seem hopeless.

Screw that attitude. That we’re here, alive and just now discovering out true natures and infinite possibilities only speaks to the fact that this must have been our living, creative universe’s way of challenging us to the max to bring out the best in us. That’s good enough for me. It sure resonates.

Listen to the true human heart speaking. Learn to discern who is who out there and around, and stand in your truth and learn to act decisively. Don’t let them divert your attention or appeal to some soft peddling new age or otherwise compromise about reformation, “love and light”, or pray to some external BS to keep you from exposing and hence destroying their influence.

This parasitic voice works through the ego. As Don Juan called it, they gave us their mind, the predator mind. It’s that false self, out to protect itself, and hence this whole overriding system of abuse and compliance with it. If we’re not going militant in our resolution and understanding we will be consumed and the planet devoid of truly human life. What’s left will be a replica, virtual sadomasochist robots who love their slavery. Those who survive that is.

Do you want your progeny to live like that?

Because that’s what we’re heading for at such an incredible speed and with such momentum it’s causing even good hearts to faint.

Not me, and I hope not you. Get some damn courage and get to work. You’re gonna lose it all and all your loved ones and beloved home planet anyway if we don’t wake up and rise to this occasion.

Epilogue – The Empowerment of Greater Truth Coupled with Conscious Action

The fact that we can now specifically identify our oppressors and their techniques is incredibly empowering. While they appear to and in many ways do have the upper hand, it’s fundamentally extremely flimsy and illusory – a construct meant to displace our humanity and sense of conscious connection.

But it’s only if we agree to it and support it.

It will take a form of spiritual violence to take a stand. This is what’s being called for, and whatever else may follow. I hope you’re up to it. I sure am. This is what I came here for. And I’ve done the work to prepare for it.

Know your true identity as an amazing individual yet part of a vast continuum of the ultimate Source. Their fear based intimidation wilts in our gaze of knowing truth. Be strong. Informed, empowered and encouraged. And ACT accordingly, whatever the consequences. Everything will be thrown at you. That’s the nature of being a warrior in battle.

We already have every possible element needed to refute and dissipate this imposed, parasitic control system.

Live freely – and carry on the process. We’re not just observers, but doers of the very real truth we’ve come to understand. Act and be bravely! There’s nothing to fear in all truth and reality. It’s a charade only made real by letting their false reality in, like choosing to let a nightmare go through your waking day. Why do that?  Shake it and simply be who you truly are and act accordingly and be willing to go where it takes you, fears and all.

Their only power is in illusion, as real as the mass hypnosis and resultant subservience and empowerment makes it appear. It doesn’t matter how weird or strange these manifesting influences may seem to be or how many are bowing down to them. Stand on your authentic own.

Find it first of all, that’s the real journey, and then stand like a tree against the storm – and then move forward.

See you on the frontline. We were born for this.

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

The Enlightened and the Entangled

by Zen Gardner
April 8, 2017

It’s either/or, and it takes some serious commitment and doing, as well as not doing, to truly get free. Most of us have no idea of what real freedom is, as we tend to listen to our minds predominantly rather than our hearts when it comes to understanding. Besides being a very limited means of perception, our minds are severely corrupted since birth by the engineered world we’re born into. 

Molded by programmed parents and teachers and a societal milieu invented by psychopathic forces and their agents for the sole purpose of control, it’s a fight from day one to fight off these influences and dig our way back to our true selves. 

Upon arrival on this planet and its limited and constricting dimensions, our first response is survival, how to get along and maybe even excel in the maze we walked into. We invent personalities and very complex support mechanisms to prop up our inventions to keep up with the myriad of other invented stories we continually encounter. They call that adjusting. Incredible.

“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” – Jiddhu Krishnamurti   

It’s All About the Will and Courage to Search and Find

Something within each of us longs for something much greater. We sense it’s there but can’t put our finger on it. The illusory construct we’re born into is fully entangled in its own story, reinforcing itself like a cancer against the realization of deeper truths. The true humans amongst us all experience this innate contradiction, yet we’re told this is just the way it is. 

This is where the heart drive comes in. Enlightenment has been made out to be some ethereal, far away unattainable state reserved only for the duly revered and hence separated from our personal potential. A complete fabrication. 

This experience here is like a very low level, barely intelligence-challenging juvenile video game. The answers are obvious. As Occam’s razor states so beautifully and succinctly, the simplest answer is usually the right one. That’s why children are so profound in their understanding, and many of the great teachers have said we need to become like little children again. When we reject the love of the truth we’re given over to delusion, and a very convoluted set of life sapping variables. 

We then learn to accept or reject whatever we choose to according to what fits our perverted sense of self-serving understanding. After all, the world around us does it, why shouldn’t I?

Meanwhile your inner soul and connection to true innate understanding weeps. 

“Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.” ~ Carl Jung

Just Look at the Challenge

Not only are we programmed from birth and thrown into a swamp of twisted lies, the bombardment continues with soul and mind twisting education and societal “norms” backed by insane degrees of media propaganda – which again seems to be happily assimilated into this twisted, dumbed down normalcy bias. 

What could be more challenging?

Is there a purpose to it, for each of us individually? Having been twisted to incredible torques of trauma in my personal life I can only assume so. Something survives that can still see the beauty around us and all that is implied behind it. The more I find out how swindled we’ve been, from the obvious to controlled opposition and plants to divert whole well intentioned movements, the more that resonates with my heart in complete contradiction to what I’ve been presented with. Hence the more I know the more I don’t know. A healthy attitude I’ve come to learn. 

But at the same time the more arises a warrior spirit within me. Spirit rising. Herein lies the spark of life.

I’m all too aware of coping mechanisms and the like, so don’t even bother going there if you’re that jaded. Somehow truth surfaces. It may be paltry in the world we’re witnessing in this dark age we’re living in, with all its glitz and tech and glamour. Humanity has been shrouded in immense darkness, cut off from what was once obvious to our child like spirits.

The Moral?

It’s up to you. How committed are you to truth, really? I know my settings. Do you know yours? Are you truly connected to them? Does fear of death still affect you? A good barometer.

We are up against many common obstacles. Illusory and mentally induced ones in most cases, but nonetheless appearing real. Like the famous expression, FEAR is False Evidence Appearing Real. Pretty profound. But do we implement these realizations, or file them away as comforting cover ups.

The battle we’re in is very real. It’s first of all personal. We can’t change the external without having that real metanoia, about face, in our own lives first. That’s not a popular subject in a world that wants its ears tickled with the latest media punch or on the alternative side conspiracy theory world wanting more and more “information”, whatever truths they contain. It’s still stroking the same egoic body that sucks up to this matrix of deceit. 

It may take you a while to make that connection to the concept of and resultant disconnection with false self, but it’s essential. At least learn to be conscious of such a schism and then observe it. It’s truly liberating. 

All the best. I’ll keep wondering. Can’t help it. Hope you do too.

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Stand Up for Servitude! — The Mind Controlled Mind Screw

by Zen Gardner
April 7, 2017

Oh the insanity of lost at sea humanity. What makes people do what they do? Just look how humanity has resigned itself to circumstances and conditions they’re not even aware are absolutely degrading their true selves and potential lives while destroying the very planet they live on. 

Look at religion, probably the most blatant example. A willing and often enthusiastic compliance to a life of servitude in order to gain the help and protection of some invisible force based on promises and laws written in some new or ancient rule book. And what’s the fruit of religion? Do you see a world of peace and harmony and plenty for all? I just see slaves, content in their servitude as they default to whatever powers there might be.

The misdirection of even sincere hearts is mind-boggling. Religion and belief systems, including group think diversions and containment systems like patriotism and other social, economic and political group loyalties, are simply harvesting machines.

How do they do it? They tap into the longing to find our true infinite selves within and the desire to be part of something bigger than ourselves and an inborn sense of altruism. The more driven and passionate display this quality, including a selfless dedication often with no apparent expectation of repayment. You see this especially in religious zealots who are held in very high esteem by less committed adherents. The degree of dedication often justifies the faith. A major red flag right there since most people are spineless cowards. Hence war worship as well.

Blinded Emotions, Blind Adherence

Once swept up into especially the more developed mind control systems known as religions, sects and cults, everything is justified and accounted for. This is a very tricky subject because what the adherent feels and believes in their heart may be something quite beautiful. But that’s where the steering, containment and harvesting system kick in and come into full bloom without the adherent being aware of it one iota.

Another aspect that makes it very hard for the religiously mind controlled to grasp its enslavement is the many actual truths woven into their teachings. Who can argue against love, for example? But watch out for what’s tagging along, cleverly baked in the same sugar coated cake. It’s all toxic in this socially engineered world, every bit of it.

The very worst aspect of religious mind control is the abject giving up of oneself to an external authority. It’s bad enough people do it with government and the many tiered hierarchical structures of our containment society, but religion, be it conventional or all forms of new age controlled opposition, takes this into the spiritual realm where levels of mental and spiritual abuse know no bounds. I know. I’ve been there. And it becomes self induced and reinforced to a degree unfathomable by someone who hasn’t experienced it.

It’s way more sophisticated than even the military, which is a brutal breakdown of the individual and externally enforced mental and physical abuse system, yet just as diabolical. And again it’s to create mindless servants. Absolute tools of some higher power or forlorn authority figure to which they readily abandon themselves.

I can just see an Orwellian campaign with advertising copy along these lines:

Con Job Utopia – Life on Mind Controlled Planet Earth

That may sum up my point just fine, but in case not, let me expound a bit.

Social engineering is a mild way of saying mind control. Every maneuver to shuttle ethnic groups around, engineer wars and fear via their strategy of tension, everything you see on the completely controlled news, mainstream and controlled opposition of so-called independent and “alternative” news with their even more clever containment system, is mind control.

The obvious tools of the educational and religious systems pale in comparison to these more sophisticated and swallowed-by-everyone as fact techniques.

Mind control  is not confined to MKUltra, individualized satanic ritual abuse, and exotic electro/plasmic influences. It is everywhere. That’s why very deep personal awareness is essential, to realize how we’re being misled and played every step of the way.

It’s not paranoia; it’s vigilant awareness and survival.

Gimmicks and Giveaways

The so-called new and alternative information worlds are rife with mind control. The most important thing anyone can do is step back and see the very big picture.

Where is anything going? Will it make a big enough difference to stop the mass ominicide of humanity and total control of who or what is left? We’ve connected dots enough and understand these principles for ages, yet the repeat of describing what they’re pulling off continues, like a nagging mate unable to make any difference in the behavior of their partner. Wash, rinse, repeat. 

Some awareness springs up, but if it isn’t causing the real metanoia that humanity needs, the total shake up of mind, body and spirit with a resultant fundamental about face change; it’s essentially playing into being another satellite support system of the matrix cleverly classified and filed away in some soma induced bubble hanging off the ship of mass deception.

This bullshit agenda works every facet of this manipulated world. We must operate from that fundamental realization if we’re to survive and make an impact. At the least in standing up for ourselves.

New Age Soma and Pseudo Shamanism

The engineered new age movement is obvious as to its misleading nature at first blush to the semi awakened. What most people don’t realize is to what degree and the how the agenda works to shunt massive amounts of people into a fully futile “separate reality” as Casteneda called it which took the 60’s generation by storm and diverted an entire generation from any real impact on the world they’d hoped to change.

Fake shamanism and the proposed archaic revival McKenna touted, a figure known also to be on the black ops payroll, are integral to their program. Send us back to the stone age and marginalize us completely. Sure, getting back to nature is a good thing, but you have to see the big picture and why these aspects were pushed. Diabolically clever and completely neutralizing, no different from the soma of conventional religion if you’re honest.

To what extend McKenna and Alan Watts and Marshall McCluhan et all where directly controlled and how much truth can be derived from their teachings remains unclear to me. All I know is everything is tainted as it was a big wake up call for me as well. It can only be discerned by the overall effect. The disconnect with having a true, reality based interaction with the world around us resulting in the world we now inhabit is evidence enough.

If you’re willing to face up to it.

Psychopaths freely rule. Being “aware” of them and able to describe them does nothing. No action is taken and no action is possible within their structure. They’ve enclosed their pincers on humanity while everyone was dreaming and now we’re facing the brass tacks consequences, with still no manner of recourse. 

Coup de Graçe

Hard facts. It’s time we truly woke up out of our stupor. Consider this negative or cynical information, a “normal” programed reaction, that’s your problem. Truth isn’t easy.

The only hope isn’t just wakening, but true full on honest awareness, of how werve individually being played and they continue to do if we’re not vigilant and continually aware of what this polluted milieu is trying to trigger in us continually.

Without clear vision we perish.

Maybe then we’ll find some sort of solution. No idea. But at least we can individually beat this massive lie. We’ll see if and what exists at the next level, if there even is one.

The apocalypse means unveiling  – do your really want it? It won’t be what you think, no matter what  you might think. Can you handle that?

Letting go ain’t what it used to be. 

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

“Truth is not what you want it to be; it is what it is, and you must bend to its power or live a lie.” ~ Miyamoto Musashi

“What makes this pain of denial more or less painful is one’s moral compass. The few, the brave, the integral warriors for truth, sacrifice tidy explanations and the comfort of static perceptions in order to remain at the frontier of discovery and a constantly adjusting worldview, which experience and new knowledge foster.” ~ Jack Adam Weber

The Onslaught of Life

by Zen Gardner
April 6, 2017

Taking time so pressed on me
I wrestle with the space
Delving deep in unknown hells
Protection is displaced

The clearing, haunting memories
While falling deep within
The veil twixt here and there, I see
Grows ever more so thin

Time travels, ‘spite it’s ‘phemera
Well beyond fantasmic din
A sliding scale of slipp’ry slime
Illusions at their whim

“Time will tell” the organ cries
How shallow, absolute
Reality, it never dies
Illusions, such, are moot

We march on to infinity
Yet timelessness is here
This mortal coil, and 3-D foil
Are frauds, yet held so dear

We soldier on, awake or not
Survival is our meme
While all about are screams and cries
To ignore yet stays the theme

I cannot say what time we share
The question’s oh so large
I only know that I am here
‘Twixt specters once enlarged

I’m here, that’s really all I know
I’ve tried so very hard
To grasp and understand this life
“Keep looking”, cries the bard

Though crystals hidden deep within
Give hint to inner truths
Be not deceived by lose or win
Say teachings of the sooths

Still nothing jives, I realize
A paradox sublime
Perhaps this isn’t even real
More likely, not my time.

 

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Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

In the Beginning Was the End

by Zen Gardner
April 5, 2017

It’s just getting interesting here on planet earth. Now’s when Truth breaks through and Gaia shrugs to bring the point home. 

What groundless, truthless and ruthless insanity we’re witnessing. Think of the fear based mindset behind almost every action, the craving for safety and security and self. Besides being an imposed false goalpost in the human psyche, people don’t see the power of death as their friend and companion. 

Humanity is so caught in linear duality it’s disgusting. Their hearts know better.

This Yahweh and Co.’s creepy hierarchical control plan is almost fizzled out now. Hence the death throes and psychopathic vibes people are whipped around by. If they haven’t done the self work they’ll be thrown under the bus. You can’t do anything about that except individually, but it all works for good.

Everything is energy, everything recycles, nothing is ever lost. The play out of this evil contagion is just a cycle. For some “reason” perhaps we’re simply here to experience, witness and learn from it. We can do what we can do, or not do what we’re not supposed to do. The majesty of choice is always there and our indomitable infinite spirits are just fine and always will be. 

Happy class time and do enjoy your farming to whatever degree in whatever manner if you’ve started to pay attention – absolutely nothing better than being in and working with truth and nature – speak to it and listen. It’s our best teacher. We have so much clutter blocking our true higher mind and things that keep us from truly seeing. That’s the challenge.

So was the end baked into the beginning? In a linear contained sense, for sure. If you go for the programmed prophecies and other predictive programming bullshit you already know the ending. After all, you’re bringing it on by swallowing this swill. That’s your choice. Trouble is, I and others have to share this planet with ignorant, programmable idiots like that. 

I’m sick of it.

So if you, yes you, don’t snap out of it, we all suffer. How’s that for violence and violating others’ rights? And partial wake ups are bullshit. If you’re not willing to go all the way you and others like you are part of the problem. That’s why this information avalanche is in place and all this ego-bolstering so called knowledge. It feeds the self serving beast. The real one. The false you, the false us. And the problem rolls on. 

Get free. Let the paradigms and cherished beliefs crumble. 

That’s where we’ll find our way. It’s already here and always has been. True awakening is a destructive process. Then we’ll find our footing in real, raw truth.

Is that something to fear?

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Larken Rose introduces conversation points designed to teach voluntaryists/anarchists how to be far more effective in talking to their statist friends, co-workers, family members, etc., using techniques that, by taking into account the quirks and complexities of human psychology, give a far better chance of getting others to understand and accept the concepts of self-ownership, non-aggression, and a stateless society.

About this Author:

Larken Rose

Larken Rose is an outspoken, nationally known proponent of individual liberty, self-ownership and a voluntary society. He lives with his wife and daughter in eastern Pennsylvania and is the author of several books, include The Iron Web and How to be a Successful Tyrant, (The Megalomaniac Manifesto). He just completed another book, The Most Dangerous Superstition. Visit his website for more info (Larkenrose.com).

PDF of The Most Dangerous Superstition

Mad Libs for Trolls

by Zen Gardner
April 23, 2012

I have an idea. Why not let trolls and internet trawlers write their own stories? Wouldn’t that solve a lot of problems and get their angry angst off the net?

So here’s an easy., popular game they can play, creating whatever scenario they want and have fun at the same time. Now THAT will elevate some lower-level consciousness, won’t it?

I’ve tried to make this easy so as not to confound the sensitive nature of our self-appointed anonymous watchdog community.

After all…..the nose that knows is a terrible thing to waste.

Here’s the Story Line:

(If you’re not familiar with this popular mad libs game, go HERE.)

The Internet – In the Mind of a Troll

I’ve found a fabulous place to post my_________ [plural noun].  It’s called the inter____ [noun].

Many people around the___________ [round object] like to use this__________ [nasty adjective]  tool. It helps everyone

to______________[destructive verb] better.

Sometimes people like to share their _____________[body part-human] to tell people what they are _____________ [unload verb now].

But sometimes angry and nasty predators_____________ [verb-think snark] on others to make themselves____________ [self-serving verb]

better about them____________ [rhymes with “elves”].

I know! Whodda___________ [mental action]  that simply putting information out for ___________[plural noun] to read

and __________[fun verb-got fun?]  would draw so much____________ism [angry adjective]!

I mean anonymous _______________s [exotic life form] would come at me  like a _________[crazy noun] on a __________ [crazier noun]!

Epilogue:

Dear Diary

These types of _________[adjective like vapid]  __________[synonym for assholes] want me to curl up and_______ [deathly verb]. Funny

thing is, this makes me want to do more!

I’m going  to _________ [love, express…]  and _________[revel in my freedom to do so] the rest of my days!

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Sorry, folks. Current affairs drove me to it.

Hope you had a fun ride. We really do need to enjoy this cuz it ain’t gonna be pretty real soon and we need to keep our wits about us.

And BTW these inter-gnats are nothing to worry about. Pure background noise.

Maybe they’ll go off and play this with each other and leave the rest of us alone. Ha!

Much love, and keep on!

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Does Humanity Even Want Freedom?

by Zen Gardner
November 7, 2013

The most precious gift given to humanity besides its very existence and innate connectivity to universal Source is the gift of free will. We can choose. We ultimately have the power to make decisions for ourselves. Unfortunately this concept is buried under the rubble of ignorance and social engineering and of course becomes a very complex matter as life’s input and experiences complicate our entire decision-making process.

And freedom and free will? They’re generally relegated to philosophical treatises and ideological tugs of war in the political arena. Nicely sectored off to where they can’t touch our consciousness and every day living.

Many argue that in today’s circumstance we are not free to make our own decisions, that in effect we often don’t even have free will as evidenced by history. This strikes at the root of the problem. Disempowerment via thinking we need permission versus knowledge of our inborn nature of pure freedom. It may appear that it’s been deprived at times. Free will seems to be often negated or seriously limited under certain circumstances, either by choice, coercion or collusion.

But is it really, no matter how draconian? After all, much of humanity seems to not even know that it is inherently free, never mind does it appear to even want to fully exercise such a sense of inborn freedom.

The Majesty of Choice

We are crowned with the ultimate gift: a completely autonomous conscious will. We can choose what we say, what we do, what we respond to, what we give our attention and energy to. Again, it may not appear so with the way society is structured and judging by the very bound condition and behavior of mankind. While the idea of freedom still distantly rings in the hearts of men, it has taken on many severely compromised meanings. On purpose.

In addition, for some reason it appears we’ve given up our freedom to varying degrees in exchange for something. But in exchange for what? Security? Acceptance? Ease?

It sure appears that way. But how did this come about? And who said we had to trade anything? Was it a deliberately designed trade off to keep humanity in servitude with an illusion of choice? Looking at the contrived and extremely controlling political and economic structure of our planet’s various societies and the miserable state of most of its inhabitants, it’s clear something is seriously wrong. Especially with a clearly ruthless ruling class of uber-privileged riding the backs of the oppressed who are the ones producing the goods.

Throw Off the Shackles

Is our lost sense of true unshakable spiritual freedom exactly that which would empower humanity to throw off the shackles of a system built on carefully manipulated voluntary slavery? Is this what the war on the human body, mind and spirit is all about? To block our remembrance?

When someone has come to an awakening of true consciousness, or should I say to consciousness since it in itself was never asleep, something profound happens. And continues to unfold. We tap into Source – unadulterated, unfiltered, unlimited, infinite creative Source, or whatever you want to call It. This is where the spiritual and the metaphysical meet the mental and psychological, where true science and knowledge meet the great synchronous Universal life force.

It’s all essentially One. The compartments are gone. There are no divisions in the essential Oneness and everything makes sense. And it’s because you inherently let go into an experiential perspective where you realize it’s not important to know everything or be anything. You just are and everything is wonderful at that level.  A great clarity comes over you.

Of course there are differences in manifestations and there are apparent conflicts on many levels brought on by a variety of influences, but in the context of freedom this is where you find its true reality and definition.  The sovereignty of spirit that is the inherent right of everything. And man does it blow away any and all man-made structures of any sort in a hurry!

The False Game of False Choice

Herein lies one of mankind’s dominators’ most effective tools for manipulation. This understanding was documented over the past and previous century, realizing people work harder and better and are more complacent if they feel they have a say so about their captivity. It’s quite remarkable. We’re still a feudal society, they just figured out how to make us build our own prisons while thinking we’re free.

Besides the most obvious example of phony democracy and the easily manipulated voting scheme, glaring assumptions are deliberately embedded into society via religion, false science, hobbling education, social pressure, the media, etc. We’re handed platitudes about hope, change and security while the media pumps amusement, materialism, fashion and other forms of acceptance conditioning to keep the populace totally preoccupied with a comatose state of self indulgence.

And as for capitalism (which all forms of government espouse) that’s the end goal. Your personal satisfaction, at whatever cost to others who weren’t as savvy as you in learning to get what they want.

Fear – The Enemy of Freedom

Why do people cling to corrupt, limiting systems even to their own hurt? Fear of the unknown is very powerful, especially amongst the ignorant. Just fear of not having your next meal can trap you. Fear of being without, fear of being alone, fear of being attacked, fear of dying.

All extremely powerful.

And afraid people will not make conscious decisions, but survival instinct based decisions. Of course there’s a time for that as in the fight or flight response to a very real attack from something, but this response can be very easily triggered just by words and bury any chance of conscious living.

Maslow’s hierarchy of needs is a concept that’s always fascinated me. There’s so much truth in the idea that if your basic needs aren’t met first, how can you think about the more erudite and spiritual notions of our existence? Well, easily. It was a way of life for indigenous cultures for millennia. It was incorporated, and without which the culture based on spiritual connectivity would have collapsed. This is why indigenous peoples have been marked for genocide by these parasitic controllers.

They represent living wisdom. The knowledge of how things naturally work using conscious awareness and the underlying principles of love, sharing, giving and cooperation. Diametrically opposed to the abusive farming techniques of today’s controllers.

Control is the issue, nothing else. Personal empowerment beyond their set boundaries is not an option.

The Enemy Within – Those Who Choose Slavery

This begs a huge question. Would you fight for someone’s freedom who doesn’t even want it? Is it worth so-called liberating someone who chooses to remain bound – and may even prove to be a liability for what you’re trying to do?

There are several famous analogies about this phenomenon. Elephants for example are tied to a stake in the ground with little to circumscribe their maneuverability. They learn their “limitations” well. Later on the rope is removed, but the elephant will stay in the same circumscribed limits. The same has been told of many animals.

It works.

It works on humans as well. Scientists have been capitalizing on this behavioral tendency for a long time, the most famous of which is Pavlov and his salivating dogs. Closely watching those experiments from the start were military personnel. I wonder why. Remember your school period bells ringing like fire alarms between classes? You can thank Pavlov’s work and the implementation of the social engineers.

Entrained response. Same dynamic at work in advertising, politics, religion and any aspect of social engineering.

But can those in such a deep coma awake to realize their innate freedom and thus activate? Who’s to say. It’s a phenomenon to be well aware of.  Just remember, groomed dependence is tough to shake for anyone. But anyone can wake up at any time, never ever forget that.

Conclusion – Does Knowledge of Its Innate Freedom Freak Humanity Out?

As Yogi Berra allegedly said, “When you come to a fork in the road, take it.” While funny, there’s some good advice there – get the hell going and stop worrying about it all so much.

We’re all up against the wall when it comes to responding to this assault on humanity we’re experiencing. It’s more serious by the day politically, materially, socially, physically, spiritually. It’s a planet gone wild due to the cumulative efforts of manipulating influences that seem to have full sway without anyone knowing how it got that way. We’re seemingly relegated to the observer’s seat, awaiting the decision of some hidden tribunal what shall be our fate.

It’s time to wake the hell up.

It’s bullshit to think humanity has to sit and take this. What’s being perpetrated, no matter how cunning, is a rounding up of the drugged and dazed herd. So many of us can see it clearly for what it is yet seem to be screaming into the ether.

My impetus? The more clearly our challenge and situation is articulated the more conscious activists keep on with their efforts, and on it rolls. We do need to reach a greater audience than those awakening but with the recent setback regarding Syria as well as many other instances that seem to point to our efficacy, we’re on the right track.

And if there’s a better one, well doing what we can now will lead us there in a heartbeat!

Much love, keep on with all your heart,

Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Are You Awake? Or Just Informed

by Zen Gardner
March 5, 2016

This is a very interesting question, and perhaps a provocative one. With the information explosion drastically influencing so many lives there appear to be many strata of awakening levels arising. Once people start connecting the dots of now available facts and formerly unavailable research, whole new paradigms through which to perceive our changing reality emerge.

What we do with this new information, and how far we keep pursing deeper and deeper levels of perception, determines our outlook at any given time.

This is why constant change and continual learning are integral to progressing toward a full on awakening. As we continue to evolve in perception we begin to see that underlying this deluge of surface information there are amazing consistent truths to grasp and implement that will truly transform not only ourselves, but the world around us.

We Are Our Perception

Even quantum physics has confirmed what the sages have taught through the ages. What we perceive and apply our intention to determines our individual reality. That we are in fact fully in charge of how we perceive the world around us is the underlying truth that is being masked from humanity. Completely contrary to the deterministic model we’ve been taught, our very being is not the result of set factors we can do very little about, but the exact opposite.

We literally are a projection of our own consciousness. The rest is up to us as to how much we let the illusory projection laid before us determine our reality.

When we grow to more fully grasp the enormity of the significance of that fact things really start to kick into gear. This will not be taught nor even implied by matrix scientism, the educational and media web of lies, nor blinding, binding religious dogma. But once this truth is discovered, in fact experienced as it must be, the majesty of existence opens up to such glorious vistas of empowerment and possibility the very grip of any and all external influences and limiting mind conceptions falls away as if it never existed in the first place.

Because it essentially didn’t. It was only real from a deliberately manipulated limited perception that created a feedback loop of illusion, giving the appearance that there were no other possibilities outside that manufactured realm.

Information is a Tool, Not an Answer

Knowing what’s really going on around us is just the beginning. Realizing that in fact this is an imposed psycho-spiritual prison built on deliberate deceit is simply the gateway. We don’t need to spend of the rest of our lives describing how they do what they do and how bad it is in an almost neurotically hysterical state.

That’s simply another level of containment if we don’t keep on progressing towards a full awakening way beyond the confines and influences of their entrapping infectious system.

It’s surpassing those first orbits as we clear the pull of the dense gravitational nucleus we’re born into that things really start to get interesting. And extremely empowering. We cannot begin to know the deep, essential solutions our souls long for by operating within the externally imposed density as we’ll only reinforce the strength of the spider’s web by our futile struggling. The spider is much wiser than we when we operate within its parameters.

We have to first safely transcend and then operate from a clearly distanced perspective.

Until Then…Don’t Be Intimidated or Enthralled by Shadowland

The beautiful so-called secret key to conscious awakening is that you’ll know it when you’ve found it. If you’re still not sure, your not there yet. No worries, that’s the path we all have to take. Seek in sincerity and you will find. Until then all is grist to mill. We gain strength, wisdom, determination and shed the mechanisms that have held us back as they are revealed to us.

It’s all part of the process.

And definitely, at whatever stage of our awakening, we need to keep exposing the trickery and deceit to help others along the way and out of the net, but we mustn’t dwell there or let it get under our skin, even in our sacred anger and outrage. There’s a time for everything, but if we’re going to realize the true solutions for our planet and its inhabitants we need to first get to where we know from whence we are operating, with a crystal clear vision of what needs to be done from a firm foundation in loving truth.

Even more so, we need to rediscover and realize the true spiritual power tools at our disposal. As we do, and is already happening, our weaponry of truth outmatches their foolish artificial 3-D hardware to such an extent they will be exposed to be the imposters they are – nothing but dark shadows trying to usurp the sun.

Absolute futility, and not a game worth getting caught up in.

It’s only our lower levels of perception that give their illusion any form of reality. Once we transcend and live in the realization of who we truly are this lower level projection we can call shadowland has nowhere to cast its illusion…and it is gone.

Indescribable Truth

The truth is indescribable in mental terms. This is why we are so awed by the ideas of nature, fractals, sacred geometry and this magnificent physical design as the handiwork of something we know is much more spectacular that lies behind it.

Left brained science, even when it’s well meaning, cannot begin to fathom this richness as it seeks to contain this living energy in a form of mental and even scientific egoic dominance. As hard as they try to crack the code with these motives they’ll never do it. They may make a mess in the process, which they are, but trying to understand from that limited mind set is like trying to empty the ocean with a spoon.

It’s a complete exercise in futility all based on the reinforcement of self.

Unless there’s some tangible, “provable” answer, some substantive, explainable, logical something they can see, taste, touch, smell and feel they won’t accept it. Again the self-reinforcing feedback loop that will never be broken. To find real truth you have to find it and experience it for yourself, one hungry heart at a time. When you want it bad enough you’ll find it, or at least the next clue to keep you on your way towards greater truth.

Sure there are many types and levels of truth, but the ultimate truth is fundamentally an ongoing interactive experience with our interconnected consciously aware universe within which we are all magnificently woven. It’s that same creative source we can only barely sense at times, but that we see in the magnificent world around us and the fertile imagination of our sentient hearts and intuitive souls.

Truth Can Only Point the Way – Ours Is to Pursue

These are just hints at what lies beneath these layers of illusion, the lowest of which is this synthetic matrix of deceit that has been deliberately laid to ensnare the hearts of humanity.

Even the physical world is an almost crude five sense manifestation of the intricate workings of creation but what a joy to experience! To realize these are barely fleeting glimpses of much more amazing realities is beyond belief…and that’s good, belief is a limiting containment system. Experience is what we’re shooting for.

Just don’t give up. There are plenty of pitfalls on the way as that’s what this learning and growing experience is all about, so get used to it. Just learn from it and keep on. There are many levels of awakening but each one is more amazing than the last. What should propel us though is not just the path of wondrous personal discovery, although that’s a big part of it, but to access the resources we need to further dissolve the snare laid for those still unaware of their plight within this lower world of control and deceit.

There’s no greater driving force than the unstoppable power of empathic compassion. We share the pain of all those still trapped and blinded by the the great deception, and by our very connectivity we are love-bound to awaken to our most empowered state possible to help bring about the transformation we are all longing for.

Much love and do keep on, we’re all integral to this process…

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Are We Disallowed to Draw Conclusions?

by Zen Gardner
August 7, 2013

Worse yet – are we allowing ourselves to be disallowed to draw conclusions?

As long as we’re the audience and they’re the “projectors”, we’ve lost. That’s what it comes down to.

Why do people cow to a system that is inherently and obviously corrupt? Or one they think they can appeal to, appease or change or modify, while it indiscriminately stomps on every living area of their lives and refuses to answer to its supposed constituents?

It makes no sense at all.

What happened to Michael Hastings is a perfect example. This wonderful man is a martyr for Truth and true journalism. He was obviously assassinated, if proven only by the facts that he was clearly a threat to the powers that be and the evidence and police forensics will not be viewable. As usual. Nor will his body, which was quickly cremated without family permission.

When will humanity wake the hell up?

We need an awakened way of thinking ingrained into our social psyche.

If the ‘Powers That Be’ at whatever level will not answer our questions nor divulge information, we should and will assume complicit cover up and therefore guilt on their part.

That’s the shift in conscious awareness that is taking place and needs to be made public.

Tribute to Michael Hastings

I wasn’t that familiar with Michael’s work as I’ve always been pretty much “off the mainstream grid” when it comes to reading what’s going on around me except for certain forays. However, I’ve been following his inspiring story and recently watched an interview with him where he ripped Obama on a mainstream news channel. He’s clearly a real firebrand. His body of work proves he’s been a real threat to the PTBs.

So they killed him.

That’s a fact, folks. You want proof? What is proof? And would we ever get it? “Proof” is evidence that “they” consider compelling enough to perhaps draw some limp compromised conclusion if they were even compelled to let real forensics be performed and publicized.

The game is rigged so we simply can’t play according to their rules any longer, and that goes for any way you want to apply it. Doesn’t matter about the “circumstantial” evidence of a bomb-like sound, finding the high end virtually indestructible Mercedes blasted and its motor 100 yards away from the explosion, police seen tinkering under his car before the event, etc. etc.

It’s just another typically obvious media snow job for their designed, deranged audience. Go back to sleep. Nothing to see here.

At least nothing to draw any conclusions about.

Proof You Want?

After all, you want real forensic proof of JFK’s wounds, Oklahoma City’s blown out column damage, 9/11 demolition evidence, MLK’s set up “killers”, or reams of Colorado or Sandy Hook shooting or Boston bombing evidence? All we’re told is hype, smoke, mirrors and very obvious cover up.

Looking for any kind of clear cut “evidence” of anything? Might as well forget it, it ain’t coming.

Except what you see with your own eyes and know in your heart. It’s time to act on that, nothing else. We’re being lied to at a degree never before witnessed by humanity – how are you gonna take it?

Lying down? Now what ya’ gonna do once you realize it’s up to you?

Self Determined Judge, Jury and Executioner – And We Appeal To Them?

Why are the PTBs the judge and constructed jury instead of these decisions being in the competent hands of real, living, involved and caring people with real living conscious values in mind? And more fundamentally, why aren’t we allowed access to the evidence at every level?

It’s obvious. We’re not important. We’re lesser, subservient, servile subjects, and it’s all only the illusion of fairness to keep the populace placated.

One big conspiracy against humanity? You betcha!

I’m sick of their same old dog and pony show and the pussy footing around by duped humanity waiting  for “authorities” to validate anything. What kind of suckers are they playing us for? More importantly, what kind of suckers are we allowing ourselves to be? That’s the real question we need to ask.

And it needs to be answered individually. That’s the key. As we each stand up spiritually, their counterpart structure collapses.

Speaking Truth to Power – Humbug – Blow Past ’em

Michael Hastings dared to “speak truth to power” as they say. — another embedded and fundamentally cowed expression if you ask me.

You really think standing up in one of THEIR courts under THEIR conditions would reap any other result than what they want? And is it way too late anyway to even take that route considering the contrived world we’re living in?

I wrote about the possible implications of 9/11 Truth recently with Could 9/11 Truth Topple the American Empire?  The fact is, what is happening on any public scale at this point is what is allowed to happen, or at least allowed to be viewed in the mass consciousness, via their mass media “programming”.

Be aware of that at the deepest level. We suck up to “them” entertaining our “doubts and discrepancies” while they spew their venomous lies and accomplish their purposes. Nice exchange.

The Kennedy assassination is a good landmark. Whatever happened to the massive outcry to that obvious cover-up? Perhaps worse, look how MLK’s assassination was proven in civil court to have been carried out by the CIA – where the hell is that in the public consciousness? See if you can find that in a school history book.

We’re playing their goddamned game by subscribing to their paradigm, as it clearly works against us. It’s not for the good of the people, but for more consolidated power to controllers.

Stand Strong and Clean Against the Shitstorm

People need to break out of their hopey-changey “work through the system” paradigm and seriously be the change, as wonderfully and “radically” as they can. Then we’ll see some real action. Breaking out of these debilitating mindsets is essential if we’re to get a real footing in reality and be able to stand against the shitstorm of disempowering disinformation and the intimidating and bullying positioning they use against us.

And yes, that vague sounding “change” concept is useless on today’s playing field. We’re talking personal, spiritual, mental and cultural uprising. Disengage. That means rip the wires out. Quit any compromising, be it jobs, relationships or your use of language – radically leave your armchair comfort zone. Do some damage to the matrix by first ripping yourself out of its grip, come what may. Our biggest statement is the direction of our lives

The change is us. A full on complete new paradigm and operating unflinchingly from a liberated and empowered mindset is the goal.

Awake? or a Restful Sleeper…

It’s a sad day for a conditioned drone, I’ll tell you. More programming and accepting the assassination of  “questionables” is clearly afoot while sleepish humanity waits for the perpetrators to confess.

Come on. Please snap out of it.

But what about our national security?” What BS. Read 1984 again and get a grip.

At least we’re awake. Theirs is a “fungus” of the mass mind.

It’s a nasty world but real people are inherently wonderful!

Keep on waking up and responding! All aboard! They’re flecks of falsity in the path of Truth….don’t fall for their assumptive, debilitating programming. We are the change we need to see in the world!

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Navigating the Maelstrom and Dead Reckoning

by Zen Gardner
November 2014

“In navigation, dead reckoning (also ded (for deduced) reckoning or DR) is the process of calculating one’s current position by using a previously determined position, or fix, and advancing that position based upon known or estimated speeds over elapsed time and course.”

We all knew this storm was coming but being inside of it is a whole different experience. It feels like things are coming at you as your spirit gets buffeted by unseen influences. A lot of this has to do with the angst and fear being ginned up by the media and the collective response. Images of alien like hazmat suits and panic mode announcements by politicians while draconian measures roll out, confusing news reports, and a whole lot of fear and uncertainty appear on our screens, causing personal insecurities to arise in our hearts.

We may be aware of what’s going on and see the game plan, but most don’t, and are tuning into this fear and worry vibe. And it affects everyone. It runs through not just the emotions and actions of those around us but also through the etheric and we can all sense it. This is again why detachment and staying out of the low level emotion mode is so important.

We can observe this strangeness passing through but not let it throw us.

In times of storm at sea when a ship captain gets disoriented due to getting blown off course or is without the aid of celestial navigation, they have to recalibrate their position. And sometimes the only way to do that is by dead reckoning, determining where you are based on where you came from and your estimated speed and direction from your previous course.

It’s not the perfect analogy but illustrates the point. In navigating these storms of life the adage comes to mind, “Never doubt in the dark what you knew in the light.”

Draw Close to Loved Ones and Nature

This engineered confluence of insanity is creating quite the maelstrom and it’s a big one. Many are being buffeted by it and need comfort and reassurance. They may not understand its origins like we awakened do and realize this is almost entirely fabricated, but just your steadiness and detachment as you share love and a calm trusting attitude speaks volumes and steadies the heart.

It’s also an opportunity to spend more time with nature. Unfluttered, unhassled and fearless, creation is a wonderful teacher and an ever present friend. Even though she lets her power be known in amazing and powerful ways, we can be assured all is well in the natural cycle of life. And when she blows her top periodically, this may be frightening to some, but it is simply of a demonstration of nature’s magnificence as she reclaims and recycles in a way humanity could never conceive.

This innate understanding is clearly known by the spiritually grounded but escapes those living in engineered environments. Another reason not to subject ourselves to the false propaganda and living conditions so many have been herded into.  These self-reinforcing unnatural containment systems are anathema to truth and awareness, and even though many are overcoming them, it’s an ongoing battle that needlessly drains their energy.

There are other options for living a more natural life.

The Battle Is On

The seriousness of our current condition cannot be minimalized. We live in very challenging times, but again the answer is always simple. Disengage, detach and detox, to whatever degree possible. Our very lives and those we love depend on it. Keeping our peaceful yet awakened sanity while the world goes berserk is our greatest testament. What we share with others of course is our life’s blood and that of all those willing to listen. But our fundamental lifestyle must be firmly grounded in truth, and thus prepared for anything.

It’s a fight. No question. We’re all struggling in these tides of change of every sort. If we haven’t learned to navigate our lives by now we’re certifiably asleep with the rest of them and getting swallowed by the great vortex to nowhere.

But this is not our fate. The beauty of awakening is that even the slightest paddle against the tide of wickedness is met with amazing empowerment, and one stroke leads to another. There’s a source of strength and encouragement beyond most people’s imagination awaiting anyone who dares to buck the tide.

The trigger is our will. A simple decision. An effort. An awakening of spirit to the call for action.

Take it. You are what you have been waiting for. Simply do it, and be it.

It’s not complicated at all.

Much love,

Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Information Fixation and the True Breakaway Civilization

by Zen Gardner
July 10, 2016

It’s been quite a concern for me for some time now watching the growing information fascination phenomenon metastasize.

It’s become contagious and extremely toxic for those who should have transcended this energetic level some time ago. If we are aware of the fact that we are co-creators of our reality, why are we fixated on this dark, false imposed one and its projection instead of what we know to be true and pure and empowering?

Sure, we need to be aware of what’s going on around us and see through this façade, but once we do,

..then what?

Why do we dwell on these dark temporal and clearly manipulative realities?

Once we know they’re negatively charged and spiritually poisonous and clearly coming from the wrong source, why do we keep drinking at their well?

Is the next purely logical step so hard to take?

To break free of it and assert what we know to be the true alternative world?

Or is something even more close to home afoot – having to do with our own personal issues?

Enter the Egoic Self Preservation Loop

For some reason we wrap our identity around what we participate in.

Even though we have clearly found out that we each are the captain of our own sovereign ship, we still keep running around their decks and want to know every intricate detail of how their damned Matrix tanker operates.

Where’s the cut off point?

When is enough enough?

Never – but only if we’re operating in their system…

That’s what it’s designed to be, a vortex. Entertain it and you become it. New and fanciful ways but part of it we are when we do this, when we’re caught in the fascination loop, for whatever personal or outside stimulated reason.

This is where other forces are in full play, so our seeming reasons for being there are even convoluted within their false paradigm. At every level.

We are not strong enough to operate in their field. It requires a dumbed down vibrational change to be on their level, and at that level we are destined to lose – even if we appear to be so-called winning.

It’s a trap.

News Fever and the Grip of the Info Grid

I’ve worked in actual news rooms.

It’s frantic, and one-upmanship is the skill of choice, even if only with yourself to excel at what you do, but it’s addictive. Stress is a known killer but it’s the operation system in the survival of the fittest world out there.

Staying on “top” of what’s going on becomes a 24/7 addiction and it sucks – literally – sucking the very life out of you.

But ironically you feel very connected, and on “top” of what’s going on in the world. Your personal life might go to hell but you feel essential to the process, and thereby very connected and self affirmed.

It’s a drug. A vibrational source of fascinating deception…

The Internet has made amazing things available like no other time in known history. There’s no doubt about that. But how are we handling it? Websites are awash in up to the minute breaking news, each trying to “keep up” with the latest, even with the best of motives.

Just because it may be “alternative” doesn’t change this dynamic.

We’re feeding off it, and feeding into it.

Where’s the break-off point?

Shouldn’t we as conscious warriors recognize when we’re being played, drained and tripped off?

It appears the alt-stream current is predominantly well into this mode.

It doesn’t mean the reasons are all wrong and everything’s a psy-op or wannabe cash machine – it just means we need to find our own cut off point and listen to the prompts telling us when we’re caught in something. As well as have the personal discipline to turn it off.

So much is at play, but yesterday’s truth can become today’s bullshit with just a spiritual nuance, a wrong source, or twisted application.

That or just the overwhelming quantity of fundamentally negative crap can sink our once sailing ships – if we’re not careful.

Choose Your Battles – Don’t Let Them Choose You

Reactive living is a bitch.

If we just react to everything that crosses our path or our screen we are not living very responsibly nor consciously.

Time for meditation

Being in nature

Relaxing with friends

Doing personal energy work,

…are imperative. More now than ever…

This has been the theme of the 3 plus months I’m taking to visit Europe and it’s been amazing, especially the energy work and allowing time to have my bearings reset and energy system rewired.

It had to take movement from my previous surroundings and deliberately laying aside a good chunk of time to allow the process to take hold. As a result my life has radically changed, in some obvious ways but mostly in more subtle yet deeply profound ways.

And this needs to keep on. That’s the main message.

Taking the initiative on life instead of letting circumstances or the onslaught of information direct us is so empowering, howbeit challenging and somewhat disconcerting.

Seeing new things means being confronted with new response-abilities.

How much am I taking on board for real?

How much will I let these new understandings of whatever sort affect the course of my life?

There’s always a lot of letting go involved in real change:

old habits

viewpoints

understandings

attachments

social contracts,

…and on they go.

All I know is:

When our authentic self is knocking on the inside of the door of our hearts we better answer and let it out, come what may.

Therein lies the key to the true breakaway civilization being born within and without us.

We Are the True Breakaway Civilization

It’s ironic how the intruders of our planet think they’re creating a technological breakaway civilization, capable of not only fully controlling our world but actually believing they can now invade and colonize other planets in their pathetic state.

Psychopathy doesn’t begin to address the level of deviance of such a mind set.

Yet it exists. In our midst.

As completely out of touch with Creative Source these people, beings or hyper-dimensional sources are, they are very active and even walk among us in many forms, and exert empathy-devoid power with abandon.

The question immediately arises:

Why?

Why do they exist in a Universe that clearly curries love, community and togetherness as the essential part of its most basic fabric?

Again, it’s not a time to be unconsciously reactive.

All is good and essentially right – at a very profound level. Yet the paradox rides on. We are still in situations where we need to respond – but consciously.

Not only is this the great school of learning, but a great contest. But awareness of the overall must predominate. All is here for a very deep purpose, despite the hand to hand combat.

Again. A paradox of very great and profound dimensions. But here we are.

Waking up to the grand design yet being called up to respond consciously and participate in meaningful ways.

Break Away!

While vibrations rise and the great awakening continues to erupt, the onus is still on us.

How do we respond and at what level?

Will we feed the lower level testing energies by fighting back on their level, or will we rise to new heights of awakened activism?

Not so easy to discern but once we do and literally break away from the parasitic mindsets and lower level understandings of our current situation things begin to make incredibly clear sense.

We are breaking away. As we affirm what’s right and true and live according to our convictions, we feel a tremendous difference in our reality. We’re separating from the host and parasite – the doomed cycle of entrapped slumbered-down civilization. Breaking away into a new realm of co-creativity and sense of tremendous empowerment.

It may appear vague at first, but it’s happening.

On a massively broad scale as awakening souls feel the pull, but much more profoundly manifested by the vanguard of truly realized souls coming to life – activating and taking the necessary steps towards freedom.

Lead on, lead on. The movement works itself into the vein of transition. It’s not leadership nor followership, it’s co-creation, where our only time is in the now.

Manifest. But do it. All the way…

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Awakening in Dystopia

by Zen Gardner
April 04, 2016

An awakening of consciousness causing huge paradigm shifts personally and in all aspects of society is clearly taking place.

Whether it’s caused by the galactic alignment or the completion of epochal cycles or interplanetary intervention, or just the evolution of our species, it’s important for all of us to not fight this wonderful, empowering change.

We need to embrace it and grow with it and let our previous notions continue to fade away.

As so often is the case, personal awakenings come through changes – changes in our understanding, circumstances or personal experience that in turn affect our perception of the world around us and hence our interaction with it.

And they will continue, in new and surprising ways.

I know for myself the economic downturn last decade, coupled with other forces of course, was one of the best turning points in my life, as I moved to where I wanted to be, got off the treadmill, did what I was meant to do, and stopped putting off my life and intended purpose by chasing the carrot of future security.

And everything has radically changed for the better in every aspect of my life since, as my consciousness and awareness grew exponentially.

Tuning Into to the Right Frequency

When I say tune into and yield to this wave, I’m not talking about yielding to the concurring lower dark, negative forces that are fighting this positive change tooth and tong.

Those yielding to those lower dimensions are simply reinforcing the control systems that furiously attempt to stupify and enslave humanity to their false paradigms and blind us to our true nature, coupled with the vibrational changes that are further empowering us… efforts that will not and cannot prevail against this uprising of truth.

But look what’s happened over recent times:

• the clearly manipulated “downturn” in the world economy
• the staged and constantly amplified “war on terror”
• the continued deliberate dumbing-down of society
• the rise and predominance of an obvious state controlled media
• the Orwellian reversal of fundamental truths,

…all are profoundly impacting everyone on this planet and becoming clearly evident to more people every day.

If you want to see this in full blown dystopian action, just look at Amerikan politics amidst a techno-fascist war on anyone and everyone, or the subversion of Europe economically and socially now fully underway.

This brief summary clip from a movie version of George Orwell’s “1984” hauntingly portrays the world in which we clearly now live – and all by design.



Pretty startling. Yet ask any young person about this book and they’ll never have heard of it.

Riding the Wave of Change

This newfound awareness, while seemingly negative in what is revealed about today’s world and its controllers, is actually positive, packed with essential knowledge which in turn makes us search for answers and meaning more ardently than ever.

People are shedding their religious and political constructs and becoming much more conscious and spiritual. Hierarchical controls are disintegrating and losing their powers.

And thanks to the internet, empowering information is exchanged at an accelerating rate to facilitate this change, as well as personal connections that only lead to more empowerment.

The multi-dimensional wave of Truth is rising.

Don’t fear it – ride it. Be curious – be open – be conscious – communicate with others – and take positive action.

As David Icke put it years ago (The Truth Vibrations will End the Control System) and which still holds true today:

“I am not suggesting for a moment that the transformation to a new epoch of true love and understanding is going to be easy. We are already in the midst of it and it is clearly not easy.

It involves the pain of new birth and the death of old and worn out belief systems. No wonder that people are getting confused and bewildered at what is happening in their own lives and the world in general.

There is some way to go yet, but I am seeing the signs that we are fast entering a new stage – a stage when the awakening begins to demonstrably impact on the agenda of the Control System.

This is no time for faint hearts or airy-fairy ‘love and light’ fakery. The emergence of the Truth Vibrations does not mean that we can just sit around and wait for the revolution, brother.

We can choose to be expressions of the Truth Vibrations in what we do, or expressions of the doomed and dismantling epoch of self-obsession, control and deception.”

In Summary

When Your Back’s Against the Wall, Don’t Be There

by Zen Gardner
May 15, 2015

That’s simply it – just don’t be there. If at all possible you shouldn’t be in a place like that. If you can avoid getting pinned against anything, that’s your smartest move. That’s why I like to keep changing and moving. But you can’t be carrying a lot of baggage if you want to do that, physically or spiritually.

Now’s a good time to free yourself from attachments and be ready for anything. Each according to his own, but you don’t want to get caught flatfooted if you can avoid it.

In my basketball days we had a defensive drill where you’d take your stance and the coach would come and try to push you over. If you were on your heels you’d fall back quick and easy. But if you’re in a ready stance, knees bent, arched back, on your toes with your hands extended for balance, you not only couldn’t be pushed over, you could easily move side to side, front to back, block passes and shots, and even steal the ball.

Being in a ready stance to take the initiative is the key to freedom. In a world where we’re so bombarded with influences and imposed conditions we need to be able to sense converging conditions and not allow ourselves to be corralled into any kind of corner, whether in social exchanges or immediate living conditions.

Preparedness

I honestly believe preparedness is more spiritual than anything, although the physical is also imperative.

We’re going to see more and more weird stuff in the coming months and years and our antenna’s need to be up and our listening on full alert. I’m sure you’ve heard the stories, but many a time people get premonitions – intuitive fore-warnings – that often turn out to be life savers for whole families.

We need to learn to operate in that realm.

That type of conscious awareness cannot be hacked, spied upon or blocked. The only thing that jams it is fear and distraction. When those conditions seem to close in it’s time to heighten your sensitivity in order to determine what is really going on around you, in the microcosm as well as macrocosm of life, in order to make conscious judgements and decisions.

The Power of Distraction

If you’ve ever had your pocket picked you’ve probably experienced how deftly distraction can be used. One of their techniques is to put pressure on one part of your body–usually your shoulder or upper back, while they lift your wallet out. Your body sensors are concentrating on the main pressure and don’t register the other. They’ll also do a complete hit as if they were accidentally bumping into you so something gets spilled and everyone is distracted looking at the effects. Apologies are exchanged and you don’t realize until afterwards that you’ve just been robbed.

Another interesting technique is they’ll work in a group, which is usually the case, and one will say “watch out, there’s pickpockets on the train (0r bus or street)” as they walk past. You’ll instinctively reach down and pat the pocket or wherever you’re carrying your wallet or valuables to see if they’re OK. Guess who was watching just behind you?

Scam on. And the whole matrix is a scam, never forget that.

Caught flat footed…can be lethal.

Stay on the Offensive

They say the best defense is a good offense. I’m not totally sure about that as it’s a a bit two dimensional but the point is a good one. Try to stay on the offensive and not let yourself get put on the defensive. You learn this in conversation or if you’ve ever had to deal with the media. Really aware and prepared people will take a derogatory or leading question from some talking head and say, “I’m glad you asked that question..” and then go on to say whatever they want, ignoring the trap-laden question altogether.

We just have to be smart, especially in troublesome times and now with this militarized gestapo and snitch society mindset moving in on us it’s even more important to stay vigilant.

Fear is the killer, but mobility, taking the initiative instead of just reacting, and keeping a listening heart, will keep you and your family safe more than anything and keep you free to be a force for good.

What “a Lert” looks like..

But What If You Get Pinned?

That’s entirely up to you and your situation. I just don’t think it’s healthy to have a stand-off mindset as it invites trouble and plays into their hands. But don’t over spiritualize a situation that warrants force to protect yourself and your loved ones.

My point is it’s better to simply not allow yourself to be funneled into those types of situations, especially if you’re already aware that some confiscation program or search for so-called dissidents is afoot.

Be well. Stay alert at all times. Driving consciously is a good illustration, noticing every little thing around you and listening for warnings. You can be the best driver in the world but if you didn’t slow down, stop or turn when Consciousness tells you to the consequences may not be the optimum outcome you’re looking for.

So-called accidents can usually be avoided and don’t have to happen. Don’t resign or relinquish yourself to anything by unconsciously going along with what is awash around you no matter how “normal” it appears to everyone else. You may never see that accident or traffic stop or mob break out that you avoided by making a pre-emptive conscious choice to take another route, or even most out of dangerous areas.

Stay tuned in and turned on. It actually makes all this insanity a fun ride. We’re in a very energetically empowered time but it requires wise choices and a very real degree of commitment to learn to operate by spiritual radar instead of living inside their “reactor” climate.

Surf’s up! The power is infinite and for the taking. Practice operating in this mode and you’ll see synchronicity and confirmations abound, and a whole lot of empowerment!

Love always, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

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The Jesuit Order – Programmed To Spy, Assassinate and Exterminate

by Zen Gardner
September 23, 2013

The Order of the Jesuits were anathema only 2 generations ago. History has been rewritten and this murderous order is now portrayed as social reformers and educators. In fact, they are the military arm of the Babylonian Catholic Church and as you’ll see below are charged with the murder and annihilation of anyone or anything that gets in the way of the Vatican plan.

The subject is well worth investigation if this is new to you. Their tentacles reach into the halls of power everywhere, including US Presidents, the military, corporate and banking thugs, and power brokers worldwide. To have the first Jesuit Pope ever as the head of the Catholic empire at this pregnant time in history is no accident and does not bode well for humanity.

Understanding the background of the Jesuit Order is best done by exposing their oath. Much like the Mossad and hard core Zionists, they are ordained and sworn to do anything and everything necessary to further their unholy cause for world domination and control.

The Jesuits are a Military Religious Order of the Roman Catholic Church

“When a Jesuit of the minor rank is to be elevated to command, he is conducted into the Chapel of the Convent of the Order, where there are only three others present, the principal or Superior standing in front of the altar. On either side stands a monk, one of whom holds a banner of yellow and white, which are the Papal colors, and the other a black banner with a dagger and red cross above a skull and crossbones, with the word INRI, and below them the words IUSTUM, NECAR, REGES, IMPIOUS. The meaning of which is: It is just to exterminate or annihilate impious or heretical Kings, Governments, or Rulers. Upon the floor is a red cross at which the postulant or candidate kneels. The Superior hands him a small black crucifix, which he takes in his left hand and presses to his heart, and the Superior at the same time presents to him a dagger, which he grasps by the blade and holds the point against his heart, the Superior still holding it by the hilt, and thus addresses the postulant:”

Superior:

“My son, heretofore you have been taught to act the dissembler: among Roman Catholics to be a Roman Catholic, and to be a spy even among your own brethren; to believe no man, to trust no man. Among the Reformers, to be a reformer; among the Huguenots, to be a Huguenot; among the Calvinists, to be a Calvinist; among other Protestants, generally to be a Protestant, and obtaining their confidence, to seek even to preach from their pulpits, and to denounce with all the vehemence in your nature our Holy Religion and the Pope; and even to descend so low as to become a Jew among Jews, that you might be enabled to gather together all information for the benefit of your Order as a faithful soldier of the Pope.”

“You have been taught to insidiously plant the seeds of jealousy and hatred between communities, provinces, states that were at peace, and incite them to deeds of blood, involving them in war with each other, and to create revolutions and civil wars in countries that were independent and prosperous, cultivating the arts and the sciences and enjoying the blessings of peace. To take sides with the combatants and to act secretly with your brother Jesuit, who might be engaged on the other side, but openly opposed to that with which you might be connected, only that the Church might be the gainer in the end, in the conditions fixed in the treaties for peace and that the end justifies the means.”

“You have been taught your duty as a spy, to gather all statistics, facts and information in your power from every source; to ingratiate yourself into the confidence of the family circle of Protestants and heretics of every class and character, as well as that of the merchant, the banker, the lawyer, among the schools and universities, in parliaments and legislatures, and the judiciaries and councils of state, and to be all things to all men, for the Pope’s sake, whose servants we are unto death.”

“You have received all your instructions heretofore as a novice, a neophyte, and have served as co-adjurer, confessor and priest, but you have not yet been invested with all that is necessary to command in the Army of Loyola in the service of the Pope. You must serve the proper time as the instrument and executioner as directed by your superiors; for none can command here who has not consecrated his labors with the blood of the heretic; for “without the shedding of blood no man can be saved.” Therefore, to fit yourself for your work and make your own salvation sure, you will, in addition to your former oath of obedience to your order and allegiance to the Pope, repeat after me:-”

(The following material contained in Congressional Record, House Bill 1523, Contested election case of Eugene C. Bonniwell, against Thos. S. Butler, February 15, 1913, pages 3215-3216. The oath appears in its entirety, in the book, THE SUPPRESSED TRUTH ABOUT THE ASSASSINATION OF ABRAHAM LINCOLN, by Burke McCarty, pages 14-16).

The Extreme Oath of the Jesuits

“I, ……….., now, in the presence of Almighty God, the Blessed Virgin Mary, the blessed Michael the Archangel, the blessed St. John the Baptist, the holy Apostles St. Peter and St. Paul and all the saints and sacred hosts of heaven, and to you, my ghostly father, the Superior General of the Society of Jesus, founded by St. Ignatius Loyola in the Pontificate of Paul the Third, and continued to the present, do by the womb of the virgin, the matrix of God, and the rod of Jesus Christ, declare and swear, that his holiness the Pope is Christ’s Vice-regent and is the true and only head of the Catholic or Universal Church throughout the earth; and that by virtue of the keys of binding and loosing, given to his Holiness by my Savior, Jesus Christ, he hath power to depose heretical kings, princes, states, commonwealths and governments, all being illegal without his sacred confirmation and that they may safely be destroyed.”

“Therefore, to the utmost of my power I shall and will defend this doctrine of his Holiness’ right and custom against all usurpers of the heretical or Protestant authority whatever, especially the Lutheran of Germany, Holland, Denmark, Sweden, Norway, and the now pretended authority and churches of England and Scotland, and branches of the same now established in Ireland and on the Continent of America and elsewhere; and all adherents in regard that they be usurped and heretical, opposing the sacred Mother Church of Rome. I do now renounce and disown any allegiance as due to any heretical king, prince or state named Protestants or Liberals, or obedience to any of the laws, magistrates or officers.”

“I do further declare that the doctrine of the churches of England and Scotland, of the Calvinists, Huguenots and others of the name Protestants or Liberals to be damnable and they themselves damned who will not forsake the same.”

“I do further declare, that I will help, assist, and advise all or any of his Holiness’ agents in any place wherever I shall be, in Switzerland, Germany, Holland, Denmark, Sweden, Norway, England, Ireland or America, or in any other Kingdom or territory I shall come to, and do my uttermost to extirpate the heretical Protestants or Liberals’ doctrines and to destroy all their pretended powers, legal or otherwise.”

“I do further promise and declare, that notwithstanding I am dispensed with, to assume my religion heretical, for the propaganda of the Mother Church’s interest, to keep secret and private all her agents’ counsels from time to time, as they may entrust me and not to divulge, directly or indirectly, by word, writing or circumstance whatever; but to execute all that shall be proposed, given in charge or discovered unto me, by you, my ghostly father, or any of this sacred covenant.”

“I do further promise and declare, that I will have no opinion or will of my own, or any mental reservation whatever, even as a corpse or cadaver (perinde ac cadaver), but will unhesitatingly obey each and every command that I may receive from my superiors in the Militia of the Pope and of Jesus Christ.”

“That I may go to any part of the world withersoever I may be sent, to the frozen regions of the North, the burning sands of the desert of Africa, or the jungles of India, to the centers of civilization of Europe, or to the wild haunts of the barbarous savages of America, without murmuring or repining, and will be submissive in all things whatsoever communicated to me.”

“I furthermore promise and declare that I will, when opportunity presents, make and wage relentless war, secretly or openly, against all heretics, Protestants and Liberals, as I am directed to do, to extirpate and exterminate them from the face of the whole earth; and that I will spare neither age, sex or condition; and that I will hang, waste, boil, flay, strangle and bury alive these infamous heretics, rip up the stomachs and wombs of their women and crush their infants’ heads against the walls, in order to annihilate forever their execrable race. That when the same cannot be done openly, I will secretly use the poisoned cup, the strangulating cord, the steel of the poniard or the leaden bullet, regardless of the honor, rank, dignity, or authority of the person or persons, whatever may be their condition in life, either public or private, as I at any time may be directed so to do by any agent of the Pope or Superior of the Brotherhood of the Holy Faith, of the Society of Jesus.”

“In confirmation of which, I hereby dedicate my life, my soul and all my corporal powers, and with this dagger which I now receive, I will subscribe my name written in my own blood, in testimony thereof; and should I prove false or weaken in my determination, may my brethren and fellow soldiers of the Militia of the Pope cut off my hands and my feet, and my throat from ear to ear, my belly opened and sulphur burned therein, with all the punishment that can be inflicted upon me on earth and my soul be tortured by demons in an eternal hell forever!”

“All of which, I, ………., do swear by the Blessed Trinity and blessed Sacraments, which I am now to receive, to perform and on my part to keep inviolable; and do call all the heavenly and glorious host of heaven to witness the blessed Sacrament of the Eucharist, and witness the same further with my name written and with the point of this dagger dipped in my own blood and sealed in the face of this holy covenant.”

(He receives the wafer from the Superior and writes his name with the point of his dagger dipped in his own blood taken from over his heart.)

Superior:

“You will now rise to your feet and I will instruct you in the Catechism necessary to make yourself known to any member of the Society of Jesus belonging to this rank.”

“In the first place, you, as a Brother Jesuit, will with another mutually make the ordinary sign of the cross as any ordinary Roman Catholic would; then one cross his wrists, the palms of his hands open, and the other in answer crosses his feet, one above the other; the first points with forefinger of the right hand to the center of the palm of the left, the other with the forefinger of the left hand points to the center of the palm of the right; the first then with his right hand makes a circle around his head, touching it; the other then with the forefinger of his left hand touches the left side of his body just below his heart; the first then with his right hand draws it across the throat of the other, and the latter then with a dagger down the stomach and abdomen of the first. The first then says Iustum; and the other answers Necar; the first Reges. The other answers Impious.” (The meaning of which has already been explained.) “The first will then present a small piece of paper folded in a peculiar manner, four times, which the other will cut longitudinally and on opening the name Jesu will be found written upon the head and arms of a cross three times. You will then give and receive with him the following questions and answers:-“

Question:- From whither do you come?

Answer:- The Holy faith.

Q.:- Whom do you serve?

A.:- The Holy Father at Rome, the Pope, and the Roman Catholic Church Universal throughout the world.

Q.:- Who commands you?

A.:- The Successor of St. Ignatius Loyola, the founder of the Society of Jesus or the Soldiers of Jesus Christ.

Q.:- Who received you?

A.:- A venerable man in white hair.

Q.:- How?

A.:- With a naked dagger, I kneeling upon the cross beneath the banners of the Pope and of our sacred order.

Q.:- Did you take an oath?

A.:- I did, to destroy heretics and their governments and rulers, and to spare neither age, sex nor condition. To be as a corpse without any opinion or will of my own, but to implicitly obey my Superiors in all things without hesitation of murmuring.

Q.:- Will you do that?

A.:- I will.

Q.:- How do you travel?

A.:- In the bark of Peter the fisherman.

Q.:- Whither do you travel?

A.:- To the four quarters of the globe.

Q.:- For what purpose?

A.:- To obey the orders of my general and Superiors and execute the will of the Pope and faithfully fulfill the conditions of my oaths.

Q.:- Go ye, then, into all the world and take possession of all lands in the name of the Pope. He who will not accept him as the Vicar of Jesus and his Vice-regent on earth, let him be accursed and exterminated.”

The Oath of the Knights of Columbus, Knights of Malta and Rhodes Scholars is based upon the Oath of the Jesuits

(This is an extract of the Congressional Record of the House of Representatives dated February 15, 1913, where the oath is entered as purported to be of the Knights of Columbus).

“I, …………, now in the presence of Almighty God, the blessed Virgin Mary, the blessed St. John the Baptist, the Holy Apostles, St. Peter and St. Paul, and all the saints, sacred host of heaven, and to you, my Ghostly Father, the superior general of the Society of Jesus rounded by St. Ignatius Loyola, in the pontification of Paul the III and continued to the present, do by the womb at the Virgin, the matrix of God, and the rod of Jesus Christ, declare and swear that His Holiness the Pope, is Christ’s vice regent and is the true and only head of the Catholic or Universal Church throughout the earth; and that by virtue of the keys of binding and loosing given His Holiness by my Savior, Jesus Christ, he hath power to depose heretical kings, princes, States, Commonwealths, and Governments and they may be safely destroyed. Therefore to the utmost of ray power I will defend this doctrine and His Holiness’s right and custom against all usurpers of the heretical or Protestant authority whatever, especially the Lutheran Church of Germany, Holland, Denmark, Sweden, and Norway and the now pretended authority and Churches of England and Scotland, and the branches of same now established in Ireland and on the Continent of America and elsewhere, and all adherents in regard that they may be usurped and heretical, opposing the sacred Mother Church of Rome.”

“I do now denounce and disown any allegiance as due to any heretical king, prince, or State, named Protestant or Liberals, or obedience to any of their laws, magistrates, or officers.”

“I do further declare that the doctrine of the Churches of England and Scotland, of the Calvinists, Huguenots, and others of the name of Protestants or Masons to be damnable, and they themselves to be damned who will not forsake the same.”

“I do further declare that I will help assist, and advise all or any of His Holiness’s agents, in any place where I should be, in Switzerland, Germany, Holland, Ireland, or America, or in any other kingdom or territory I shall come to and do my utmost to extirpate the heretical Protestant or Masonic doctrines and to destroy all their pretended powers, legal or otherwise.”

“I do further promise and declare that, notwithstanding I am dispensed with to assume any religion heretical for the propagation of the Mother Church’s interest to keep secret and private all her agents’ counsels from time to time, as they intrust me and not divulge, directly or indirectly, by word, writing, or circumstances whatever but to execute all that should be proposed, given in charge or discovered unto me by you my Ghostly Father, or any of this sacred order.”

“I do further promise and declare that I will have no opinion or will of my own or any mental reservation whatsoever, even as a corpse or cadaver (perinde ac cadaver), but will unhesitatingly obey each and every command that I may receive from my superiors in the militia of the Pope and of Jesus Christ.”

“That I will go to any part of the world whithersoever I may be sent, to the frozen regions north, jungles of India, to the centers of civilization of Europe, or to the wild haunts of the barbarous savages of America without murmuring or repining, and will be submissive in all things whatsoever is communicated to me.”

“I do further promise and declare that I will, when opportunity presents, make and wage relentless war, secretly and openly against all heretics, Protestants and Masons, as I am directed to do to extirpate them from the face of the whole earth; and that I will spare neither age, sex, or condition, and that will hang, bum, waste, boil, flay, strangle, and bury alive these infamous heretics; rip up the stomachs and wombs of their women, and crush their infants’ heads against the wails in order to annihilate their execrable race. That when the same can not be done openly, I will secretly use the poisonous cup, the strangulation cord, the steel of the poniard, or the leaden bullet, regardless of the honor, rank, dignity, or authority of the persons, whatever may be their condition in life, either public or private, as I at any time may be directed so to do by any agents of the Pope or superior of the Brotherhood of the Holy Father of the Society of Jesus.”

“In confirmation of which I hereby dedicate my life, soul, and all corporal powers, and with the dagger which I now receive I will subscribe my name written in my blood in testimony thereof; and should I prove false or weaken in my determination, may my brethren and fellow soldiers of the militia of the Pope cut off my hands and feet and my throat from ear to ear, my belly opened and sulphur burned therein with all the punishment that can be inflicted upon me on earth and my soul shall be tortured by demons in eternal hell forever.”

“That I will in voting always vote for K. of C, in preference to a Protestant, especially a Mason, and that I will leave my party so to do; that if two Catholics are on the ticket I will satisfy myself which is the better supporter of Mother Church and vote accordingly.”

“That I will not deal with or employ a Protestant if in my power to deal with or employ a Catholic. That I will place Catholic girls in Protestant families that a weekly report may be made of the inner movements of the heretics.”

“That I will provide myself with arms and ammunition that I may be in readiness when the word is passed, or I am commanded to defend the church either as an individual or with the militia of the Pope.”

“All of which I, …………, do swear by the blessed Trinity and blessed sacrament which I am now to receive to perform and on part to keep this, my oath.”

“In testimony hereof, I take this most holy and blessed Sacrament of the Eucharist and witness the same further with my name written with the point of this dagger dipped in my own blood and seal in the face of this holy sacrament.”

The Oath administered to the Illuminati is based upon the Oath of the Jesuits

Before the Oath is administered it is said —a sword is pointed at the breast:

“Shouldst thou become a traitor or perjurer, let this sword remind thee of each and all the members in arms against thee. Do not hope to find safety; whithersoever thou mayest fly, shame and remorse as well as the vengeance of thine unknown brothers will torture and pursue thee.”

Then in the Oath which follows he swears:

“. . . Eternal silence, and faithfulness and everlasting obedience to all superiors and regulations of the Order. I also renounce my own personal views and opinions as well as all control of my powers and capacities. I promise also to consider the well-being of the Order as my own, and I am ready, as long as I am a member, to serve it with my goods, my honour, and my life . . . If I act against the rules and well-being of the Society, I will submit myself to the penalties to which my superiors may condemn me . . .”

“In the name of the son crucified (i.e. the Pentagram, the illuminised man), swear to break the bonds which still bind you to your father, mother, brothers, sisters, wife, relatives, friends, mistresses, kings, chiefs, benefactors, and all persons to whomsoever you may have promised faith, obedience, and service. Name and curse the place where you were born, so that you may dwell in another sphere, to which you will attain only after having renounced this pestilential globe, vile refuse of the heavens! From this moment you are free from the so-called oath to country and laws: swear to reveal to the new chief, recognised by you, what you may have seen or done, intercepted, read or heard, learned or surmised, and also seek for and spy out what your eyes cannot discern. Honour and respect the Aqua Tofana (i.e. an imperceptably slow poison) as a sure, prompt, and necessary means of purging the globe by death of those who seek to vilify the truth and sieze it from our hands. Fly from Spain, Naples, and all accursed land; finally fly from the temptation to reveal what you may hear, for the thunder is no prompter that the knife, which awaits you in whatsoever place you may be. Live in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. (The Trinity of Illuminism—Cabalistic and Gnostic. The Father—the generating fire; the Holy Spirit—the Great Mother Nature, reproducing all things; the Son—the manifestation, the vital fluid, the astral light of Illuminism).”

Unknown to the members of these various secret societies seeking “Illumination” and “deification,” their masters are the Cabalistic Jew, the originator of Gnostic mysticism. (Please see the text that follows).

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“The three forms of initiation—individual, group, or universal—all lead to conscious or unconscious control by a central power, who in some mysterious way makes its influence felt; often clairvoyantly and clairaudiently seen and heard, but never physically present or visible. the system in all three is the same—cabalistic. Secretly here and there individuals are prepared; these again form groups or centres from which influences spread until they form a network covering the entire world. Like rays from a hidden sun these groups are apparently divergent and detatched, but in reality all issue from the same central body. The system is seen to be an insidious and secret dissemination of ideas, orienting and breaking down all barriers of family, religion, morality, nationality, and all self-initiative thought, always under the cloak of a new and more modern religion, new thought, new morality, a new heaven and a new earth; until it evolves a gigantic robot merely answering to the will and commands of a secret Master Mind. They dream they are free, original, self-determining individuals; they are but the negative moon reflecting and reproducing the light from the same hidden and cabalistic Sun. It is called regeneration by the Illuminati; it is in truth individual death and disintegration, followed by a resurrection as negative “light-bearers” of this cabalistic dark Sun whose Luciferian “Grand Plan” is world domination.” (Anonymous, Light-bearers of Darkness, The Christian Book Club of America, p105).

The Jewish Encyclopaedia points out that Gnosticism “was Jewish in character long before it became Christian,” and quotes the opinion, “a movement closely connected with Jewish mysticism.” The Freemason Ragon says: “The Cabala is the key of the occult sciences. The Gnostics were born of the Cabalists.”

Rabbi Benamozegh says, “Those who will take the trouble to examine with care the connection between Judaism and philosophic Freemasonry, theosophy, and the mysteries in general . . . will cease to smile in pity at the suggestion that Cabalistic theology may have a role to play in the religious transformations of the future. . . . It contains the key to the modern religious problem” (Anonymous, Light-bearers of Darkness, The Christian Book Club of America, p11).

“Chaldean thought acted powerfully upon orthodox Judaism and determined the growth of a sect in its midst which was to transform Israel. . . . This sect was that of the Pharisees. . . . What they borrowed (from the Chaldeans) in fact . . . was the essence of the Pantheistic doctrine . . . It was then that was formed from these borrowings that Kabalah of the Pharisees which was for long transmitted orally from Master to disciple, and was, 800 years later, to inspire the compilation of the Talmud, and found its completest expression in the Sepher ha Zohar. . . . This religion of the ‘Deified Man,’ with which they were impregnated in Babylon, was only conceived as benefiting the Jew, superior and predestinated being. . . .” (M. Flavien Bernier, Les Juifs et le Talmud, 1913).

The Jewish writer Bernard Lazare said, “It is certain that there were Jews even at the cradle of Freemasonry—Cabalistic Jews, as it is proved by certain existing rites . . . The Jew is also a builder: proud, ambitious, domineering, he tries to draw everything to himself. He is not satisfied with de-Christianising, he Judaises; he destroys the Catholic or Protestant faith, he provokes indifference, but he imposes his idea of the world, of morals, and of life upon whose faith he ruins; he works at his age-old task—the annihilation of the religion of Christ!”

Mrs. Nesta Webster in Secret Societies and Subversive Movements, writes:

“The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion have been marvellously correct as prophecy, foreshadowing all of this in a remarkable way, whatever their first origin, before Maurice Joly used part of them in 1864.”

“Dr. Ranking, who has devoted many years of study to the question . . . in a very interesting paper published in the masonic journal, Ars Quatuor Coronatorum, observes: ‘That from the very commencement of Christianity there has been transmitted through the centuries a body of doctrine incompatible with Christianity in the various official Churches. That the bodies teaching these doctrines profess to do so on the authority of St. John, to whom, as they claimed, the true secrets had been committed by the Founder of Christianity, that during the Middle Ages, the main support of the Gnostic bodies and the main repository of this knowledge (Johannism) was the Society of the Templars.’ And he further said, ‘The record of the Templars in Palestine is one long tale of intrigue and treachery on the part of the Order’.”

In his History of Magic, Eliphas Levi informs us:

“The Templars had two doctrines: one was concealed and reserved to the leaders, being that of Johannism; the other was public, being Roman Catholic doctrine. . . The Johannism of the adepts was the Kabalah of the Gnostics, but it degenerated speedily into a mystic pantheism carried even to idolatry of Nature and hatred of all revealed dogma. . . They fostered the regrets of every fallen worship and the hopes of every new cultus, promising to all liberty of conscience and a new orthodoxy which should be the synthesis of all persecuted beliefs. They went even so far as to recognise the pantheistic symbolism of the grand masters of Black Magic . . . they rendered divine honours to the monstrous idol Baphomet.”

The mystic affiliations under the Pyramids of Egypt, the esoteric sect of Pythagoras, the astrologers or mathematicians of Rome in the time of Domitian, the House of Wisdom in Cairo, the Ismailis or Assassins, Companions of the Old Man of the Mountain, the Templars, the Rose-Croix (Rosicrucians), the Carbonari, the Jesuits, Freemasons, B’nai B’rith, Knights of Columbus, the Souffrants, the Chercheurs, Lodges of St. John, of Melchisedek, Royal Priests, Masters of the Wise, the Asiatic Brethren . . . all appear to form an uninterrupted chain of these superior affiliations . . . under the name of the Illuminati, under the Directing Power of the Invisibles—Earthly beings—Masters working on the Astral, whose self-appointed role was to be the arbiters and Masters of the World.

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

The Long Draconian Arm of the New World ‘Rule of Law’

by Zen Gardner
June 25, 2013

Get this:

A senior U.S. official delivered a terse statement to Hong Kong on Saturday about Snowden, saying, “If Hong Kong doesn’t act soon, it will complicate our bilateral relations and raise questions about Hong Kong’s commitment to the rule of law.” (Source)

You can’t possibly read that any other way than crass self-justified intimidation.

Reminds you immediately of Ding W’s, “You’re either with us, or you’re with the terrorists.”  Now to the hypno-blinded by the deception, that makes total sense. Within the bubble of their construct that means, “You terrorist harbingers better watch out, we’re pissed and have a righteous cause here to defend at any cost, and if you don’t toe the line we’re coming after you!”

In reality it’s a bold faced threat veiled in a fascist false choice.  The difference here is the “rule of law” claim intimates that they’ve got everything in place in the new world structure to where what they claim as law is now international law. Doesn’t matter if it keeps changing, “It’s the Law!”

The Pincers of Totalitarian Control

Call it globalization, or internationalization, a sustainable integrated system, whatever innocuous sounding term they use, it’s the advancement of the One World Plan. The loss of sovereignty is what it really is.

The constant erosion of personal liberties is being worked in concert with loss of national sovereignty.

For centuries social engineers have been working towards this breakdown of anything indigenous to humanity – such as cultures, micro-societies, history, education and right down to the family unit. Anything that would interfere with direct allegiance to the State. Only this would be a global state.

It takes some doing but they’ve been working toward this goal for a long, long time. Early experiments by the Jesuits with communalism in Latin America were part of this. The obvious ones like Communist pogroms in Russia, China, Cambodia, the fascist regimes of Hitler and Mussolini were all part of the process to see what works and to soften up humanity to the idea, even if in reaction to it. That too can be easily channeled in their favor, as has the bold-faced Zionism fabrication, nothing but an occult celebration of wealth, power and control centralized and manifested like a festering boil on the ass of humanity.

The more subtle techniques, besides the deft use of mind numbing religion and futile politics, include the rise of eugenics in the US and then Germany, and the various secret societies and their think tanks and “foundations” working to erode any and all societal constructs. Secret scientific developments of chemicals and drugs to dumb down and control humanity, and not the least of which is the take over of the world media leading to its current use as a psychological cudgel on the brains of humanity.

The “masses” can’t see it happening around them. Certainly the controlled media won’t point it out or blow the whistle. These ideas are only presented in carefully carved and channeled historical contexts that keep a good, safe distance from the current reality. Ah, good old academia, musty-fying reality for generations of unquestioning followers to come. And to explain the current draconian crackdown on anything and everything? The same rhetoric every duped society ever heard – “protect the homeland, there are forces trying to attack us, they hate our freedoms..”

But again, who’s looking? “1984 came and went, what’s your point? Now pass the MSGed-GMO fries that aren’t’ potatoes anyway and hand me my aspartame-fluoridated high fructose corn syrup bubbly and leave me be, spineless Sponge Bob is on TV. Oh, look honey, those cool long clouds are spreading out over the house again, should be a great sunset if they do like they did yesterday…”

Where Are We Now?

Throwing down this “rule of law” gauntlet is no small thing. It’s nothing new but they’re swinging their stick with new found hubris and wild-eyed avarice. To me it says they’ve got the go ahead, “We shall now operate as if the NWO government is fully in place whether we spell it out for them or not.” You know that’s true when you just follow the activities of NATO, as well as the decisions by Heads of State.

We know it’s in place, the EU, World Economic Council, the World Monetary Fund, the UN, Agenda 21 rolling out worldwide, the power of the central bankster cabal as exemplified by the Bank of International Settlements etc. We’re pretty far down the tubes.

Standing up to the international cabal now policed by NATO is becoming harder and harder to do. Even Russia and China are having to dance around while they figure out what to do with this gang of psychopathic, blood thirsty, trigger-happy drone fleet commanders. And given the opportunity they’d do the same thing, and have.

Should be interesting to see if they try to slice up the pie like they did after WW2, only ahead of time to avoid a full on nuclear war.

The question is if anyone can get this rapacious US based and fueled bully to back down long enough to realize the insanity of their plundering.

Personally, I doubt it. Too much momentum.

The only reasoning going on amongst them is, “Who’s behaving and we’ll keep on board, and who’s going to be liquidated.” Basically, “What’s in it for me?” is the bottom line amongst these greedy power freaks. And that’s based on their enslaved “loyalty” to the forces above them. Man, are they in for a surprise when their services are no longer needed”, ha!

No thank you, all that is not a prospect in my universe. You guys go ahead and destroy each other, but leave us out of it. Oh, that’s right, you have millions duped that you care about them and this is all for their own good, sorry, I forgot.

Well guess what. They’re waking to your scam up at an accelerating rate, and you know it. Your power is waning by the minute.

So as you go about your cold control business know that the whole Universe is watching, and an awakening humanity fears you NOT!

Evil eventually destroys itself. But please, do it amongst yourselves, boys, we don’t want anything to do with you.

Keep on awakening and waking others up, folks, we have them reeling!

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

I Met A Man Today…

by Zen Gardner

I met a man today.

Ever so briefly. He was tired.

His work boots grounded his humble, yet impressive frame.

As he gathered his rudimentary supplies from the small shopping basket

He placed them on the checkout counter. Slowly. Deliberately.

I dropped the tug of any angst to get home soon. A world was unfolding before me.

His life is hard, but no complaints. No groans. Just resignation on his weary part.

He clearly had a family to feed. Ever so meekly he appears to perform his life functions.

My heart began to bleed in pain and anger as I observed the programmed crap being piled into his plastic bags.

How many beautiful creatures are forced to buy non-nourishing manipulated replacement crap to keep their offspring alive. How many worldwide are forced to eat contaminated shit from the self appointed masters of control.

My heart continued to gush. I was heavy in my shoes as the scene unfolded before me.

This isn’t right.

I wait in another observant world as he does his meek, slow check out. I’m creating prose in my mind of the poignant moment.

I check out after him and follow him to his small scooter outside, a simple Chinese made mode of transplanted transportation most use in these parts where he decorates the handlebars with weighty plastic bags.

Families of four can be seen riding regularly and carrying groceries home on these scooters.

“How may children do you have?” I asked. I could tell he was shopping for a small family.

“Two, ages 7 and 5”, he reluctantly replied in subdued tone.

“Tough economy right now” I brokenly continued, trying to be pertinent and not too obvious as to my intention. He nodded but proudly said he’s getting on OK.

I couldn’t help it, and expecting rejection said as his head bowed to meet my extended hand, “Please take this gift, with love for you and your family” in my broken language, handing him the money I had on hand, a small but hopefully encouraging gift to this unsung saint of humanity.

He took it, thankfully, I’m happy to report. I was afraid this stately man would say no.

It was tough. Humbling for such a proud man and a stretch for me to reach out without embarrassing him or feeling patronizing. But if I didn’t respond to what I felt in that revelatory moment of seeing this display of life highlighted before my very eyes, I too am another living hypocrite.

Thankfully, he accepted.

It was a release, and a good one. I was in tears all the way home. I had witnessed something very special and had the honor to participate in some small way, even if only for my own personal cleansing and growing connectivity.

The most giving and sharing people on planet earth are the poor. They are rich in the real riches, so giving and sharing come easy. I’ve witnessed it in dozens of countries. Reciprocation is only natural and I’m glad I was accepted.

The meek have already inherited the earth.

That is why.

They are grounded.

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Is It Ever Too Late To Wake Up?

by Zen Gardner
May 28, 2013

It’s remarkable how little they have to do anymore to get their desired results. It seems it takes just one ripple in the collective mind and the mesmerized masses jump however high they’re told.

This staged London slasher event is another such example.

And what pre-designed Machiavellian step does it lead to this time? “Let’s see, we’ve been doing guns for a while, let’s go for…internet censorship.” Wow, are you kidding? That’s a leap. They’re getting pretty ballsy.

The problem is that a major hunk of society swallows all this bullshit and thinks it’s real. If enough people would just point the finger at these phony stunts they’re putting on and call ’em out on it and refuse to respond or cooperate with any of their machinations, these psychopaths would shrivel up and die for want of an audience.

The Illusory Veil Will Be Rent

It’s so far down the tubes now with with lies, deceit and cover ups while they jam their fascist program down everyone’s throats that people couldn’t bear to start to realize how far they’ve been taken. The shock would be too much.

Or so they think in their current mind set and paradigm.

When the shift hits the fan big time and the masses are forced to wake up, whatever happens in their collapsing lives to trigger it, we will be living in a very different world. The spiritual reigns supreme so whether people are spiritually conscious or not, the real state of affairs is running around and through all of us like WiFi. And on many frequencies like a radio or television.

Remember the world of pre-9/11? You almost can’t any more, but this so-called security insanity and climate of terrorism fear was almost non-existent.  It was there but safely remote – which is why they knew it had to be brought to US soil to get the desired effect, same as Pearl Harbor did to get Americans behind entering into WW2, and which the 9/11 perpetrators openly admit was their model and goal in their literature. But who’s looking, once again.

The political aspect is just one side of this designed shift they’re trying to establish as our reality. Just as our atmosphere is decimated and our food and water are contaminated, and the bombardment of nuclear and electric radiation continue unabated in massively manipulated weather systems, the social structure of society and the very mindset of humanity is being altered by the day. As conditions continue to deteriorate and the levels of draconian controls and outrageous lies escalate, the veil of disguise they’ve foisted over their hijinks is going peel open to reveal the awful truth of what’s happened to all of us.

That’s going to trigger the mass psychosis underlying the mass belief system and it ain’t gonna be pretty. And I suspect they know this. But to them it won’t matter as societies turn into war zones for survival. They’ve deliberately planned this outcome as well as planned for this outcome with their own safe havens to flee to.

They Know We Know

The picture of the Heinz Kissenger look alike at the top with his detainees from Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy captures what a rude awakening is like. When people get detained or their loved ones get questioned or mugged by the militarized police state goons it starts to hit home. When they break into your home and take your guns or pot or shoot your dog for barking you start to wake up. When the airport security assholes pull another old lady in a wheelchair aside and have her strip down -and it’s your grandmother – you start to wake up. When your internet connection is monitored and your website attacked by Israeli hackers you start to wake up.

The Dark Rulers know we know what’s going on. They know it big and tall. That’s why the disinfo is increasing, trying to  weave thru the community and trolls are showing up more and more with obvious intent. They’ve having a tough time though, we’re bound by a fabric “they know not of”.  They never will.

Love, compassion, and truth. Not part of their vocabulary, MO or lifestyle.

They’re simply parasites. Unfeeling, blindly grubbing diseased parasites.

But know for a fact they know a great and growing swathe of us are on to them and their dark, demonic chicanery. That’s a fact. They just figure they have enough of the mind-mushed masses under their spell that there’s nothing to worry about. They think “those gnomes” will never believe what we say with all the programming they’ve slipped into them, and they’ll get to us soon enough in their “clean-up” campaigns.

Reminds me of Einstein’s famous quote, “No problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that created it.”

Ha! Hey guys, that goes for you! You really don’t get it, us or anything. Just a short time left to exercise your greed and cravings for energy and control. You will shrivel up and die in the Light of Truth.

Bet on it, bastards!

So When Is It Too Late?

Unfortunately this rude awakening will be too late for most in many ways, although at least finally waking up is in a sense never too late. It’s just that their lives here may likely be horrifically affected and possibly terminated soon after this realization for want of waking up sooner.

We’re talking serious suffering that could have been avoided, at least in part.

Obviously there are many levels of all this, as well as many levels of awakening. Each has its place, and every individual has his or her own story. Fundamentally we’re accountable to the True eternal Voice in our hearts. In order for someone to shut down there has to be a decision or series of decisions involved, at some level, somewhere, to do so. The true conscious Voice and reaction may, and most likely has been, suppressed by outside forces and for that we have to give allowance.

We live in a very dirty dimension of systemic abuse at many levels and we must keep love, kindness and understanding as our guiding force while staying true to Truth. On the other hand, deliberate shutdowns are another story.

When it comes to trying to help people wake up, some say you can’t mess with people’s karma but I don’t know about that. We can’t force anything on people in good conscience when the point of this life here is to learn to respond individually and consciously to a conscious Universe. But when the baby is reaching for the electric heater you don’t just watch. If friends or family or anyone for that matter is hypnotically marching in a row of people that you know goes straight over a cliff, you don’t stand idly by and say I hope they wake up soon.

How can you? That’s clearly not conscious. That’s sleepwalking. With serious consequences.

Don’t Let Environment Dictate Your Actions – You Decide

Oddly enough we’re living  in an engineered, numbed-down world now that is just so conditioned to not respond to the obvious. How many times do you hear about people watching a robbery or beating in the streets and doing nothing. Or Stockholm syndrome submissive behavior in the face of horrific circumstances.

Life has become a spectator sport people are not fully engaged in.

How soon will the main act in the coliseum be the captured awakened vs the militarized police lions to entertain the rulers and their zombified masses?

Won’t find me there. If I’m going down it’s gonna be taking the real fight, for Truth, straight to them.

The point to all this is our awareness needs to be full, truthful, and pragmatic. Helping someone realize what’s really happening here, and preparing for the inevitable break down that’s about to happen, are very conscious actions.  They aren’t radical or weird. You’re alive in a virtual petrified forest. It’s matter of fact. If it was any clearer to us we’d disappear into the next dimension. And that serves a purpose.

It gives strength. It encourages faith – which is knowing, not believing.

We know what’s going on. We must tell others. We must be examples of such to the very best of our abilities and speak and demonstrate it forcefully.

We must detach, we must be true to the Truth.

In love.

Where love is, hearts will gather to share the warmth.

Keep on. We can’t lose–because we’ve already won!

Much love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

What Really Happened in the 60’s?

by Zen Gardner

There’s a lot written on this but I’d like like to share my surmised impressions from all I’ve experienced then and since and researched for many years. Being a child of the time and actual Woodstock attendee I have a bit of credibility as to my experiences then, but you can decide for yourself as to my interpretation of what went on at the time.

Whatever it was, it was profound.

A commenter on my website wrote, “Have you read Tom McGowan’s Center for an Informed America? He has a very good series on the Laurel Canyon musicians military intelligence connections, including Steven Stills in that period.” – in response to something I’d posted.

That whole era is rife with infiltration, I’m not naive to that and I like Tom’s work a lot. Some musicians have simply faded into complacency and for that I have no patience in this dire point in history as I’ve said before. If more recognized voices had the balls to speak up loud and clear from their fabulous  mansions about extremely serious issues such as chemtrails, GMOs, the media stranglehold, phony O-baloney good time Johnny Presi-fraud and all the rest, we’d get a kick start and some aerial support for once.

Seen any? Few and far between. Too fabulous  a life to risk, apparently.

And too busy getting knighted and doing the praise-me tours from my vantage point. Riches and fame corrupt more than these good ol’ rockers can drunkenly remember. I have no respect whatsoever for these high heeled, moneyed, self serving compromised creeps. Bullshit is the operative word in my book.

Scream all  you want, it’s hooey, boys.

The Cowed Crowd Can’t Talk Aloud

From what I understand much of the silence of those “rock stars” is either embedded intimidation by those who made them rich and famous, outright satanic complicity, and/or they are mind control subjects. Charles Manson was a kind of outcropping of these experiments on our generation, as was much of the cult phenomenon. The free proliferation of acid and other psychedelics were a CIA experiment gone awry. As Universe would have it, much of it backfired and many of us woke up.

That was cool.

During that early period a lot of weird stuff got embedded into the alternative culture that has been an ongoing virus that keeps on morphing, like much of the new age movement and its false Avatars and impotent, distracting message. The world today is testament to how well they’ve co-opted everything into a mishmash of convictionless non-directional confusion. There’s hardly a distinction between anything of esoteric importance that entices your mental stimulation or curiosity like it used to.

Why?

Believe me, these bastards are not operating in a vacuum, but in well informed, cold, scientific board rooms, studying and following causes and effects with massive computer simulation systems now. The matrix idea is no joke, we’re in deep shit in this electro/psycho maze they’ve erected that not just tracts but predicts our every move.

Fucked up, I know. But don’t be ignorant.

If you really want to know more details about where the so-called hip generation had its roots, as disappointing as this will be, you need to hear it. Don’t worry, “only good came of it” like anything, but we better identify the trail of lies trying to lead us down a path to insured perdition and deluded destruction. Here’s a great interview with Tom McGowan on this subject that walks you through it quite nicely, as lurid as the tale may be…

Intro by Zeph the interviewer:

“The Strange but Mostly True Story of Laurel Canyon and the Birth of the Hippie Generation ~ Center For An Informed America:

Just the tip of the iceberg, but a good hour with David McGowan, who has in my view totally confirmed the darkest and biggest story–an inroad that basically indicts [this] entire world…a lurid tale of murder, satanism, pedophilia, ritual abuse and mind control of the top entertainers, the music that shaped decades if not the rest of our lives–all false… Alice in Wonderland, an ILLUSION, and nothing more.”

Know Your Enemy – It’s Deadness

That the sophistication of our oppressor is so advanced should not be news to the true researcher. We’re under more surveillance and potential control mechanisms than we could imagine.

However, for true consciousness that’s no problem.

Their vibrational and what-all techniques are for the blind and unawakened, and I have to admit pretty damn effective on their shallow level. However, essentially and consciously once we wake up, they are completely ineffective. Our vibe trumps their dead vibe any time of day, the dirty scavengers.

The point is waking up. The various schemes foisted on humanity are all exactly that – schemes. Attempts to corral life, to them an unpredictable force of nature they are trying to dissect and crystallize into manipulable factions.

Good luck. They’re so off course it’s a joke. How can the dead understand the living? How can the selfish understand or combat the loving?

You lose. We win.

Done deal. Over and out.

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

I’m Awake – Now What Do I Do?

by Zen Gardner
April 24, 2013

Many people ask about this or something similar so here’s some thoughts on the subject. I don’t mean to tell anyone what to do, as that’s completely contrary to consciousness and conscious development, but I will share my understandings at this point and my passion for Truth and you can do what you like with it.

Question:

“What do you say to people who have woken up but can’t leave the system because of family and friends?”

This and those like it pose a very broad question since we’re all different and need to be led of our own convictions. However, the answer is fundamentally similar in every case.

Do what consciousness tells you.

There’s really no time for fiddling around once you’ve found what you know to be the Truth, which is always something clearly outside the realm of what you’ve been indoctrinated with. It’s always life altering. And if it isn’t, you didn’t hear correctly or it fell on deaf or distorted ears in some fashion.

I don’t want to be counted amongst the deaf or unresponsive. Do you?

Especially when you found out that that’s exactly what perpetrates the big lie you found out about–a compliant, non-awake populace.

System Dependence is the Name of the Game

That’s the trouble with the “system”, it teaches dependency, hierarchy, and rote, taught knowledge, where your choices are carefully narrowed down to “acceptable” alternatives within carefully confined parameters.

That’s why people feel like fish out of water when they wake up. They never learned how to truly think freely, nor did they have the knowledge tools. Instead, most everything was reversed, scrambled, confused and filed away in seeming useless obscurity while their particular “Truman Show” marched on.

The result is not just a marginalization of empowering Truths into the catch-all dustbins of “conspiracy theory” or wing nut stuff, but worse yet, the system does not cultivate original thought or true personal freedom or responsibility.

That wake up in itself is enough to send anyone on a quest for Truth.

The real Truth is not an option in such a controlled environment. Oh, you get smatterings of truths, but drawing awake and aware conclusions is not an option to humanity’s would be Controllers. And do know,  they work hard at blocking any such understandings never mind conclusions.

The Wake Up Starts with a Bang – But You Have to Keep It Going

When someone awakens to the true nature of the manipulated world we live in, as well as the vast resources for Truth at our immediate conscious fingertips, it takes some doing to fully realize what that information means, as well as the vast implications on your personal life.

It can hit hard and may need some time to be digested. It can also be quite disturbing at first, but that will pass.

How it affects each of us individually is really a question of simply putting what we’ve learned into action and trusting the Universe for the consequences. I don’t think there’s time for much else. In fact, there never has been.

If you know the Truth, what are you waiting for?

While many are hoping for some kind of soft-pedaling of any kind of action call, it’s not a set formula. You just find out, and you react..consciously. And just that takes some doing, breaking off the rust of your True Self to animate and start to call the shots that were previously hindered by life long programming.

Stages of Development

For me the full wake up took on many stages of development, but the full blown realization of the vast extent of the manipulated lie and its fleshed out intricacies was a head splitting explosion that blew me past the pull of convention’s gravity so fast I’m still grinning from ear to ear as I zip through the universe!

The point there being, the wake up takes on many forms and evolves. What gives the wake up traction is commitment, putting feet to your realizations and keeping on in spite of opposition.

You think TV’s bad? Turn it off. Banks are a rip off? Get out except for perhaps necessary operating funds if need be. Trapped by the ownership of housing, “might needs”, and all kinds of dumb stuff?

Dump everything you can, if that’s your understanding.

Knowing “stuff owns you” is fundamental to consciousness. We all get there, but it depends on our enthusiasm…or “spirit in us”.

How many respond to just that?

Do What You Know or Face Confusion

Until people put into action what they already know, there isn’t going to be much more to follow for them. Just a lot of flailing about in frustration because we don’t do what we already know we should do and are looking for excuses or compromised solutions to assuage our guilty conscience and hopefully preserve our personal status quo.

Sad, but true.

That also includes getting right with people, making relationships honest,  and disengaging from situations of compromise. It takes courage.

Know You Are Nobody–Yet Everybody

All this is a whole lot easier when you realize you are nobody. There’s nothing to defend.

Your old senses of self were the very strings the lying matrix played upon. Get conscious and the sirens of the system don’t affect you except peripherally.

That’s a biggie.

Conscious awareness is number one realizing and seeing through the higher level of awareness that is detached from this life’s experiences, and thus free us to discern and identify without attachment what your life experience is.

Seeing through those eyes will bring tremendous peace and understanding.

Get Along But Don’t Compromise

Don’t fret the next steps. If the universe is so vast and full of infinite possibilities there’s going to be something for everybody. Our job is to find it and when we find it, act on it. No, it’s not the “safe” way, or the “accepted” way.

At all. We do what we have to do and thus break free.

In reality the parasitic system has been sucking you dry and lying to you and everyone you love. You now no longer owe it any allegiance and can and should disengage any and every way you can. No guilt trip necessary. You are doing what is right.

Period.

And that is not contingent on relationships, financial security, self image concerns, or what have you.

So get any and all attachments possible out of play. Happily. You are freeing yourself from the spider’s tentacles.

There’s Real Peace in Commitment.

When you’ve resolved to go ahead and “make the break” with convention and stand up for what you know is right, it leads to a new lifestyle. How do you think these wonderful websites were formed of like-minded people who found each other and decided to make an impact with videos, interviews, articles, participation in events, etc?

How were Gandhi, Martin Luther King or other world Truth bearers including the present day alternative luminaries birthed from their previous lives?

Something gelled, made total sense, resonated, and they just committed. These Truth enthusiasts on the internet also somehow found each other and it clicked. It’s all about responding to the need and call and openly networking…true response-ability.

The Truth Glasses

I read this fantastic analogy and it’s never escaped me.

Finding out the whole truth is like putting on these amazing Truth glasses, much like the movie “They Live”.

Here’s how they work:

#1. You gotta want to put them on.

#2. You can’t force someone else to put them on.

#3. Once they’re on, you can’t take them off.

If you’ve found and put on the glasses, that will make total sense. If you haven’t, keep searching.

Let your heart lead you.

In the words of Lao Tsu:

At the center of your being you have the answer; you know who you are and you know what you want. – Lao Tsu

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

The Backwards Bizarro World of New Normals

by Zen Gardner
April 29, 2013

You might be noticing the old notions of the world around us are slipping away. Just as the new milky, metallic skies are now integrated into society and taken for granted as the norm, many other physical and societal aspects of our world have been devolved by the social engineers and adopted by the mass psyche.

And it leaves the uninformed empty, confused, dazed and finally numb and complacent.

Ah, peace at last. Just stop struggling, future droids.

Meet the new world peace. An engineered environment of exhausted spirits who finally give in to the bombardment of reversed truths, cognitive dissonance, denials, omitted information and state propaganda.

And a techno-hell of manipulated weaponized information driven into a seduced mind.

The Creeping Paralysis of Complacency

“Why struggle? It’s no use.” says the failing human spirit. “I’m not seeing what I think I’m seeing. The skies have always been like this, or there’s some good reason. If it was important to know it would be on the news. Endless wars are good and keep us safe. So does constant surveillance and the loss of privacy. And the wealthy must deserve more because they always seem to stay on top and get more.” etc.

So help me, government.

And so the militarized police triumphantly occupy American streets. After all, we’re under attack.

By them. But who’s looking. Once again, Orwell gets outdone.

Boldly Stated Complete Fallacies

“The war on terror!”, now conveniently hitting the “homeland” screams from every system megaphone and implanted neural response. Nothing but baseline stimulus/response manipulation. As it is with the money scam, the media, our education paradigm, you name it.

Mr. Scam Man is bringing you a dream.

Trouble is so few identify it for what it is. They fight inside the prescribed parameters amongst themselves, but never step outside to see the mind-altering Truth that the whole show is staged by nefarious manipulators. Way too humbling. Negates everything they thought and ever did as obsolete.

When you face the facts you come up with new, empowering realities. There ARE these nefarious forces trying to control everything and there ARE multitudes of mind-numbed, indoctrinated drones now in existence that are set to fulfill the wishes of such a wicked source. The problem is getting compounded now with these stepped up internal false flags.  Americans are becoming seriously freaked out to where they’re getting to be like paranoid schizophrenics imagining bugs crawling under their skin.

And they call us crazy.

What Else Are We Duped About? “Let Me Count the Ways….”

–The war on terror is an elaborate hoax, as are all wars.

–The medical industry is owned and run by money making mongrels who don’t care about you, never mind your health.

–Politics is a show, a distraction, a farce. You have no voice. It’s pretend participation and a controlled venting device.

–Food isn’t food. It’s altered, and the cancers, obesity, diabetes, gene altering and other afflictions are all deliberate.

–Nuclear and electronic radiation, oil spills, ecological disasters and even weather incidents are readily induced. Humanity is being subdued and reduced.

–Etc. The list is as long as you have time to research. They’ve screwed with anything they can think of from music to mind control, science to history, fashion to sports and amusements.

The whole thing’s a scam.

Our current social milieu dictates a very strange, shallow reality: “How do I appear? Do I fit in? I need more money for more stuff. I need comfort and security.”

It’s that far gone. People’s needs are defined by the media and social networking norms. And these are being redefined by the day. Shifting colors, talking heads, motifs, seeming social standards, all are subjectively set by virtually whomever is controlling the TV set.

Enjoying it? Cuz it’s determining your future!

Or not….if you bust out.

Epilogue

Don’t fall for it. Watch out for the assumptive speech, where subjective descriptions and ready made conclusions are passed on as fact. It’s doublespeak disguised as objective information. Get free to where you can easily spot it. Don’t be had. Stay awake and alert, and advise your loved ones to do the same by pointing these tricks out.

There is always hope for the living, even if they haven’t had the awakening yet. What’s coming at us is gonna drive millions off of their comatose cots and when they hit the floor the wake up will be rude. But it’s still a wake up.

The best advice we can give anyone is to snap out of it and get themselves to consciousness, in whatever language suits the situation.

It’s all easy from there.

Much love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

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The Psycho-Schism Is Here

by Zen Gardner
April 23, 2013

Crazy times for sure at Psychotic High. And as predicted, the shift we’re undergoing is impacting vast swathes of society as people either recognize the awakening or are completely ignorant of what’s going on, willingly or unwillingly, and are succumbing to the induced confusion.

All on cue.

The blinding Boston Bullshit Massacre is just another in a long sequence of stimuli in the planned psycho-spiritual assault on Americans, cramming ever more freakish fear into their already overloaded heart, mind and spirit components.

Marie Antoinette would have been brainwashed instead of decapitated in this day and age. Much easier.

Here’s an appropriate post that begins to tell part of the tale of the drastic literally psychotic effects we’re witnessing:

Terrorism. Chaos. Fear of the future. In the age of Obama, America is undergoing a “fundamental transformation” – that much everyone knows.

But what few seem to realize about this transformation is that the sheer stress of living in today’s America is driving tens of millions to the point of illness, depression and self-destruction. Consider the following trends:

• Suicide has surpassed car crashes as the leading cause of injury death for Americans. Even more disturbing, in the world’s greatest military, more U.S. soldiers died last year by suicide than in combat;

• Fully one-third of the nation’s employees suffer chronic debilitating stress, and more than half of all “millennials” (18 to 33 year olds) experience a level of stress that keeps them awake at night, including large numbers diagnosed with depression or anxiety disorder.

• Shocking new research from the federal Centers for Disease Control and Prevention shows that one in five of all high-school-aged children in the United States has been diagnosed with ADHD, and likewise a large new study of New York City residents shows, sadly, that one in five preteens – children aged six to 12 – have been medically diagnosed with either ADHD, anxiety, depression or bipolar disorder;

• New research concludes that stress renders people susceptible to serious illness, and a growing number of studies now confirm that chronic stress plays a major role in the progression of cancer, the nation’s second-biggest killer. The biggest killer of all, heart disease, which causes one in four deaths in the U.S., is also known to have a huge stress component;

• Incredibly, 11 percent of all Americans aged 12 and older are currently taking SSRI antidepressants – those highly controversial, mood-altering psychiatric drugs with the FDA’s “suicidality” warning label and alarming correlation with school shooters. Women are especially prone to depression, with a stunning 23 percent of all American women in their 40s and 50s – almost one in four – now taking antidepressants, according to a major study by the CDC;

• Add to that the tens of millions of users of all other types of psychiatric drugs, including (just to pick one) the 6.4 million American children between 4 and 17 diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Ritalin or similar psycho-stimulants. Throw in the 28 percent of American adults with a drinking problem, that’s more than 60 million, plus the 22 million using illegal drugs like marijuana, cocaine, heroin, hallucinogens and inhalants, and pretty soon a picture emerges of a nation of drug-takers, with hundreds of millions dependent on one toxic substance or another – legal or illegal – to “help” them deal with the stresses and problems of life.

By the way, things are no better over the pond – and may be worse, according to one major study that concluded almost 40 percent of Europeans are plagued by mental illness. (More here)

It Goes To Show

We’re living in strategically and psychologically compressed and driven times. Hardly anything major in the socio-political realm happens by coincidence or natural means. It’s almost always staged and by very professional executors. Any reasonable open minded study of history will reveal the same conclusion as to how their particular paradigm was sculpted via similar staged events and conditions during virtually any epoch of human history.

Same story, different time.

The recent frenzy over Boston’s own Baked Bullshit Barrage is a manifestation of a mounting, desperate effort to cauterize the American mind once and for all. They want the masses to accept any and every state explanation for anything, great or small, according to their interpretation. These are tests.

And they’re getting away with them.

It’s nasty to the bone, yet so few see it. A very sad state of affairs indeed…when so few challenge the status quo and start to wake up, so little and so late.

Find out the Truth for yourself. Challenge the mainstream disinfo, and reach for the light. Then spread the word.

It’s all there in plain sight.

YOU are the difference! We all are.

Keep on consciously and lovingly being awake, aware and active,

Love always, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Time Will Tell – But Why Wait For It?

by Zen Gardner
March 22, 2013

Time is quite the marker within the matrix of this world. Most of us wear a “watch” to track the passing and planning of our lives. We also operate within the “boundaries” of time and watch calendars almost morosely.

Clocks are everywhere. Everywhere. Oppressively so. Most everything is scheduled according to an agreed form of “time” measurement.

This seems practical enough.

But something’s seriously amiss. Where did this ever ticking, ever present paradigm come from? Is it even real? Is it part of some sort of overarching control system?

Even “Science” Weighs In
Ironically enough, in the view of accepted quantum physics time is pretty much a joke. There is ultimately no such thing as time. It’s all now and we live amongst parallel universes. Our projected reality is similarly non-linear which we manifest with our intention.

And has that knowledge entered our day to day reality in spite of the dissemination and popularization of these scientific realities?

I don’t think so.

We just keep marching to the beat of the ticking clock, chiming out its call to blinded duty. “Time is money.” “Sorry, don’t have time.” “Hurry up.” “My days are numbered.” “How long will it take?” “Got some time to kill?”

Time is a nasty master, but a great lens through which to view eternity.

Deadlines and the Time Conspiracy

Look at the utilitzation of the time structure on the world today. You want production? “Put ’em on the clock! Check in, check out. Get on that conveyor belt, we have deadlines to meet!” while the controllers lounge about, eat their flesh, and smoke their cigars. “They’re sheep to be shorn, rats in a maze, cows to be milked, chickens to be plucked.” Speed up the time and you’ll get more eggs too.

“Deadlines can be lifelines” is a pretty cool and often practical expression, as there is a time to just plain get something done; no more loitering about when something needs to get finished. Clearly there’s a “time” for that, at least in this paradigm. Once in a while.

But the emphasis in the current here and now is energy production, survival and fear. All constricting and energy extracting, like time. Staying in line, conforming, regimentation.

Why do they sound bells between classes in schools? Factories are rife with audio and visual prompting. Television is all about “programming” and what time what is on. Tension upon imposed Pavlovian tension.

Something to think about. And how is all this affecting you?

People and Time

This one is particularly interesting, as it strikes at the core of “us” and human nature and its response to these imposed paradigms.

Look how things and people change “over time”. You never know how something or someone may change, we’ve all experienced this. Our kids are perfect examples. We watch them grow and “mature” and then watch the grandkids do the same. Some traits stay the same, others morph, depending on environment, parenting, education, spiritual influences etc.

How our surroundings and most importantly spiritual influences affect us “over time” is important to watch and understand. What moves us where? Why are we doing what we’re doing? And then, “what made (me, you they,) move in this direction?”

Time is the yardstick, but continual change is the reality.

Knowing Now What Time Will Tell

What is so beautiful about the intuitive language of the heart is that you can know things now for their potential effects. Either before they’ve grown to show the good they can accomplish, or before they can do the irreparable damage they were either designed or unintentionally set to do.

This is a key to living consciously and helping to create and stimulate the conscious awakening that heralds the evolving world of Love and Truth we’re experiencing.

We are in charge.  And we need to respond to the prompts of conscious awareness. Now. Those who “waited to see” are now under an oppressive regime over mind, body and spirit of all unawakened mankind.

Waiting for “time to tell” is no more. The time is now.

Surely developments will surface later, but the essentials of day to day decisions and judgements more often than not need not be delayed. Time is short and we need to learn to trust our hearts.

The End of Time?

The really profound aspect of this is the spiritual onslaught on our planet that we’re currently undergoing, of both good and bad vibrations. An important time for all of us to be on our toes. We seem to be under attack and it’s clearly more spiritual than anything. Guard your heart, and help guard your loved ones.

The “end of time” just might be on our doorstep. Or is it an ever ready portal to be used?

So what does “time will tell” really mean?

Do you want to wait that long when you know in your heart the answer already? That’s the issue. Operate from the heart.

Don’t hesitate, communicate….with Truth. Follow your heart. The Truth is always loving, even if it hurts sometimes. Follow on.

Tell it like it is, live it like it is. Because IT IS!

Much love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Where Will You Be When The Music Stops?

by Zen Gardner

Where will you be? Where will I be? We all know it’s coming. To ignore it is tantamount to insanity. At this point we’re playing musical chairs and everyone knows that clear underlying truth somewhere in their being.

When the music stops is where you will be. Period.

Anyone the least bit aware knows the seriousness of  our pending manipulated world situation and has food, water and other supplies and contingency plans. If they don’t they’re asleep and dangerous. The decidedly unprepared are the ones who will freak out and mooch off the first succulent neighbor they can find.  Just another symptom of the selfish, parasitic driven reality we live in.

Me first, and what’s yours is mine in a pinch. But there’s a way to avoid that scenario.

Being Ready – Are You Asleep or Awake?

Good question. I think location, where Universe wants you and has been steering you is the key.  Naturally, Universe is wherever we are.  But there are always decisions to be made. And thankfully wherever we are is where we are.

If you can fully grok that.

Except perhaps, if we’re too dumb or insensitive to get to this better place we’ve been shown, at least any thinking person should at least prepare for where they are.  What is the excuse for humanity to be hiding its head in the sand in the light of such globalist attacks as we’re sustaining and know they’re planning?

Is intentional government induced dependency the solution? No wonder they’ve created that paradigm. So FEMA the reamer will save you? Doctor Doolittle and his doodlers? C’mon folks! Will the “authorities” who’ve taken away all of your civil and personal rights as they militarize your streets help you?

Think about this.

And this is just the culmination of an increasingly fascistic society. It’s been going on for years and has now metastasized to a monster control system. And one of their central signals is to tell you “all is well”. Sorry, it’s far from well, and is about to shut down any minute.

Musical Chairs

I’ve lived in countries experiencing revolutions, martial law and uprisings. It’s no joke. Americans are about to be woken up so horrifically I personally do not want to be here to witness it first hand. Americans are so sheltered and spoiled they will freak out to such a degree that the rest of the world is going to stand back in absolute shock and awe.

The “great whore is fallen”…and she will fall hard.

It’s estimated there are between 3 and 5 days of food on the currently available supply circuit in the US at any given time. That’s down from 6 months of food from only a few decades ago. Mega cities where the sheep have been deliberately corralled will be decimated if the system shuts down. If that isn’t Orwellian enough, those who “hoard” more than 6 days of food are now suspected terrorists.

Anyone seeing a pattern here?

Where Will You Be?

Getting the picture? Where will you be? Is  your current situation endurable for you and your family and loved ones? Do you have community to help pull together during such a shut down for whatever reason?

That’s the key.

Conscious community. Loving empathetic cooperation in times of stress. But without grasping the drastic nature of what is about to befall us is foolishness, denial, the worst form of sticking our heads in the sand while the whirlwind blows our butts to high heaven.

Real Survival

It’s consciousness; conscious awakened awareness. All else follows. We’re in a spiritual warfare first and foremost. When that’s won, everything else follows….and happily.

If that isn’t clear then keep pursuing and figure it out. But prepare. The shitstorm is coming….very soon.

The loving, conscious  thing is to be ready.

Much love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Refuting the Matrix – A Dark Message of Control and Deceit

by Zen Gardner
February 2, 2017

As captivating at the Matrix movies are, and their exposé of the concept and workings of the matrix construct, the underlying message is one of futility. The struggles against it, as valiant as they are made out to be, are in vain. Ultimately Neo makes the wrong choice, even being told he’s about to make the wrong choice, choosing his personal desires over the good of humanity. The “architect” of the matrix, as in grand architect, a clear reference to Freemasonry, clearly mocks humanity and its futile struggle with itself. Apparently, with their direction, they think we always ultimately make the wrong choice and the cycle has to repeat.

It’s very well done, entrancing people with the false choice of the red and blue pill, the high tech driven construct feeding off of humanity’s energy, and of course the adventure of fighting the bad guys, a constant movie theme for that feel good arousal and emotional release, else we catch on and apply that packaged reality to our real world. This is the same motive for the heavily pushed sports arena and other public contests, giving a release valve to our instinctual frustration and anger over our suppressed condition.

Painted as a challenge to overcome the oppressive matrix, it’s ultimately all false hope and futility against what has been already “programmed”. This gives away their underlying doctrine. In their view humanity cannot break the cycle – we are doomed to repeat it, which the movie makes quite clear in its ending. Why? They think they know us so well we can be manipulated by our very strength – our empathy.

Note also that Neo goes into the “bright light” and as if through a tunnel, giving us the preposterous message they have control over death itself.



Another very telling scene on causality reveals this doctrine, cloaked in false hope and baked in bravado and goofy fight scenes that make no sense. If Neo ultimately gets these super powers and can stop bullets, what the hell is he doing kicking and wielding all these fancy swords and daggers all over the place? But people eat it up, not realizing that as usual, as sensational as it all is to some, Hollywood is hoodwinking them with all kinds of dissonant hogwash to dumb down their perception.

But the principle of causality is a true one, which they live by because it is so powerful. They’re bragging here about what they consider their secret knowledge and their super tool, but it’s no secret, just the nefarious way they use it to manipulate humanity, which is what the occult is all about. But we need to take that causality aspect to heart but not fall for their trick of minimalizing free will, which this film screams, despite the choices that appear to be empowering. In the end, their game of cat and mouse is designed to just keep repeating.

Our actions and inactions and response to what we’re up against determine the outcome, and all intermittent outcomes. When we act on truth we set in motion incredible dynamics. When we don’t, it’s the same but the wrong ones, completely deleterious to the human condition and why we’re in this mess.

That responsibility rests on each of us.

It appears they are compelled to give us a whole lot of truth about what they’re up to. It’s either mockery, shedding guilt and directing it to us for our tacit permission even though we were warned, predictive programming to bring it to pass, or perhaps some other dynamic – or all or some of the above. (See here ) – Basically it’s bullshit in the grand scheme of things. It reminds me of this scene if you’ll excuse the campiness and expected anti-Muslim message:

Don’t be fixated by the intricate machinations of all this illusion. One blast of raw truth does the trick. Their attempts to induce fear only work if we cooperate with them. Unfortunately many are entranced by all this sorcery, which is what empowers it, but it’s ultimately an illusion based on lies. Just as it’s said archons and AI are inorganic influences, our true realm to the contrary is one of spectacular, natural true beauty – and power.

But it begins with identifying what we’re up against. It’s intricate, fascinating and mesmerizing but again, that’s what they feed on – the audience, us, and our naiveté and innocence. They’re harvesting our energy, which this movie clearly states.

I look at it this way. We’re in school, and we can advance as fast or as slow as we want. Some of us are in very advanced education as we awaken more and more. This entire battle we’re in is for our growth and advancement in conscious awareness and development. But the battle is for real.

They play humans as dumb and ignorant, in which they play the major part to make sure is the case by toxifying our minds and bodies and sequestering empowering truths and realities, such as natural law and the eternal and infinite nature of consciousness. What they don’t want us to wake up to is our true nature and the literal war we’re in spiritually. Once we discover that, our warrior spirit arises, and they’re in deep shit.

The Real War Is in the Heart

The real war is not in any sense what they portray. They’d love it if we went berserk and tried to fight them on their terms, conditions and playing field. That’s nothing but the external manifestation of the real war against the lies that bind and perpetrate this illusory play. And it begins in our own hearts, rooting out the false matrix we’ve been conditioned to believe is real. One truly awakened and fully realized soul can set ablaze the fabric of this veil cast over humanity. The principles may seem esoteric and complicated but they’re not. It’s all about truth, real truth. Who and what are we essentially? How attached are we to the goodies of this illusion, the comforts and support that ego so drives people to acquire?

Understanding what’s going on with true knowledge is essential, but we’ll still be one dimensional with no depth perception unless we open all areas of understanding. One is being open and receptive to true knowledge and being willing to see what’s really going on in our world. The second, and more importantly as this is too often neglected, is to be willing to honestly look inside and see the darkness we ourselves are cooperating with. All this in the exterior is a projection of the human state and our compromised, self serving motives and lack of true courage to stand up for full truth.

The other, and most important of all, is our conscious awareness that is looking steadily at the vast infinite resource of our true higher nature and our interconnectivity with Universe and tapping into all of it’s magnificent resources. Without that we’re powerless, but it usually awakens as the other two aspects come into our awareness.

To truly awaken and more importantly, keep awaking, is not a comfortable place. In fact, as John Maxwell aptly said, “If we’re growing, we’re always going to be out of our comfort zone.”

Conclusion

We’re now witnessing a collapsing, increasingly transhuman, AI and otherwise totally controlled world and a potential dystopian future for our children and planet. Seeing such denigrating hubris as this kind of veiled mockery by these Matrix movies and their message, never mind the day to day psychopathic behavior of the socio-political mayhem, it’s a time of decision for each of us.

Do we go all the way and commit to being the very change we desire? Do we have any other choice? It takes death to self and all forms of fear based attachments, including ego. We each have to dig deep and reconcile our issues and come fully alive.

Let go. The water’s fine.

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Humpty Trumpty and the Shear in the Matrix

by Zen Gardner
January 30, 2017

Question:

Hey Z,

I don’t know if it has occurred to you as well, but the reaction to Trump’s support and presidency is divided by such polar opposites as to be a possible indication of alternative timelines among us.

His vulgarity, misogynist, and racist tendencies have been on full display for everyone to see. Yet, there are those who still think that his populist rhetoric will circumvent all that and keep him on a pedestal of acclaim. I just don’t get it. I think he’s bordering on insanity.

What’s your take on it? – Mark

Answer:

Hi Mark. Great to hear from you. Great points.

I warned people this Trump thing would go sideways right out of the gate. Those pinning hopes of any kind on some new demagogue in the hierarchy of the matrix are incredibly naive and ungrounded. Besides, the system has to fail for the ground to be tilled to bring new life. The old has to go. Why people keep trying to prop it up or fix it or have any faith in it escapes me. The whole paradigm is the problem, giving our sovereignty away to supposed authorities is their cornerstone. It has to be yanked out, as well as the entire foundation. Not politically, but in our own hearts. That’s where the real problems are rooted.

It’s a very peculiar phenomenon that’s happening now. It was brilliant to bring Trump on, no way it was just a groundswell, that’s just part of the narrative. He has that populist crap going on keeping everyone blinded and jacked up and wide open to absolute fascist control, which they’ll never see coming. Mind you, he could put the whole alt press and media on hold like he did immigration, then feel justified for more repression with the outcry. His war agenda is completely berserk as is his abject Zionism, giving Israel carte blanche support. It takes a psychopath to support a psychopath. He’s just another blind corporate mogul thinking he’s getting stuff done when no one else had the balls, completely deluded and very easy for the deep state to steer and to blame things on when they go haywire. A total set up as usual, even if a few things have perhaps gone off the rails for them.

The Unraveling Accelerates – Good!

But I’m amazed how fast it’s unraveling. He’s barely 10 days in and has galvanized public outcry nationally and internationally like no else has, and in an extremely fragile and volatile, fully interconnected, interdependent world. We know it was set up for this but wow, it’s happening fast. Someone said he’s aligning with Russia and perhaps even China to bring on the NWO which could slip into place before anyone knew what happened. It’s totally unhinged and weird so read between the lines as to what’s really going on, but we know who’s behind it and what the end game is. The ramping up of fear and chaos is their signature. And it will get worse and more confusing to the unwary.

Even more impactful for me is the intense spiritual strangeness that’s being unleashed, which is off the charts.  I don’t know about you, but it has me reeling. I’m sure any spiritual sensitive will agree. We knew this storm was coming but man, it’s ramping up fast and a lot of strange stuff is swirling around. I’ll be writing something about this soon, very important to identify as it’s throwing people into a tizzy and it can feel very dark and scary, but needn’t be.

Timelines and the Shearing of the Veil – A Total Opportunity

Timeline splits and that kind of stuff? Perhaps. It sure feels that way if you’re a conscious observer to all this madness. There’s definitely a shear in the fabric. This is a massive year of opportunity when this type of foundational disarray happens and people are more open, if the internet stays free. Otherwise it’s going to have to be local and one on one, which is ultimately more effective anyway, again showing this all works for good. Whatever, the physical manifestation we’re witnessing has everyone hopping and in the reactive mode, never a good place to be and extremely manipulable as these outcroppings of pent up frustrations surface.

But there’s definitely a huge crack in the psycho-social construct. But again, opportunity knocks as that’s where the truth gets in. A lot of people are going to be trying to make sense of all this and be more willing to shift perspectives and start asking questions and will find the treasure trove of the pre-digested research materials and analyses waiting to be tapped into.

The would-be controllers could be making a big move now seeing how the trend towards waking up is continually accelerating. That’s very feasible but it always backfires. It’s amazing how people thought he was hope and change #2, this time middle Americans that Obama et al crushed and those fed up with political correctness etc., but he’s clearly stacking the deck for oligarchy and with complete abandon. Remarkable. He’s an extremely dumbed down nut case, already a deluded basically gambling capitalist real estate jackal cum beauty pageant and game show host awash in and intoxicated with money and influence, not unlike most of the other parasitic charlatans. Great credentials for leadership, wouldn’t you say?

But now that he’s got this apparent power he’s going berserk with it so expect some real shit to hit the fan. And his handlers are having a field day! Nothing like a good crisis – talk about a crisis actor, ha. They’re ringing their hands with glee right now. By the way, as you know this is what the troops on US soil and armed police are for – and if they can get middle Americans to help police whatever draconian jingoist programs he calls for, slam dunk. We could easily see the mirror reflection of the very political correctness they decry with the rise of the reactionary right. They’re all the same as we know, but that’s how the Fabian/Sabbateans play it. Very clever bastards.

But it’s just going to be a mess as everything breaks down. He’s plowing blindfolded into thousands of dominoes and they’re flying all over and about to run their course in expected as well as unexpected, nor always obvious, ways. It will be wild.

Again, a time of opportunity for people to wake up.

Anyway, he’s certainly the man of the hour., ha. You can’t make this stuff up. Trump couldn’t be a more fitting name, gambling and hailing back to the trumps of apocalypse, or a sound of alarm. Should be interesting how this rolls out, but we’ve been seeing this coming for a long time. The mountain range is clear from a distance, but you start venturing in and and through the foothills and those big old mountains start towering over you. Perspective is everything. “Stay conscious, my friend”- to paraphrase that Dos Equis beer commercial guy. Ha!

Stay in the Spaces – You Can Move Freely and Hear from Source

The key is to move in the spaces opening up. Penetrate every opportunity like rain on the cracks of a thirsty desert. And hook up with people locally now. Don’t wait for the shutdown. You’ll be glad you did, now, and then.

They’ve shut these natural conscious “space” channels down completely with tech now. On phones and computers, busy with work and amusements. No time to just be still and listen and learn or do any self work where the real issues lie that are causing all this external projection. That’s why I’m so thankful for this shift in my life. Off the treadmill is the place to be, in every sense.

But all this we’re witnessing is insane, in a nutshell – it always has been, but at least it’s coming out and shaking people up. Hang in there. The fun’s only beginning.

Like Mark Twain said, “When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained.” Ha! Stay free and happy brother.

Love you!

Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

The Carefully Calculated Mass Migration Agenda

by Zen Gardner
September 6, 2015

This mass migration plan has been in the works for a long time, but they’re kicking it up several serious notches now, flooding the US borders while continuing to swarm European countries with any immigrants they can from a variety of cultures.

What and who is behind it?

Clearly staged US/NATO/Israeli sponsored terrorism and genocide are at work in the middle east, driving desperate people to seek asylum elsewhere, as the US mandates inviting in as many as possible over its southern border. And all in concert.

As usual, they give themselves away in their own documents and bloated speeches to their own inner circle. In particular, United Nations globalist fat cat Peter Sutherland, non-executive Chairman of Goldman Sachs and former BP CEO, never mind top Bilderberger and Trilateral Commission honcho, has come right out and stated their plan as plainly and arrogantly as possible.

It’s not clear that the comment made by last week by Peter Sutherland, the UN’s special representative for migration, really counts as a “gaffe,” since Sutherland seems to have no sense that what he said might have been disturbing.

Sutherland was speaking to the British House of Lords, according to a BBC report published last Thursday, and said that the European Union should “do its best to undermine” the “homogeneity” of its member states, because “the future prosperity of many EU states depended on them becoming multicultural.”

He also, according to the Beeb, suggested “the UK government’s immigration policy had no basis in international law.” (Kind of a novel interpretation of the authority of international law over a state’s control of its borders, but that wasn’t the worst of it.)

The report goes on:

Mr Sutherland, who is non-executive chairman of Goldman Sachs International and a former chairman of oil giant BP, heads the Global Forum on Migration and Development, which brings together representatives of 160 nations to share policy ideas.

He told the House of Lords committee migration was a “crucial dynamic for economic growth” in some EU nations “however difficult it may be to explain this to the citizens of those states”.

Yes, I bet it is hard to explain to those citizens, especially when the UN rep looks like he’s in cahoots with the EU to deliberately flood and multi-culturalize Europe via outside populations. Sutherland’s answer, of course, is that this is purely an economic problem (and where have we heard that before?)

An aging or declining native population in countries like Germany or southern EU states was the “key argument and, I hesitate to use the word because people have attacked it, for the development of multicultural states”, he added.

“It’s impossible to consider that the degree of homogeneity which is implied by the other argument can survive because states have to become more open states, in terms of the people who inhabit them. Just as the United Kingdom has demonstrated.”

[Sutherland] told the committee: “The United States, or Australia and New Zealand, are migrant societies and therefore they accommodate more readily those from other backgrounds than we do ourselves, who still nurse a sense of our homogeneity and difference from others.”

“And that’s precisely what the European Union, in my view, should be doing its best to undermine.” [emphasis mine]

Source

That’s pretty straightforward, to say the least. Where does he get his hubris? They’ve been doing this for a long time whether local officials want it or not.

The implementation of United Nations Agenda 21 and other programs such as Codex Alimentarius have been eroding society’s fabric behind the scenes like termites eating out a building’s infrastructure. All while bankster backed globalists mastermind the various tentacles manipulating humanity via their multinational banking, political and corporate stooges.

It’s important to note that the UN Sustainability 2030 Program is set to be ratified by the UN later this month. A major step up.

Coincidence? Not on your life.

The Planned Immigration Crisis

Again, the plan has been in effect for quite some time, breaking down American borders and homogenizing their weakened populace in a deliberately devastated economy being more militarized by the day in preparation for a societal breakdown, the very one they’ve engineered. Just as in Europe.

In addition, it is bringing massive division in America as they once again employ the age old totalitarian maxim to “divide and conquer.”

Here’s how they’ve led up to now in the US:

Behind the endless throngs of desperate Central American children arriving on the U.S. border and a steady wave of illegal immigrants from Mexico and beyond is a covert plan for global economic warfare — those building up the world of globalization are tearing down the sovereignty and financial strength of the United States and Europe to make way for the coming corporate new world order.

A generation of sending American jobs offshore under NAFTA, GATT and the WTO, dumping cheap corn on Mexico thereby destroying millions of farming jobs and unleashing disruptive retailers like Wal-Mart upon the fragile economies of Latin America have created turmoil, uncertainty and rivers of human migration… and along with it bitter tension and discord over the dynamics of immigration, illegal immigration and the struggle for a lasting standard of living under the New World Order.

The globalist plan to wreck our national sovereignty has been unfolding for awhile now…things are just speeding up in recent months.

Source

EU Overload

This rapidly unfolding development defies any sense of sovereignty, as clearly intended. The sense of insecurity and outrage is palpable in regular citizens as this unabated, uncontrolled onslaught continues. While besieged countries of course seek refuge from their economically and militarily bombarded societies, the western nations perpetrating these attacks are on one hand publicly appalled at their “invasion” and desire to flee their devastated homelands, while with the other encouraging this very phenomenon.

Your typical Freemasonic playing of both sides of the chess game. That’s simply how they work, and always have. The unwitting are caught up in a cognitive dissonant state of choosing either false side, which shuts down mental rationality and intuitive understanding. In most – but not all.

But what would you do in the face of seeing super powers contesting over your very soil and homeland while at the same time destroying it? Would you sit there with your loved ones simply observing and hoping for the best? Or would you flee for seemingly safer grounds?

Brazen Bullshit and Tossing Wrenches

That’s the question to ask those refusing to wake up as we point out these obvious truths. The awakening lights fires under people and that’s a good thing, to get them off the fence and out of their perilous stunned and bewildered state. There’s no place more dangerous than not only being on the defensive, but in a condition of fear and confusion. Never mind a place under immediate attack, something about which most of the modern western world has no clue.

Yet.

That makes sitting ducks out of unaware individuals. But the tide is turning.

These entities are now pushing their programs with abject impunity while humanity tries to wrestle with these issues on a corrupt, futile, and inept political level. It won’t be until they fully grasp the big picture of what is being perpetrated that the people will have a true awareness of the scope of humanity’s planned takeover and the importance of not feeding the beast with their energy and cooperation any longer.

And standing strong in that awareness while pushing back in every way possible.

Knowledge and understanding eradicate fear, which is why their media minions make it so hard to connect the dots. But their illusive veil is coming down at a terrific rate now and I expect we’re going to see some serious wrenches thrown into their machinery. And it comes through awake and aware individuals.

You, and me.

To empower others with the truth is our most important duty, especially at this perilous time in history.

Keep on no matter what. And don’t fall for the fear and confusion agenda. They’ll be turning it up more and more so be on your toes and keep your vibrations high.

And chuck a few wrenches into their insane machinery while you’re at it.

Every wrench counts! Let’s grind this fucking beast to a halt. Gather some fortitude and do something radical. Their machinery is exposed and vulnerable. Let’s do some damage in any way we feel compelled. Lob the unexpected of any sort into any situation you can. Let them handle the results.

After all, that’s what they do to us. Nothing unauthorized going on here! 🙂

Now go have a nice day.

Much love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

The Cosmic Shift, Unconscious Crazies and Moving Forward

by Zen Gardner
August 12, 2013

There’s a lot of very interesting information available on this transition we’re going through and with many interpretations, and some great advice on how to manage these vibrational changes. My personal take is to stay very alert and aware on every front, most of all with my thoughts and feelings, remaining the observer monitoring what’s going on within and without me.

Don’t ever forget, your very thoughts and feelings at times may not even be your own but tainted by ingrained programming or some morphed projection from these both occult and hyper-technological insanely driven would-be controllers to steer humanity.

This is especially dangerous when our guards are down.

For me staying on alert also means keeping abreast of the news, the real news. It’s watching for trends, not just in the NWO rollout or political news, but following earth and space changes is very important. How our planet and solar system are behaving is intrinsic to getting a deeper sense of the energetic changes we’re undergoing. And sensing the spiritual changes around you is also imperative, much of which is intuitive.

Close communication via regular networking with other awake and aware activists is one of your best resources for keeping your finger on the pulse and grasping the big picture. Once you get rounded well-sourced information on our fluctuating condition the dots connect.

But we have to keep at it, especially now.

Real information is everything. It’s our spiritual food. Either we’re getting the adulterated stuff or we’re getting real nourishment. It makes a world of difference in how we feel and think and affects the very course of our lives and hence the rest of humanity since we each affect everything so profoundly. I avoid raw TV almost entirely and keep it unplugged.  It’s toxic and completely destructive. If there’s something worth watching as in breaking news, fine. But generally you’ll find what you’re looking for on the net where you can be in control of it. If you have to watch anything, limit it carefully and always mute the advertisements, hopefully instinctively.

It’s all part of remaining vigilant and detoxed. It all adds up. Same with steering clear of EMF pollution and using protective devices, changing out CFL bulbs, buying organic etc.

Conscious, Observant Living Is A Must – Beware the Unconscious Crazies

Learning to listen to our hearts, our real consciousness that taps into the central Source, and observe from that point is the key. As things start to pick up more speed as they are now this will be more and more important when mental processes become increasingly affected.

The mind is much like the computer that is susceptible to an EMP blast, a large electromagnetic pulse; the same kind that can stop your computer controlled car, all electrical supply and appliances and shut down the grid. The heart, however, your conscious spirit, only revels in the additional energetic bursts and will never let you down!

Now that’s empowerment – but we have to be careful.

We need to watch out for erratic behavior.

People are going to start unraveling before our eyes. Many will have psychotic type reactions to these vibrational changes especially as the matrix degrades into chaos, and we need to be wary wherever we are. As the system crumbles and basic needs become scarce this will get magnified many times over.

Society as we knew it will morph quickly so being centered and preparing those around us is imperative. It will not be nice, nor make “sense”.

It’s a very sad reality but we need to be on our toes. People may not be as they “seem” to be, nor as you would like to believe they are or “could” be. And there will be no rational control over them. This will include many of your relatives and loved ones. Not a lot will make sense as things come apart at the seams.

We who are awakened and aware of the greater depths of reality and where this all fits in the cosmic and otherwise scheme of things understand.

They don’t. Nor are they willing to accept a greater truth or reference point.

Hence: We’ll be witnessing some crazy behavior, to keep it colloquial. Psychologically and spiritually it’s much, much deeper.

Make Friends and Help Each Other

This dynamic has changed my life and many that of many others. I spend almost my full waking time on the internet and otherwise discussing in every medium possible with loved ones and targeted movers and shakers about what’s going on. There is so much to learn and there are so many amazing wonderful people who have been researching and compiling empowering information I just don’t have time for anything else. I get my walk and take breaks but it’s my full time passion because it to me is the essence of what’s happening and where I can best help and be the most effective.

Contributing to this massive wake up is all that really matters to me.

I’m a communicator. And I’m not afraid to ask questions, or to thank and try to help those who have contributed so much to this truth revolution. This has led to the best friendships of my life. I wrote to others like myself how many of us seem to be alone when in reality we’re most likely where we’re supposed to be, yet we’re united in spirit.

I received many touching comments to that post as it apparently resonated with quite a few people. Many also said they don’t mind the isolation. That’s the world they work and learn best in, and I relate to that. Most of the people I correspond with are the same. We savor conscious awareness and spreading it and helping to empower the changes we’re led to contribute to. It’s an act of love that gives tremendous satisfaction that at least we’re doing what we can.

And we do the same in our daily interactions.

These friendships that have come with meeting fellow activists are the best. They’re almost like broadening your antenna array to where you can pick up clearer signals and bounce your “readings” off those you love and trust. So often a little inkling or sensation or an email and link from a friend or comment on my site can lead to new realms of understanding and even new researchers and whole areas you weren’t aware of and a fresh re-synthesizing of what you’ve come to learn.

It’s just fabulous.

But we have to reach out.

Conclusion – Activate or Else

These energetic changes accompanying this huge scale awakening are not the answer. We are the answer. Those they affect who in turn willingly transform and pass it on, helping others understand and utilize what’s going on, are the answer.

You and me.

With or without any new cosmic or otherwise energies, combined with all we’re co-experiencing, our mission is the same. And what a great time to be alive as this awakening and all its accompanying energies unfold. Good for conscious  humanity, but bad for the matrix whose minions are scared to death of what’s happening.

This is why we’re seeing the frantic implementation of the control system. Poor puny bastards. It’s like a bucket of water on a raging forest fire. Sorry guys, you’ve already lost. You really think you can fight the Truth? C’mon.

But we do need to keep exposing them so others can see through their false projection and find empowering Truth and Reality for themselves.

Keep On!

We’re here to act out our mission, however we’re each called. We can follow, we can lead. We can sit by the wayside.

I don’t personally condone non-action in the least. We need to be conscious responders. Not inexcusable idiots. That’s thoroughly pathetic. I think we’ve all been through enough of that..and so have the enslaved.

Raise your voice.

Radiate your energy and the change any way you can!

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Useful Idiots and the Puppeteers

Pugnacious Parasites and the Provocation

by Zen Gardner
April 02, 2016

Everyone knows the unscrupulously manipulative always accuse others of what they themselves are guilty of.

It’s an age old trick to obfuscate the obvious and buy time to accomplish their purposes. Lying is their pathological language. Such behavior, especially in high profile public figures, is unthinkable, yet for some inexplicable reason it is not just tolerated, but ironically readily expected.

People still buy into it. And the reaction always remains the same. Complacency on the most part, and a rising sense of anger in others.

No doubt a byproduct of cognitive dissonance and range of other deliberately triggered mechanisms, but surreal just the same.

A Bald Faced Lie is a Punch in the Face

This is essentially what transpires when someone knowingly lies to your face.

It jars your mind and pushes you back on the defensive and you’re left to try and understand why your heart and head are not matching up with what you just heard.

Everyone, except these willingly possessed psychopaths, has a conscience. And it’s faithful to speak to us. This is why humanity has been conditioned to not respond to it, and also why fear is so essential to their game. When our signals are scrambled, our gut reaction belittled and intuition denied we’re left in a daze.

This is exactly what they want to happen. It gives them time to keep executing their programs, especially when a complicit media candies and bandies it about as if it’s true and nothing to question.

This is the whirled we’re in and up against. Again, another reason to stay fully conscious and circumspect and thoroughly educated as to their techniques and true nature.

Not pretty stuff to look at, but understand it we must.

Abject bullies like Israel are relatively easy to spot – if we grasp their obvious odious nature and where they’re coming from.

The bully in the playground works by pure intimidation and force and will resort to any form of expression they can – loud mouthed intimidation, brandishing weapons, and all bathed in swaggering bravado right up to and including physical force to get their point across.

Send a signal is their MO. And those who don’t cower, teach them a lesson. Again, just look at the abject genocidal insanity of the Israeli occupiers. Now that they’ve gained control of most of the world’s media, especially in the west, what they say goes.

And if the media or governments don’t toe their line well enough they’ll hear from these vociferous, self serving elitist beasts.

The Provocation

Another aspect of bullying is provoking your supposed enemy.

The US is at this big time, deliberately firing up the conservative right and constitutionalists. It’s full on deliberate. The opulent extravagance of the Obamas, the clearly deliberate crashing of the economy, the flagrant trashing of patriotism and removal of individual rights are all carefully planned.

Threatening to disarm fiercely independent Americans is an essential part of this agenda.

The mass migration agenda is the same. While the US gets inundated with needy Central Americans with clear governmental manipulation, Europe is similarly being swept with an influx that threatens their economies and cultural identities.

What’s most amazing about this is anyone can read this agenda for themselves from UN statements and documents and the Agenda 21 or 2030 programs. That so many can’t be bothered to look into much of this is outright frightening.

Israel again is a master example of aggressive agendas designed to push back common sense and reason as well as true empathy for the plight of others. A clearly apartheid state while claiming they were the victims of such treatment is completely nonsensical. It flies in the face of simple reason and logic.

Yet they get away with it.

How?

They’ve taken over the media and political structures through the same tactics of intimidation and potential consequence by their massive Mossad/CIA/MI6 black hand of control.

Strategy of Tension and Not Just Provoking, but Demonizing Your Subjects

What’s amazing is the thoroughness of psychopathic social engineers. This is where we need to wake up and get smart.

They operate according to something called the Strategy of Tension, keeping peoples and nations nervous and afraid and more inclined to rely on government and enforcement to protect them. It also homogenizes cultures in a form of group think and a state of malleability due to this state of fear.

The extension of their influence is far and wide. Mass shootings, weird mass “accidents” at certain interims, and most of all false flags, never mind assassinations and the like. This has been the weapon of choice for every totalitarian regime for eons and a real favorite of this latest push for world dominion by these psychopaths.

The end result, ironically, is not entirely to direct everyone’s attention to a foreign enemy. That’s just a ruse and excuse for genocide and expansion. The enemy to them is within – us.

We must be contained like animals and malleable to their every whim.  So-called domestic terrorism has been a meme on the rise.

The deliberate migration of “potential muslim extremists” is a key part of this, as any and every incident they stage can more and more be justified and conveniently blamed on outside influences.

The end result is the same: clampdown on the populace.

Just look at this propaganda piece brought to you by the Rothschild/Rockefeller owned and CIA/Mossad/MI6 et all run Reuters news agency: 

U.S. eyes ways to toughen fight against domestic extremists

The U.S. Justice Department is considering legal changes to combat what it sees as a rising threat from domestic anti-government extremists, senior officials told Reuters, even as it steps up efforts to stop Islamic State-inspired attacks at home.

Extremist groups motivated by a range of U.S.-born philosophies present a “clear and present danger,” John Carlin, the Justice Department’s chief of national security, told Reuters in an interview.

“Based on recent reports and the cases we are seeing, it seems like we’re in a heightened environment.”(source)

The agenda is obvious…

If we’re looking…the language as well is a giveaway, the smooth talking and use of buzz phrases like “clear and present danger”, “national security” and the like are rife.

The Subtler Techniques of Deceit

This may seem a bit tangential to the main point I’m making here but is nonetheless essential information if we’re to more fully understand how these tactics are carried out on subtler levels.

You’ll see the following logical fallacy tactics in use continually, but unfortunately most people fall for them for lack of discernment as well as awareness of just what deceitful people are capable of doing.

This is a big subject well worth researching on your own but here are a few to get you started:

These are just a few examples.

It’s a field well worth exploring and getting a handle on. When you dissect and analyze these mechanisms it is extremely empowering.

Generalizing from too small of a population, or reducing complex social issues to only one choice or the other, and leaving out the complex issues that do not support the claim are examples of fallacies that stem from overgeneralization and oversimplification. (source of last two citations)

All That To Say…

Be on the look out.

Stay alert and awake and aware. What we see around us is not what we get, unless we fall for it and thereby make it our reality. Personal empowerment in such an environment as we’re living in is essential.

But you have to do the work.

Psychopaths are running the external world. It’s more evident by the day to more and more people. Those not fully on board even at higher and middle levels are being bullied into it within the power structure.

They can see who the apparent heirs are to the coming positions of power so they’re buckling under the pressure in an effort to save their hides.

Others at many levels of society are waking up and looking for ways to expose this nefarious agenda and help humanity push back in whatever way it can. We need to keep our voices loud and clear and distinctly truthful and helpful.

There may be many vectors by which they’re coming at us, be they,

• geo-engineering
• manipulated food
• societal crackdowns
• media programming

…and the like, but we’re clearly up to the challenge.

After all, we’re here! We’re thriving just fine in spite of all they do, and we’re growing stronger by the day.

Never forget that, let down your guard, nor grow weary in well doing.

This is our day – not theirs. Let’s fulfill our mission, and use the massive spiritual weapons at our disposal – love, truth, our connection to Source and essential eternal nature which can never be taken away.

Stay true…

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

It’s Time to Banish Hope and Belief

by Zen Gardner
February 18, 2014

Here’s a good exercise that will help alter your conscious awareness and put punch and clarity where slosh once existed. Don’t even use the words “hope” or “believe”. Every time you’re tempted to say, write or even think these debilitating, nebulous concepts, replace “I hope” or “I believe” with “I think” or “it appears to me” or something else realistic that clearly indicates what you really mean.

These types of inhibitors are a subtle trick of the programmed language we’ve been handed.

We don’t need full evidence to make conjectures or intuitive surmisings. Just call them what they are. Hope is one of the most misleading and disempowering terms we’ve ever been handed, as is belief. Drop them entirely. We tend to know what people seem to mean when using these terms, but they’re still just as intellectually and spiritually crippling.

Catch Yourself

When you catch yourself using these terms you’ll be surprised at how often they appear and how much this exercise strengthens your perception and awareness. These misleading terms run around humanity like viruses just waiting to infect the unwary. Just as we wash our hands regularly when going out in public, we need to do the same with our minds and the use of their dirty language.

It’s a bit like fear porn and falling for the darkside of viewing the world around us. Sure we need to be aware of the sickness pervading society and the machinations of the would-be Controllers, but these language tricks are all potential traps to sap our energy and powers of true intention and conscious awareness, the very tools we so desperately need to rise above this ongoing fray with the forces around us.

Free Your Mind – Meet the Trivium

The above segues nicely into something I’ve wanted to bring up for some time. Many are familiar with this rational approach to learning and discovering as it’s quite remarkably lucid and helps one stand back and clearly assess the information before us and regain our intellectual and even spiritual sovereignty.

Unfortunately and as expected, this method of learning has been lost or adulterated in today’s world as evidenced by the confusion and blind ignorance that are so rampant in society.

The ideas of “hope” and “belief” are deeply intertwined in religious thought and hence all of society. They are perfect examples of false, misleading concepts that learning techniques such as the Trivium can quickly dispel for upcoming generations. This subject deserves serious study but I’ll include some introductory information here to help give the feel of what this is about and hopefully stir your interest in this fascinating and liberating conscious learning technology.

In medieval universities the Trivium combined with the Quadrivium comprised the seven liberal arts. This teaching method is based on a curriculum outlined by Plato. One of the key intentions behind applying the Trivium and the Quadrivium is to distinguish between reality and fiction. By training the mind how to think – instead of what to think – this method provides a teaching of the arts and the science of the mind as well as the art of the science of matter.

Tools of Knowing

The Trivium and the Quadrivium are often presented in a Pythagorean triangle which represents the human way of knowing :

Any observation enters our mind through the 5 senses. Then we use our mind and apply the Trivium and the Quadrivium in order to process the observation. This process consists of several steps which enable us to understand how the observation relates to what we already know, how we can explain this new piece of information to others and how we can store it in a methodical way.

The Trivium method of thought

The Trivium is the first half of the 7 Liberal Arts. It consists of 3 elements : General grammar, formal logic and classical rhetoric. Sacred texts often refer to these 3 elements as knowledge, understanding and wisdom. The overarching topic of the Trivium is communication and language.

Within the process of seeing, conceptualizing and speaking it is important to be aware that the created concept about how we think reality is, does not equate reality as it really is.

In other words, the map is not the territory.

Aristotle who is considered to be one of the originators of the ideas behind the Trivium stated that an educated man should be capable of considering and investigating any idea or concept thoroughly without necessarily embracing or dismissing it. If during any discussion it becomes obvious that the other person is emotionally involved regarding a particular subject matter, then it is impossible to have a rational discussion based on the Trivium with them. Any emotional attachment to a particular belief blocks any kind of rational or logical argumentation. [Emphasis mine].(more>)

[*Note the direct reference to those emotionally attached to a belief and how it blocks rational discourse.]

Sounds Too Rational?

We’re dealing with the rational mind, which works in conjunction with our imaginative/creative mind. These work in concert. Above all is keeping a conscious awareness above both processes, but each has its place, just as we inhabit a physical body that works in conjunction with Spirit.

Here’s an excellent interview that explains the subject in more detail for those so inclined:

Social Engineering in the West; the Shutting Down of Human Consciousness

by Willem Felderhof
December 15, 2016

“The conscious and intelligent manipulation of human behaviors, thoughts and opinions is the primary element in society. Those who hold the knowledge and manipulate these unseen mechanisms in society constitute the invisible government and are the true rulers of humanity. We are governed, our minds are molded, our tastes are formed, and our ideas are suggested, by men we never heard of”.

The above quote was made by Edward Bernays in 1928. He was referring to then already highly effective forms of mind control programs that humanity was subjected to in the manipulated 3 dimensional control matrix as we still know it. Close to a century later and with the help of numerous think tanks and institutes that serve the ruling elites like the Tavistock institute, mind control techniques have been refined to unimaginable levels, where humanity is on the brink of becoming fully robotized and ready to serve in the new world order, without even knowing it. Anyone who claims not being under the influence of social engineering/Mind control or is not aware of it at all, is clearly lost and does not have a clue what is going on in their manipulated minds and therefore they do not understand what is going on around them as well.

Following quote by überpsychopath Zbigniew Brzezinski:

“The technotronic era involves the gradual appearance of a more controlled society. Such a society would be dominated by an elite, unrestrained by traditional values. Soon it will be possible to assert almost continuous surveillance over every citizen and maintain up-to-date complete files containing even the most personal information about the citizen. These files will be subject to instantaneous retrieval by the authorities”.

Now bear in mind that this statement was made almost 50 years ago and think about the endless technological possibilities the psychopathic social engineers have access to today. Fact is that most of humanity embraces his/her enslavement and illusionary state of freedom, not only due to ignorance but also because it helps avoiding any responsibility and/or precious time consuming Self-work. We just do not want to know the unpleasant Truth that our minds are owned and controlled by Satanic dark occultists. The result of lifelong (trauma based) refined mindcontrol programming is a shut down of consciousness on a massive scale. As a result of that we see the rise of an engineered obedient slave with a total lack of any impulses of authenticity and free will, that operates from the vibration of fear.

Eugenics

One of the main game tools of the occult social engineers is Eugenics. Eugenics is an ancient satanic social ideology advocating higher rates of sexual reproduction for people with traits and characteristics desired by its proponents and, reduced rates of reproduction and sterilization for those with undesired traits and characteristics. This satanic practice is a primary religious tenet of the psychopathic rulers, who believe that it is simply “natural order” for the most ruthless of humans whose genes are the fittest to rule over the rest of the human herd. They truly see themselves as the chosen ones, as gods, because they are genetically superior over those they rule over. From that deceased psyche emanates the twisted belief that they can decide who is allowed to live and who must die. And this morbid form of human harvesting happens in plain sight for those who are willing to see the Truth.

Garbage in, garbage out

The occult ruling class discovered long, very long, ago how to influence the breeding process within entire populations for the purpose to make these populations easier to control. The controlling of human breeding is done by manipulation of the human consciousness. In other words; population control through mind control.

They are also creating humans with horrible traits and characteristics through the manipulation of human biology, biochemistry, and consciousness via chemicals in our food/water and air. Exposure to insane levels of unnatural electro magnetic fields are interfering with, and changing human physiology for the worse. It is literally a form of “down” breeding since the tactics are clearly used to weaken and destroy the targeted population i.s.o. improving them. Of course this is part of the depopulation agenda as well.

A blatant indication of a deeply mind controlled human being, that is in a solid state of denial, is someone who claims that this is all just the result of normal evolution. Where eugenics is one of the pillars of Satanism, ego worship and self preservation is another one. Most people do not want to hear the ugly Truth that we are ruled by occultist with a Satanic mindset. Let alone consider the idea that the hijacked human consciousness is being morphed into a pseudo satanic, false self obsessed clone of its rulers through social engineering. But all you have to do is look around you to get a confirmation of this unpleasant Truth.

The end product of this programming is a self obsessed human being that is totally disconnected from reality, and full time occupied with (false) self serving activities. That product is lost in non relevant behavior and thoughts and is entirely establishment serving and non establishment threatening. The perfect obedient slave. Because this “product’ is fully ego identified and self obsessed, it is unaware of its connection to the collective reality;  it is operating by a consciousness that is in a shut down modus. On a deeper level this engineered contracted type of consciousness operates from the vibration of fear, self loathing and ignorance. And because of that it will feed (while being unaware of it) the ongoing manifestation of more chaos, control, and suffering in the “external” collectively manifested reality.

The current manifested reality that we as a collective experience, is the aggregate of the consciousness of the individuals. So in order to change the current external reality, large numbers of people have to change their inner reality by (re) gaining the sacred knowledge of human consciousness and how it operates and manifests in accordance with Natural Law. Understanding the concept of non separation from the external reality, is an indication of knowledge of a True Self that operates from non duality.

War on the True Self

Through the relentless eugenics and trauma based mind control programs we see the clear emerging of a false self/ego identified, socially engineered woman and man that operate from the vibration of fear and that is stripped from “it’s” genuine masculine and feminine modalities. The desired by products of this engineered madness are: further destruction of the sacred masculine and feminine dynamics; break down of traditional family bonds and the break down of the sacred emotional, spiritual and sexual bond between man and woman. (if you google sacred bond man and woman you will see mostly pop ups from Hillary Clinton)

The engineered woman is being culturally conditioned to no longer be attracted to any of the qualities of the genuine man. Such genuine qualities include high holistic intelligence, real/natural confidence emanating from healthy self-esteem, being very vocally opinionated, independence, a rebellious attitude towards authority and placing very high values on individual freedom. Such traits are, of course, seen as highly dangerous to the goals of the rulers, who wish to see society produce weak men, since weak emasculated men are very unlikely to resist the State, while the genuine man will rebel against it.

The socially engineered woman wants to be placated, revered and pampered through relentless princess programming at early age where they are programmed to: value only what can be gained for themselves through relationships with men, to seek only a man who can “provide for them”. To place obsessive importance on their looks to “lure” a male, to devalue the importance of their own intelligence, to seek money as main value system and to think that “no man is good enough” for them. This false self identified woman is motivated by the psychological desire for attachment and security. “Love” is seen primarily as a form of co-dependent permanence and attachment and a search for an illusionary form of security, rather than a deep autonomic healthy familial bond with another human being. Hence the irrelevant first and foremost question when a woman and a man meet for the first time: “What do you do for a living”?

This search for security in a man with money and/or good looks or the desire to be taken care of by someone else is an integral part of the ego-gratification. And self preservation is the primary pillar of a Satanic mindset. An inconvenient Truth that most will refuse to understand and/or admit. Most people prefer to attribute this to Darwinian logics when in fact this behavior is deeply ingrained social conditioning. The early princess programming, the trauma based outcome based education system, and the (neo) feminist agenda’s have engineered the conditioned woman to love the State and her false self.

The State continually, through mass mind control, positions itself to be psychologically accepted as the provider, protector and husband. Especially the communist, marxist outcome based education slaughterhouse is a primary source of the engineered co dependence towards the State by both genders, partly through the insane prolonged compulsory separation from the parents.

Any parent who still continues to offer their children to these mind destruction factories without any significant resistance, is willfully facilitating the destruction of the authentic true Self of his/her child. The high sensitive, creative, and intelligent potential rebels against the increasing forms of tyranny are having severe problems to adapt to this profound sick system. This highly precious generation for humanity  is being “neutralized” by labeling their entirely normal response to the State run compulsory torture system with ADHD/ADD or other ridiculous “diagnoses”. Engineered computer/gaming addiction and disgusting medication regimes will zombify them further. Ignorant parents and pseudo psychologists, acting as agents for the system, are enforcing the identification of the child with their so-called problem, thereby pushing the child further into an engineered structural state of psychological stress and self loathing.

Marriage with the State

Fake, codependent, and false-self “love”programming through Hollywood love story movies, television series, books, music etc, drive the conditioned engineered man and woman into an obsessive search for the perfect relation and/or marriage. Marriage brings an even deeper personal relationship into union with the state- which has been traditionally used and steered to the benefit of the female, in the case of divorce. Up to 45 % of marriage end in divorce and divorce courts rule drastically in favor of women, feeding the division between man and woman and feeding the female’s craving towards the State. Money and the maintenance of lifestyle is valued above emotions, feelings and moral issues in relationships. This engineered system is structured in such a way that it breaks down both genders, the family tradition, and has a highly destructive impact on future generations as well.

Breeding out the rebel

The war on the genuine authentic men takes form of the emasculation of the human male, a process which breeds out the Sacred masculine dynamic (the willingness to stand up against any form of tyranny or bullies). The long-term agenda is to create a feminized man that will not ever challenge the state and to simultaneously condition women to view the state as a powerful husband/father figure. Rebellion against the state, a reverence for true freedom, and placing high value on personal responsibility and individual rights, are traits that are bred out of humanity through refined eugenics because such traits are undesirable to the ruling class. Socially engineered traits are being bred into the new “man” and include: a fear and disinterest of going against the norm, docility, submissiveness and obedience to authority. Mind control based eugenics are designed to breed compliant slaves and to eliminate raw rebels, independent thinkers, and spiritually aware human beings.

One of the most fundamental aspects of these programs is to influence the vast majority of women to be attracted only to fake men who are the most fitting to perpetuate the system of human slavery in a one world government system. This engineered self obsessed man displays pseudo and feminized masculine characteristics. Although presented as a real man he will most likely be dead-on-day-one in a real survival scenario as he is completely unaware of world issues and of his own enslavement.

Idolized self obsessed sport heroes and “musicians” serve as effective programming tools for pseudo rebellion. If you google the word rebel today, you will see that nothing will pop up that comes near a real rebel. True rebellion against the state and healthy patriotism are being bred out human consciousness and the new socially engineered generations have no intention to search for it anymore, as it is an unknown concept for the disconnected and self centered obedient new world order slaves.

The rise of the engineered millennial human being.

Millennial human beings are the children of the post baby boomer generation and were largely “raised” by the state-run trauma based mind control education factories, television/computer, and pop culture. They have been conditioned by these systems to behave in ways that are complacent, compliant, unquestioning, unthinking, and narcissistic.

They absorb huge amounts of television programming and/or computer gaming, consume poisonous genetically modified foods, are obsessed with escapist pursuits, conduct only vapid, inane conversations, and express an extreme lack of concern or interest in real world issues.

If they are confronted with someone who questions authority or addresses immoral behavior they will react either with apathy, aggressively, or will collectively ridicule the person that is expressing the normal moral behavior. This form of engineered policing of each other emanates from the fear of being expelled from the group. This fear based mind controlled form of self policing is the result of deep self loathing. The fear of being different is partly engineered through the compulsory education system that enforces traumatic abandonment issues by creating further separation from the parents, and through television programming and other media tools.

The millennial human beings are the absolute dream of the social engineers.

Androgenization

Another tactic in the gender war is the deliberate androgenization of society, which slowly homogenizes and gradually erodes the distinctiveness of both genders. When genders and gender roles become skewed and blended, strong men and women sharing cohesive familial bonds become an endangered species.

As a result of the breakdown of the sacred bond between man and woman, society becomes further weakened at a fundamental level and thus easier to control. Besides that it serves the depopulation agenda as well, just like the other tactics in the gender war. And again, anyone who attributes these engineered phenomena as natural and a result of normal evolution is clearly operating from an “owned” mind. People call me a homophobic when speaking out about androgenization being hyped in the media as a tool for social engineering. This is exactly the goal of the social engineers; we should all accept these abnormal tendencies in society as normal;  there is really no such thing as objective standards for right and wrong. Police each other with moral relativism; there is no Universal wrong or right.

Real external change comes ONLY from real change within

While the epitome of narcissistic paranoid psychopathy, embodied by Donald Trump, has been given the power over the controls of the most deadly and advanced nuclear war machinery the world has ever seen, the consensus in the majority of humanity is that we have to wait and see where it will go. Even under the so-called awake people are (or were) large numbers of people who consider the possibility that this time there might be a real chance for external “change”. That apathetic and co-dependent reaction not only reflects a total lack of knowledge of the structures and dynamics of power in society, and the distractive role of the pathetic political arena’s in general. It is also a disturbing indicator of the lack of rulership over, and knowledge of our individual consciousness.

Would it really be possible that the presidency of Trump was unexpected, totally unforeseen and unaccounted for by the genius occultist ruling class who OWN the whole stage for centuries, and are masters of deception for centuries? Most probably not, maybe for a tiny part, I would not bet on it anyway. But the most, if not the only, relevant question here is WHY all this is happening. As stated before we have to understand by experience that this system of chaos, control, fear, and human suffering is manifesting as a direct result of the dynamics of our own individual consciousness.

Real transformation requires TOTAL commitment

The current collectively shared reality, and the ever increasing levels of control that come with it, is the manifest of the aggregate of our individual consciousness. Individual consciousness today is mostly operated by a false ego identified self, driven by fear and ignorance. Engineered fear and ignorance by the occult rulers who have kept the knowledge of human consciousness hidden (Occult) to humanity in order to be able to manipulate and control it. In this unique time of information we have a chance to regain that knowledge and create another external reality which is emanating from a consciousness that is operated by the True Self, driven by Love and true knowledge in accordance with Natural law.

Only with total commitment, deep Self work, time and energy, humanity can turn the tide. We need to radically change the way we think, the way we feel, and above all, the way we behave. True external change comes from within, not the other way around. Instead of focussing on, and trying to change the external, we should change our reality within.

That process requires the willingness for a deep psychological and physical surgery without anaesthesia that includes a slow but certain death.

Death of the engineered false self that operates from fear, and a breakdown of all attachments to the belief systems that caused the identification with it. Only then we can facilitate the rebirth of the genuine True Self that will be able to manifest a different external reality. An emerging external reality that represents anarchy because it is manifested from the vibration of Love and not from fear. Anarchy is the expression of True Freedom. The real fear for anarchy is the fear for True Freedom; the unknown. The social engineers worst nightmare.

Important note: this article is written in generalized terms for convenience, but I am referring to the majority of a gender group or certain engineered group tendencies in society in general. Of course we see also authentic human beings operating from their True Self, but they are very rare in their presence.

To understand more about the war on human consciousness, eugenics, mind control and Natural Law, watch these seminars by Mark Passio. In the first controversial presentation, Mark Passio blows wide open the Dark Occult agenda of Neo-Feminism, which is being used to sow the seeds of discord between men and women in order to weaken the human species and ensure that future generations of humanity lack the traits necessary to resist tyranny. The destruction of gender roles and the familial dynamic are explored as major themes throughout Mark’s hard-hitting lecture.:



On October 19th, 2013 Mark Passio presented his seminar “Natural Law: The REAL Law of Attraction” at the Yale Omni, organized by Arthur Capozzi & Christopher Capozzi, and produced for distribution by Tragedy and Hope dot com. This is the morning session, which will be followed in this playlist by the remaining 2 segments. Take the time to watch, study, and enjoy it.

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Willem Felderhof is a former commercial airline pilot and was a whistleblower on the presence of toxic elements in aviation generally known as “the Aerotoxic syndrome”.

The Unstoppable Liberation of Humanity

by Zen Gardner
Dec 29, 2012

We’re undergoing an amazing transformation. Absolutely diametrically opposed to the constant, gradual attempt by elitists to shut down humanity via eons of engineered subjugation, we’re being consciously and vibrationally liberated by the very nature of the Universe in spite of all their efforts.

It’s not readily apparent to most, but it’s very clearly there.

It’s subtle and yet obvious at the same time. Knowledge of this change or shift in consciousness is experiential.  It appears in the form of social trends and changes, but once someone crosses that threshold of awakening they’re already living in that new reality. To what degree it affects their lifestyle will of course vary from person to person, but change they will. As will the lives they in turn affect.

And so it unfolds.

It’s Beyond Explanation

First of all, the natural mind, earthbound logic and reasoning, will not explain the important things in life. Explain love for example. Thankfully it’s wonderfully beyond words, as is all the important stuff. Really, words hardly suffice for real communication but are rather a limited means of information transfer. It’s only in our lower level density words take on such importance. And it’s there they’re more a limiting and confining aspect of the matrix than a help.

They certainly never quite cut the mustard when it comes to conveying Truth or true conscious awareness. In the words of Lao Tzu:

“Existence is beyond the power of words
To define:
Terms may be used
But are none of them absolute.
In the beginning of heaven and earth there were no words,
Words came out of the womb of matter;
And whether a man dispassionately
Sees to the core of life
Or passionately
Sees the surface,
The core and the surface
Are essentially the same,
Words making them seem different
Only to express appearance.
If name be needed, wonder names them both:
From wonder into wonder
Existence opens.”

– Lao Tzu

Symptoms of the Shift

The point above being we’ll be witnessing physical changes as this shift takes place, but the true esoteric nature of the important inner change in humanity is hard to quantify. However, it’s not impossible amongst those who are experiencing this changeover. There’s a lot of chatter about this as some say we’re moving into a new dimension and others think it’s a move to another timeline.

I don’t know what it is. But I’m experiencing this vibrational change as well, most profoundly in an intuitive sense. I just know it because it’s happening to me, and then I read about and see it in others, as is the case of so many in the awakened community. While this is by no means complete, here are a few symptoms various people are experiencing to varying degrees, myself included.

–A different sense of time. In most cases people are noticing time seems to be compressing, with the feeling that it’s moving quicker and quicker. There seems to be less time in a day, a week, a month and before you know it another year just flew by. This has been proven to be true in a physical sense, but not nearly as profound as this fleeting experience so many are experiencing.

–Sensory changes. Some are experiencing heightened senses of smell and hearing, or fleeting shifts in what they’re looking at.

–Paranormal experiences. Many are seeing shadow figures or fleeting ephemeral movements, often out of the corner of the eye. Some are seeing morphing entities they’ve never seen before, and several have reported having a sense of transparency come over them personally.

–Strange sleep cycles and increased dream activity. This has been huge for me and I know many others. Every night there’s a new “movie” playing or several short ones. Some of the dreams don’t even feel like dreams, but just stepping into a another parallel world.

–Relationship changes. Many things that have been suppressed seem to be coming to the surface for many. This is a good thing, although it can be disruptive while the information gets processed and reconciliation is reached.

–A sense of letting go. The past and previous attachments seem to be falling away. And oh so naturally. It’s like letting go of a robe you were wearing and just leaving it behind as you walk towards to this gorgeous landscape, much like the picture at the top of moving into a wonderful, natural world.

–Increased openness to change and new truths. While this is a fundamental element to waking up, this aspect I find is stepping up big time. There’s a wonderful bleed-over effect as I see it, where various information fields are merging. Maybe it’s just increased tolerance of differing takes from lightworkers to social activists, but the meld is on and it’s a beautiful thing.

–Moving away from dwelling on the dark side. While it’s important to expose the tricks and lies of these feudal would-be overlords, the trend is moving towards emphasizing encouragement and positive solutions. Nothing wrong with a good rant at the right time or particularly perceptive exposes and take downs, but it’s becoming increasingly important to dwell on the bright side and work to strengthen this new awareness with positive, affirming words and actions. And it’s happening naturally, which to me is again this vibrational change we’re all experiencing working through each of us to manifest this evolving change in humanity.

Anyway, those are just a few aspects and if you’d like to add your experiences and observations below it would be fun to chat about.

But it’s real. And fantastic!

Don’t Be Too Surprised…

…When strange things happen to you. They will. Learn to roll with it. Personally, I think the power of expectancy is huge. It has pulling power. When you’re aware of and even look around for these manifestations, whether a kind of voice in your mind’s ear, a strong intuitive pull, a fleeting glimpse of something, or another amazing synchronicity, it’s a blast! But for some it goes way past that. But we all have that potential.

I guarantee you won’t be disappointed. And it’s way more than just the power of intention, which is cool enough in itself. Universe is just waiting to be manifest through each of us more and more and continually. No angst there, just amazing potential waiting to be discovered by anyone and everyone.

And don’t be surprised if your life gets “disrupted”. This isn’t all puppies and flowers. This changeover comes with some expense.

Some are getting hit with health challenges they’ve never had, or work or money issues, or as I mentioned about relationship issues. Some are very anxious and nervous suddenly and need to learn to get a sounder grip on their spirituality. That or detach from crap in their lives that Universe is trying shake them free of. There are lots of things going on.

The Matrix is Crumbling

This ugly matrix that we’ve been shoe horned into is a very complex, controlling nasty thing. And it can’t hold up by the very manufactured nature of it. It’s not real, it’s created, by ugly forces to harness and abuse others for its own satisfaction. No way it can last in the face of an inherently loving and natural creative Universe.

Much like earth. As hard as they try to control it for their own devices, Gaia will win out in the long run.

This is the reason they’re working feverishly to clamp down on humanity. And it always backfires. Little do they know they’re accelerating their own downfall and humanity’s awakening. The more freedoms they take away the more wake up to what they had and want back. More than that, the more step back and ask how things got this way and how far back does this go.

That, my friends, is the recipe for awakening. You got questions? Universe has answers!

Yugas, Yogis and Cycles of Awakening

Did you know Buddha, Lao Tzu, Mahavira, Zoroaster and Heracletus were all contemporaries? That was the wake up of their day! Between 500 and 600 BC their awakening hit and like the 100th monkey it was spontaneous in different parts of the world! Siddhartha Gautama who become the Buddha was teaching in India the same time Mahavira was expounding Jainism, both radical departures from the spiritual teachings of their day, both teaching about transcendence to an all connected oneness, with Jainism emphasizing non-violence and respect for all living things.

Around the same time the teachings of Lao Tzu summarized in the amazing Tao Te Ching were changing the direction and consciousness of China and eventually the entire world. Meanwhile over in Persia there was Zoroaster teaching a new spirituality, while in Greece the pre-Socratic philosophers Heraclitus and Parmenodes and others were having an awakening of their own, espousing very esoteric teachings on the timeless and constantly changing nature of the Universe. These later morphed into the more heady Socratic discourses and philosophies, pulling further and further away from the transcendental dimension and inter-connectivity and oneness of the Universe espoused by the pre-Socratic teachers.

Pythagoras also lived in this time, believed to have had many mystical and alchemical insights and teachings that have been passed down through the mystery schools.

These were all within 100 years of each other, overlapping lifetimes, several apparently teaching simultaneously. Again, these “coincidental” awakenings prove the wave idea, where waves of vibrational change are somehow amplified by both Universe and the receptivity of those who awaken.

And these waves of awakening have corresponding planetary and galactic alignments. There are teachings from many cultures regarding these planetary and stellar based timelines divided into epochs, yugas or cycles of some sort. In each scenario we see the waxing and waning of season-like cycles, some even within others.

Clearly the momentous galactic alignment and shift out of the Piscean age we’re experiencing is both symbolic and largely causal of our awakening and changeover into a new, golden era, the one foretold by many a seer. After all, it’s a cycle.

Or should I say a spiral? Hmm.

Perfectly Put

I’ll end this with some quintessential David Icke, where he’s speaking about this wonderful shift we’re undergoing.

This awakening is for everyone! So pass it on!

Thank you, David. Your years of loving work have changed the world!



Much love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

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Compassionate Water (The Great Bell Chant)

The Great Bell Chant
by Thich Nhat Hanh

May the sound of this bell penetrate deep into the cosmos

Even in the darkest spots living beings are able to hear it clearly
So that all suffering in them ceases
Understanding comes to their heart
And they transcend the path of sorrow and death.
..
The universal dharma door is already open
The sound of the rising tide is heard clearly
The miracle happens: a beautiful child appears in the heart of a lotus flower
One single drop of this compassionate water is enough
To bring back the refreshing spring to our mountains and rivers.
..
Listening to the bell I feel the afflictions in me begin to dissolve
My mind calm, my body relaxed
A smile is born on my lips
Following the sound of the bell
My breath brings me back to the safe island of mindfulness
In the garden of my heart, the flowers of peace bloom beautifully.

One hour version for meditation:

Love is Free – Everything Else Has a Price

by Zen Gardner
March 2014

If you think about it, that is a profound truth. It is also an easy filtration system for truth in a world where discernment is both difficult and rare.

Try this simple formula. Examine your life simply for compromising economic enslavements, or even social relationships. What is the relative cost? Is it more parasitic than helpful? Are they obligatory relationships built on old, controlled patterns of thinking or behaving? It’s tough to realize what we’re in the midst of in a world so entrenched in these programmed mechanisms swirling about us.

Unconditional love, as ethereal-cereal as that may sound to some, asks nothing in return. Yet ironically, an exchange at some level always naturally occurs anyway.

That’s truth economics.

Are You Ensnared Outside of Love? Disengage

Who hasn’t been caught in the web? It’s a continual fight for anyone on this besieged planet. All of us have to deal with this sticky maze to some extent, and have been doing so all of our lives. It’s not always fun – it’s become a way of life, and survival. Discerning this changing world around us is our perpetual challenge, especially when our intent to change the flow and our reactions to this bombardment start to bring us to some serious revelations that contradict the narrative we’ve been sold.

It eventually becomes clear that the point of our realizations lead us to disengage. The whole system we’ve been sold is a lie, top to bottom.

Where did we go wrong? We fell for the cost system. Everything costs, so fight to gain more and the guy with the most toys wins. When this type of selfishness kicks in conscious awareness is lost. There is no more altruistic giving or helping those in need in their diseased paradigm, it’s back to a gain/cost game.

That might be a short summary of our condition, but the fact remains it’s time to wake up.

The key is not being in their game at all.

The Price of Love

It’s ironic how relationship love comes to mind for most when this subject of love comes up. That’s social programming playing on our instincts once again. Whereas, unselfish behavior is nothing new. It has been the natural response of cultures since time immemorial, caring for one another and extending that outwards. We just don’t see it today with corporatist totalitarian regimes clamping down on society as they are, and the reflexive responses of those trying to survive within their constricted climates of fear and insecurity.

This kind of fascist control has been the hallmark of every dynasty throughout our blighted history.

The point is, true love is free. There are no strings attached to true love. It gives without expecting in return. We all have it. It’s simply a matter of releasing and utilizing it.

And ironically it all comes back in spades.

The Difference

The key is recognizing what we’re up against, and responding accordingly. True love will always remain unconditional. The difference is in living up to this awareness. It’s not just simply to be observed, quantified and filed away. Loving interaction at work changes the entire dynamic of society, more radically than any other influence. We give and love because we care.

And Universe responds accordingly.

Blinding us from this wonderful truth is the reason for the harshness conditioning–war, hate, greed and most of all fear. These shut down our channels of connection to love. But only if we listen to them. When we learn to operate outside their matrix of deceit our powers blossom.

This is where we need to operate from, the standpoint of consciously aware love.

That may seem a bit esoteric for some, but it couldn’t be any more practical.

Stay in love.

Love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.

Being Alone Together

by Zen Gardner
December 21, 2013

There is much suffering today. Most of it is spiritually derived, no matter how physically challenging it may be.

So many are distressed and feeling there’s no way out of this quagmire they’re being confronted with. Even for those of us spiritually predisposed and somewhat prepared it’s the same story. We’re literally at war. Not just of head and heart bashing confrontations, but one of carefully contrived attrition. A starvation of confirming information that reaffirms the simple realities we would otherwise thrive on.

With a big batch of inserted confusion to throw us off to boot.

How they’ve managed to close off obvious Truths from the common mind is almost surreal. But there is even something more going on. The bombardment is continually more persistent. The nature of the constructed and controlled world we live in is more malicious by the day. We must be aware of this escalation, while not dwelling unnecessarily on the negative.

Live Past What We’re Up Against

The purpose of their tactics is to separate us from our potential; from our fundamental reference points, from loved ones, and from our innate sense of reality. It’s a deliberate corrosion of our connectivity. You can hear this disconnection occasionally in your own mind when a sense of isolation kicks in. It can come out of the mouths of those close to us who are being buffeted and confused and express heavy doubts and discouragement. It’s definitely in the increasingly insane news we’re having to endure as society descends into dystopia.

Nothing seems to make sense. The danger comes when we interpret these disjointed events and Orwellian newspeak as if something is wrong with us personally. Turning inward in this fashion can be a very deep trap, when in fact the opposite is true. It has nothing to do with us, this is a spiritual onslaught we’re facing from outside forces seeking to turn us about-face.

The daily news gives a taste of this warped reality; whether it’s police brutality, the totalitarian clampdown by governments, staged cyber attacks in order to censor, or the media mindflips that accost our senses. The objective is to continually subdue humanity into an ever diminutive sense of insignificance.

It’s an out and out war on our lives, and more importantly, our consciousness.

We Are Never Alone

Knowing we’re in this together and experiencing the same thing is all important. We know divide and conquer is their M.O., but when it gets personal and hits close to home the principles we’re familiar with seem to fade into the dust of mental and moral confusion. Emotions and attachments rise as personal issues come to the surface to further obscure our perspectives.

If this happens to you do not let it throw you. Look for centered awareness, but don’t be afraid to seek advice from those you trust, or solace from loved ones, and remember fundamental truths you are familiar with. Hold them dearly. It’s not an easy time by any means and we need to stick together in every way possible.

All important is knowing we are each experiencing the same onslaught, and that what we’re being handed is a total lie. It’s nothing more than a massive fabricated distraction of planned debilitation of their opposition. Also known as us.

Stand strong, even when you’re feeling weak. This all comes and goes in waves. Let it pass.

We Knew This Was Coming

We’ve known this was coming for some time. None of us are above this. We each have our strengths and weaknesses, we each have our calling to Truth. Some things can knock you out before you know it – loved ones falling under the spell, personal plans being derailed, seemingly psychotic breaks with previous modes of understanding,  unexpected twists in the matrix around you. Or a full on combination of those.

Other symptoms are more predictable when times are not as confusing, but there are clearly many ways we’re being accosted more than ever at this point and it can get difficult.

These waves of confusion have been expected. And they’re here.

When our personal frames of reference take a beating, either individually or via those we love, it’s a very challenging time. I find myself rewinding previous lessons I’ve learned and playing them back like medicine in order to endure many situations. As stated before, we’re sailing unchartered seas and there is no precedent for what we’re experiencing.

We can take this two ways – as a beating down, or as a powerful lift under our wings of conscious awareness.

Embracing Each Other – The Power of Tenderness and Understanding

There are no pat answers to any or every situation. We’re all learning and growing and that’s how it should be and is. What strikes me lately is the realization of how we need to stick together more than ever as the storm presses on. I’ve heard from many people how much it’s helped them to get some feedback via comments on the site or emails from compassionate acquaintances.

These can make or break us at times.

When we’re being laid low and feeling disabled and discouraged it is usually a very personal thing. We tend to make the mistake of looking inward. There may be lessons to be learned, but on the battlefield anything that is crippling is immediately suspect as far as I’m concerned. The issues are too prescient.

We simply have to see these instruments of debilitation as they are in a time of war. And learn from, ignore and/or dispel them.

Shared Comraderie

Often, we all find out, there are wonderful personal lessons to be learned, but when the barrage of self-doubt and confusion persists we know something much more nefarious is afoot. Shared camaraderie during these times is becoming more and more important. In conjunction with a deep determination to push on through this madness.

We all of course wish we were “stronger”, but really the right kind of weaknesses are some of our greatest strengths. Compassion in sharing an honest heart to heart with other spiritual people is so very powerful. Many face serious opposition in their family situations where they feel alone in their conscious awakening. That can be a gnawing source of discouragement. Despite obstacles, so many have been waking up at a steady pace the past several years and are experiencing what many of us have.

Not just the spiritual exhilaration of conscious awareness, but the social isolation and alienation. These are not easy to brave, as most of us know.

Following that can come periodic belittlement and outright harassment, sorry to say. We’ve all experienced it. I’m firmly convinced this is all part of our testing ground. Coming through that strengthens our convictions and helps us realize what is really important to us. At that point we are forced to make decisions – what will I subject myself to and why, how do I deal with it, and where do I go from there?

The most important point to remember is this is a war, a spiritual one. Do not allow yourself to succumb to the negative voices around you. The big lie is on the march and feeling its oats right now.

It will pass. They screw up regularly and can’t maintain their BS barrage. It comes in waves. Let it pass.

Be Strong, and Make Courage Your Mainstay

In reality this is a time of opportunity like we’ve never seen before. We’re in a fight of epic proportions. When we feel embattled that’s exactly the time to come out fighting. We need these mechanisms we learn that were embedded in our souls in order to remember how to maintain our offensive.

Give it a shot. You’ll be amazed at how taking the initiative clears the air, places the enemy on the defensive, and puts everything back into perspective.

See you on the battlefield!

Much love, Zen

Zen Gardner is an impactful and controversial author and speaker with a piercing philosophical viewpoint. His writings have been circulated to millions and his personal story has caused no small stir amongst the entrenched alternative pundits. His book You Are the Awakening has met rave reviews and is available on amazon.com. You Are the Awakening examines the dynamics of the awakening to a more conscious awareness of who we are and why we are here – dynamics which are much different from the programmed approach of this world we were born into.